Wata ƙaya daga kambin Yesu ta huda kan Saint Rita

Ofaya daga cikin waliyyan da suka sha wahala rauni ɗaya kawai daga stigmata na Crown of Thorns shine Santa Rita da Cascia (1381-1457). Wata rana ya tafi tare da zuhudun gidan zuhudunsa zuwa cocin Santa Maria don jin wa'azin da masu albarka suka yi. Giacomo na Monte Brandone. Friar ta Franciscan ta yi suna sosai ga al'ada da iya magana kuma ya yi magana game da sha'awar Yesu da mutuwarsa, tare da girmamawa musamman kan wahalolin da rawanin ƙaya na Mai Cetonmu ya sha. Motsi ya zubda da hawaye ta hanyar bayanin da tayi game da wadannan wahalhalu, ta koma gidan zuhudu kuma ta yi ritaya zuwa wani karamin mai magana mai zaman kansa, inda ta yi sujada a ƙasan gicciyen. Kasancewa cikin addu'a da zafi, sai ta ƙi, saboda tawali'u, don neman raunukan da aka gani na abin kunya kamar yadda aka ba su St. Francis da sauran Waliyyai,

Yana gama addu'arsa, sai ya ji ɗaya daga cikin ƙayayuwa, kamar kibiyar kauna da Yesu ya harba, ta shiga cikin jiki da ƙashi a tsakiyar goshinsa. Bayan lokaci, raunin ya zama mai banƙyama da tawaye ga wasu zuhudu, ta yadda har Saint Rita ta kasance a cikin ɗakinta na tsawon shekaru goma sha biyar na rayuwarta, tana fama da azaba mai zafi yayin da take tunanin Allah. Ga ciwo an kara samuwar kananan tsutsotsi a cikin raunin. A lokacin mutuwarsa wani babban haske ya fito daga rauni a goshinsa yayin da ƙananan tsutsotsi suka zama tartsatsin haske. Ko yau ma raunin har yanzu yana bayyane a goshinsa, yayin da jikinsa ya kasance abun al'ajabi ba ya lalacewa.

Detailedarin cikakken bayani game da ƙaya a goshin Saint Rita

“Da zarar wani basaraken Franciscan mai suna Beato Giacomo del Monte Brandone ya zo Cascia don yin wa’azi a cocin S. Maria. Wannan uba nagari yana da babban suna na koyo da iya magana, kuma kalmominsa suna da ikon motsa mafi tsananin zukata. Tunda Saint Rita tana son jin wa'azin da ake yi ta wannan hanyar, ita, tare da wasu zuhudu, sun tafi waccan cocin. Maganar huɗubar Uba Yaƙub ita ce so da mutuwar Yesu Kiristi. Tare da kalmomi kamar wanda Aljanna ya umurta, masanin Franciscan ya faɗi tsohon, sabon tsohon labarin babban wahalar Ubangijinmu da Mai Cetonmu Yesu Kiristi. Amma babban ra'ayi game da duk abin da Franciscan ya fada yana da alama yana mai da hankali ne akan wahalar da ta wuce ƙima ta kambun ƙaya.

“Kalaman mai wa’azin sun shiga cikin ruhun Saint Rita, sun cika zuciyar ta har sai da ta cika da bakin ciki, hawaye a idanunta kuma ta yi kuka kamar zuciyarta mai tausayi ta karye. Bayan wa'azin, St. Rita ta koma gidan zuhudu dauke da kowace kalma da Uba James ya fada game da kambin ƙaya. Bayan ta kai ziyara ga Albarkacin Garkuwa, Saint Rita ta yi ritaya zuwa wata karamar magana mai zaman kanta, inda gawarta take a yau, kuma, kamar zuciyar da ta ji rauni ta kasance, tana ɗokin shan ruwan Ubangiji don shayar da ƙishirwa na wahalar da ke cikin damuwa ya yi sha'awar, ya yi sujada a ƙasan gicciyen kuma ya fara yin bimbini a kan azabar da Mai Cetonmu ya sha na kambin ƙaya wanda ya kutsa kai cikin haikalinsa masu tsarki. Kuma, tare da sha'awar wahalar ɗan wahalar da Abokiyar Aurenta ta sha, ta roƙi Yesu ya ba ta, aƙalla, ɗayan da yawa daga cikin ƙayayuwa masu yawa na kambin ƙaya wanda ya azabtar da kansa mai tsarki, tana gaya masa:

Maganar mai wa'azin ta shiga cikin ruhun Saint Rita,

“Ya Allahna kuma ya gicciye Ubangiji! Ku da kuka kasance marasa laifi kuma ba ku da zunubi ko laifi! Ku da kuka sha wahala sosai saboda ƙaunata! Kun sha wahala kamawa, duka, zagi, bulala, rawanin ƙaya kuma a ƙarshe mummunan mutuwar Gicciye. Me yasa kuke so ni, bawan ku wanda bai cancanta ba, wanda shine sanadin wahalar ku da raɗaɗin ku, in raba ku da wahalar ku? Sanya ni, ya Yesu mai daɗi, mai halarta, idan ba duka Son zuciyar ku ba, aƙalla a wani ɓangare. Ganin rashin cancanta da rashin cancanta na, ban nemi ku burge a jikina ba, kamar yadda kuka yi a zukatan St.

Ba na roke ka da ka hatimce Gicciyenka Mai Tsarki kamar yadda ka yi a tsakiyar Santa Monica ba. Ba kuma na roke ku da ku kirkiri abubuwan da nake so a cikin zuciya ta ba, kamar yadda kuka yi a zuciyar 'yar uwata mai tsarki, St. Clare na Montefalco. Ina kawai neman daya daga cikin ƙayayuwa saba'in da biyu da ya huda kanku ya haifar muku da baƙin ciki, don in ji wani ciwo da kuka ji. Ya mai cetona mai ƙauna!