Conversation "I am the God of life"

(Little letters speaks God. BIG LETTER SPEAKS THE MAN)

MY GOD, I AM NOW HERE TO PRAY YOU TO ASK FOR A LIABILITY MADE DURING MY YOUTH. I UNFORTUNATELY WHEN I WAS A GIRL, I REFUSED A SON AND I ABORTED. NOW THAT I HAVE RETURNED TO FAITH I WOULD LIKE THAT SON AND I REPENT FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE.
My dear I am your God, the one who calls every man to life. I know your guilt and I know how great your sin is. But you don't have to fear, that son you refused now lives with me. Of course I had sent him to this earth for a specific mission, as I do with every man and you as a mother have decided not to want it. But I who am the God of life make everything created by me live and that your son now lives in my kingdom for all eternity.
TELL ME FATHER GOOD WHAT WAS MY SON'S MISSION IN THIS WORLD? I WOULD LIKE IT SO NEXT TO ME BUT NOW I CAN'T. I WOULD LIKE TO GROW IT, TO EMBRACE IT, TO STAY WITH IT, BUT UNFORTUNATELY IT IS LATE, IN THE PAST I DECIDED AGAINST IT.
Your son in this world had an important mission. Many women when they have to give birth to a child reject it and believe that that creature is a nuisance for them while that creature that is about to be born is a gift for humanity. Many people don't know that the creature they suppress can be something extraordinary for all humanity. Your son's mission was to be a doctor. He had to cure many men who were seriously ill. He had to cure you one day, but you didn't think about all this. You only thought about your fears, that of giving birth to a child, how to raise him, who took care of him, the expenses it took to make him great. But don't you know that I take care of every man I created? It was I myself who helped you and did everything for you and your son. If I had given him a mission in this world, I moved in his favor and made sure that he accomplished what I had entrusted to him, but you did not collaborate with me.
MY GOD IS SO MUCH PAINED. HOW CAN I REMEDY? WHAT CAN I DO NOW? I DID NOT KNOW MANY THINGS, I WAS YOUNG AND UNFORTUNATELY COMMITTED A SERIOUS ERROR.
How can you fix it? Of course you can fix it. There are many children in this world who need you. Many live in hospitality homes and have been abandoned by their families. Think about the mission your child was supposed to do and make sure that an abandoned child, a child who has no financial means, a child looking for affection can do it. I have needy children near you. Think about the mission your child had to do and try to get another child to complete it. So you can remedy your guilt and you can return to humanity all the good that your son could give.
GOD MY BUT NOW MY SON WHERE IS IT? I OFTEN PLEASE FOR HIM, FOR HIS SOUL, BUT IT PAINS TO ME THE FACT THAT I DID NOT BORN IT.
Your son is with me in the kingdom of heaven. He now lives blessed. He has no fault. He now prays for you and moves in favor of all humanity. Although he was unable to fulfill the mission on earth, I have given him a mission in heaven. I am the God of life and calls everything into existence. Now he now protects many children who are abandoned and you do the same to be close to your child you did not want.
THANK YOU MY GOD. I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE GREAT. EVEN IF I HAVE REFUSED MY SON YOU HAVE GIVEN HIM LIFE. I NOW DO WHAT YOU SAY TO ME AND I WILL PROVIDE ALL THOSE CHILDREN WHO ARE IN DIFFICULTY. THANKS MY GOD, I LOVE YOU, YOU CALLED ME TO THE FAITH AND I WILL COME TO YOU.

THOUGHT
Sometimes there are many women who for various reasons refuse a child. That child rejected one day was to become a man who could give so much to our humanity. Just as it happened in this dialogue. But God who is the lord of life welcomes those children into the skies and changes their mission by making them creatures in his service. If by chance you have refused a child, God forgives you, but you think about what your son could do and try to help a child in difficulty to return to humanity that great gift that you have taken away from him.