Ascension prayer to Jesus to ask for a grace

Your ascension to heaven, Lord,
it fills me with joy because it ended for me
time to watch what you do
and the time of my commitment begins.
What you have entrusted to me,
it breaks the shell of my individualism
and my watching
making me feel responsible
in the first person of the salvation of the world.
To me, Lord, you have entrusted your Gospel,
because I announced it on all the roads of the world.
Give me the strength of faith,
as your first apostles had,
so that I won't overcome the fear,
let the difficulties not stop me,
don't misunderstand me,
but always and everywhere, I am your happy news,
revealer of your love,
as are martyrs and saints
in the history of all the peoples of the world.