What mood is Our Lady in? Vicka of Medjugorje tells us

Janko: Vicka, there is one thing that is very simple for you, but not for us: to understand what Our Lady's mood is during the apparitions. Can you tell us something?
Vicka: You caught me off guard and I don't know how to explain it to you. But Our Lady is always in a good mood!
Janko: Always the same way?
Vicka: Not always. As for this, I seem to have already mentioned something to you.
Janko: It may be, but let's talk about it anyway.
Vicka: Here, the Madonna is particularly joyful on some occasions.
Janko: It doesn't seem very simple and clear to me.
Vicka: What, for example?
Janko: For example, it is not clear to me why the mood of the Madonna is rather unusual in one of her biggest feasts.
Vicka: What party?
Janko: I think of the feast of the Immaculate Conception.
Vicka: What exactly are you referring to?
Janko: Here, you yourself once told me something that I also read in your notebook: the Madonna, already in the first feast of the Immaculate Conception (1981), during the apparition she was less joyful than what you expected; immediately, as soon as she appeared there, she began to pray for the forgiveness of sins. You also told me that under her feet there was a certain darkness and that the Madonna was suspended in the air, as if she were on a dark cloud of ash. When you asked her something, she did not reply, but only continued to pray. You also wrote that only on departure did he smile at you, but not with the joy of the other times.
Vicka: It's true. You found it written exactly because it was just like that. I can not do anything about it…
Janko: You wrote in your notebook that the day after and two days after the Madonna also spoke to you about the sins.
Vicka: There's nothing we can do about it, it's about her.
Janko: It is true, but it is a bit strange that Our Lady connected this speech with one of her biggest parties.
Vicka: I don't really know what to tell you.
Janko: Me neither. I believe he did it because we understood how sins, with their ugliness, go against this feast.
Vicka: Maybe.
Janko: I also add this. Last year [1982], precisely in connection with this party, he revealed the ninth secret to Ivanka and Jakov. This happened on the first day of the novena. Then, on the day of the party, he revealed the eighth secret to you. As they say, there is no need to be happy. Finally to Maria this year [1983], always on the same day, she revealed the ninth secret. Interestingly, I was present at the apparition both last year and this year; I have noticed how the revelation of secrets, both times, has painfully affected you. Last year on Ivanka and this year on Maria. I have already said elsewhere what Ivanka replied to me last year on this occasion. Maria also answered me in the same way this year. In fact, when I jokingly told her how it seemed to me that she was scared, she replied that I would be scared too if I had heard what she had heard.
Vicka: He answered you well.
Janko: Yes, but I find it strange that Our Lady connects these secrets with her so dear party.
Vicka: I already told you that I don't know.
Janko: It was like that though. It may be that God and Our Lady want to connect to this feast the purity to which God calls us and that we muddy with our sins.
Vicka: I repeat it again: it may be. God and Our Lady know what they are doing.
Janko: Okay, Vicka, but I'm not done yet.
Vicka: Go ahead! Hopefully it's the last one! But do not forget that the Madonna, on certain occasions, was particularly joyful.
Janko: I know that. But tell me if she has been particularly sad sometimes.
Vicka: I don't really remember this. Serious yes; but sad ...
Janko: Have you ever seen Our Lady cry?
Vicka: No, no. I've never see her.
Janko: Maria said that Our Lady cried when she appeared to her alone on the street. [On the third day of the apparitions - see chapter 38].
Vicka: Maria told us this too and I believe her. But I talk to you about what I personally saw and experienced.
Janko: Okay, Vicka. I really wanted you to tell me what mood you saw it in and you found it. This is enough for me.
Vicka: In the meantime, I'd still tell you this. The time I saw her most sad was immediately at the beginning of the apparitions, in Podbrdo, when one cursed God out loud. She was truly saddened. I have never seen her so sad again. She left immediately, but soon returned.
Janko: I'm glad you remembered this too. We could also end up like this.
Vicka: Thank God, sometimes you have had enough!
Janko: It's okay; rejoice in this…