Labari mai ban tsoro game da Gicciyen Saint Teresa na Avila

Teresa ta kasance mai yawan sadaukarwa tun tana yarinya, amma kwadayin ta ya dushe a lokacin yarinta saboda burinta da adabin soyayya na zamanin ta. Bayan rashin lafiya mai tsanani, duk da haka, an sake dawo da ibada saboda tasirin kawun mai tsoron Allah. Ya zama mai sha'awar rayuwar addini kuma ya shiga Karmelite na Zaman Jiki a Avila a shekara ta 1536.

A karkashin wata gwamnati mai annashuwa, an ba matan zuhudun wannan gidan zuhudu dama da dama ta zamantakewar jama'a da sauran gata da suka saba da asalin doka. A cikin shekaru 17 na farkon rayuwarta ta addini, Therese ta nemi jin daɗin jin daɗin addu'a da kuma jin daɗin hirar duniya. A ƙarshe, wata rana a cikin shekara ta 1553, ya sami abin da wani marubuci ya kira "masaniya mai ban tsoro." The Saint ta ba da labarin kwarewarta a babi na IX na tarihin rayuwarta: Ya faru cewa, wata rana ta shiga cikin magana, na ga wani hoto da aka samo don wani idin da aka lura da shi a cikin gidan kuma an kawo shi can don wannan dalilin. mummunan rauni; kuma ya kasance mai kwazo da ibada ta yadda idan na kalleshi na yi matukar sha'awar ganin shi haka, ta yadda mutum zai iya tunanin irin wahalar da yake sha a gare mu. Babban abin bakin cikina lokacin da na tuna irin mummunan halin da na saka masa a kan wadancan raunuka da na ji kamar zuciyata ta karaya, sai na jefa kaina kusa da shi, na zubar da kogin hawaye ina rokonSa ya ba ni karfi sau daya domin duka Ba zan tashi daga wannan batun ba har sai ya ba ni abin da na roƙa a gare shi. Kuma na tabbata wannan ya yi mani kyau, domin daga wannan lokacin na fara inganta (a cikin addu'a da kuma halin kirki).

Waliyi ya ci gaba cikin sauri cikin ɗabi'a bayan bin wannan ƙwarewar kuma ba da daɗewa ba ya fara jin daɗin wahayi da annashuwa. Gano yanayin annashuwa na annashuwa cikin adawa da ruhun addu'a wanda yake jin Ubangijinmu ya ƙaddara Dokar, sai ya fara gyara laulayinsa a 1562 a kan tsadar zalunci da wahala. Kyakkyawar abokiyarta kuma mai ba da shawara, St. John na Gicciye, ta taimaka mata a cikin wannan ƙoƙari kuma ta faɗaɗa gyara ga friar na Order.

A karkashin tsananin fassarar dokar, ya kai kololuwar sufanci, ya ji daɗin wahayi da yawa kuma ya sami falala iri-iri. Babu wata alama ta musamman ga yanayin sihiri da ba ta taɓa gani ba, duk da haka ta kasance mace mai wayo, mai gudanarwa, marubuciya, mai ba da shawara ta ruhaniya da kuma kafa. Babu mace cikin koshin lafiya, Waliyyi ya mutu saboda yawan wahalarta a ranar 4 ga Oktoba 1582 a gidan zuhudu na Alba de Tormes. Canonized a 1622, ita, da kuma Order of Discalced Carmelites, an girmama lokacin da Paparoma Paul VI a hukumance ya ƙara sunanta cikin jerin Likitocin Cocin. Ita ce mace ta farko da ta shiga wannan fitacciyar ƙungiyar.