Bayan wani hatsari a matsayin mara imani ya canza tunaninsa "Na ga rayuwa bayan mutuwa"

Matar ta ba da labarin yadda ta saba a jikinta yayin wata mummunar rana a cikin Tucson

Lesley Lupo ta mutu tsawon mintuna 14 bayan dawakai sun tattake ta "Na tsallake daga jikina na tsaya kusan ƙafa 15."

Shin kun taɓa jin kusan ƙwarewar mutuwa? Shin kun taba ganin rayuwarku ta haskaka a idanun ku ko wataƙila sanannen jiki ne?

Shekaru 31 da suka gabata, Lesley Lupo ta mutu na tsawon awanni 14 bayan dawakai sun tattake ta, amma abin da ya faru kenan a cikin waɗannan mintuna 14 waɗanda mutane da yawa suna da wahalar gaskatawa, saboda ba kowa ne ya ɗanɗana kusan mutuwa mai wahala ba.

Wolf, wanda ya rubuta littafin "Kowane numfashi yana da tamani."

Ya kasance labari ne na waje ga matar Wolf mai shekaru 36, lokacin da dawakai sama da takwas suka tattake ta a hanyar Tucson.

"Ban fahimci abin da ke faruwa ba. Na dai firgita, ”in ji Wolf. “Bayan haka, har tsawon wani tsawan 10, na ga daya daga cikin dawakai suna kururuwa, kowa ya gudu, kuma nayi mamakin wannan kuma na kusa, motsi kadan, ka sani. Na juya, hannuna ya shiga cikin tashin hankali, dawakai sun gudu, amma yanzu na ja, na ke kokarin tashi daga kafafuna, suna ta kururuwa. "

Wolf ba ta jin zafi. Ya baiyana jin daɗin natsuwa, duk da zafin raɗaɗin jikinsa.

Wolf ya ce "Idan wani ya dube ni a lokacin, da za su ce, ya allah na, yana shan wahala sosai, kuma ban sha wuya kwata-kwata saboda ban ji shi ba," in ji Wolf. "Dawakai suna tafe ni kuma daga karshe jikina ya karye daga sito ya fado, kuma na san na mutu, an kare." Na fara chuckling. Na duba shinge yayin da ƙurar ta zauna. "

Yayin da mutane suka ruga zuwa gefen Lupo don taimaka mata, tana fuskantar masarauta daban. Ta kira shi "a saman bene", kuma ga mutane da yawa, zai iya zama aljanna.

Ga Lupo, wanda bai yarda da Allah ba, rikice-rikice ne.

"Tucson ya fara murmurewa," in ji Lupo. "Ya fara - motsi a kusa da ni, kuma ba zato ba tsammani, ina cikin gandun daji. Ya kasance kamar itacen oak da kogi a baya na, akwai kwari da kuma gansakuka, kuma yana da matukar kyau, da kwanciyar hankali da nake ji a Duniya yayin da nake kallon kaina yayin da na saki jikina. Yayi kama da cire belin jikin mutum mai girma huɗu ƙanana kuma ya jefa shi akan gado. Ina nan kamar wooing. "

Wolf ya ce ya sadu da mutanen da bai taɓa saduwa da su ba, amma wasu mutane suna ba da rahoton ganin dangin mamacin da ba su taɓa haɗuwa ba, ba ma jin labarin abubuwan da suka faru.

"Wannan na iya tabbatarwa ta hanyar tafiya da gano bayanan kuma a zahiri cewa mutumin ya shude kafin wannan mutumin ya sami wannan masaniyar kuma ya ji cewa ya sadu da ita a cikin abubuwan da suka samu. Wannan hasashe ne na gaskiya (sic), "in ji Chuck Swedrock, tare da Associationungiyar Internationalasashen Duniya don Nazarin Mutuwar Mutuwa.

Kwarewar ba ta kasance mai sauƙin dawowa ba. Wolf ya ce yana jin ya ware. Na ɗayan, ya kasance mai wahala ne a jiki da rauni, domin ba wanda ya yarda da ita.

Wolf ya ce "Tafiyata ta hawa ce kuma ina so in yi magana game da shi tare da kowa," in ji Wolf. "Lafiya lau, likitina ya zaci ina mai rage sha'awa. Ban san wani magani ba kuma ban kasance mai shan magani ba. Ko da a cikin wasu addinai da aka shirya, babu wanda yake son jin labarin sa, koda zaku iya faɗi eh, na san sama, na kasance a wurin, saboda kowa yana ɗaukar ku kamar kuna hauka. "

Shekaru da yawa, mutane suna tunanin cewa rashin lafiya ce ta tunani ko kuma hallucination, amma idan mutane suka kalli halayen biyun, akwai wasu maki a hade. Koyaya, idan ana kallon halaye na rashin hankalin mutum da kuma kusancin mutuwa, babu wata manufa ta gama gari.

Misali, ƙwaƙwalwar ƙwaƙwalwar ƙwarewa a bayyane take, kuma baya canzawa lokaci-lokaci. A zahiri, a wasu lokuta, yana iya zama wani nau'i na ƙoƙarin sauraren mai gwaji ya faɗi duk waɗancan takamaiman bayanai, saboda kamar yadda suke fara raba shi da farko don samun tabbaci, cikakkun bayanai akan su shine tabbacin ƙwarewar. kuma mafi yawan tunawa da wadancan bayanai, saboda haka suna tare dasu koda yaushe. La'akari da cewa idan kuna da tunani ko rashin jin daɗi, waɗannan abubuwan za su shuɗe cikin kwanaki da awanni kuma ba za su iya tuna wannan labarin ba sau biyu, "in ji Swedrock.

Wolf ba shine kawai mutumin da ya ɗanɗana wannan ba. A zahiri, miliyoyin mutane a duniya sun raba labarunsu. Ko dai sun sami wani waje na jiki, sun ga rayuwarsu ta haskaka a gaban idanunsu ko kuma sun sake zuwa wani daula bayan mutuwa, akwai yuwuwar cewa akwai wani abu.

“Idan wani yana son yin tunani babu komai, to ku yi tunani a kai. Wannan zabinsa ne, "in ji Wolf. "Ba zan taɓa iya komawa can ba."