Chikondi chigonjetsa lawi lamoto "Kutentha kwakukulu kwa Vicka"

Mlongo Elvira akuti: “Lachiwiri pa 26 April. M'khitchini yanyumba ya Vicka, amayi a Vicka adasiya poto ndi mafuta mu mbaula; Mlongo wake wa Vicka, osadziwa chilichonse, adayatsa mbaula mwachizolowezi, yomwe posakhalitsa idatulutsa utsi wambiri. Cha m'ma 13:XNUMX pm mayi akubwera kuchokera kunja, amatsegula uvuni, ndikutenga madzi ndikuponya mu uvuni womwe umayaka. Malawi amoto alowa mnyumba, ndikuwotcha makatani. Vicka, yemwe amalankhula ndi amwendamnjira m'bwalomo, akuthamangira mnyumba ndipo, atawona adzukulu ake ali mu utsi ndi malawi, adziponyera pamoto ndikuwatenga. Vicka anatentha nkhope yake yonse ndi dzanja la amayi pang'ono pang'ono. Pomwe amawatengera kuchipatala ku Mostar - mlongo wake Anna adandiuza - Vicka adaimba kuti: "Maria.,. Maria… ”Ndipo mayiyo adayankha; "Wachita misala, koma angaimbe bwanji?" Ngakhale madotolo a Mostar, omwe samadziwa komwe angaike dzanja atawona Vicka atachepa kwambiri koma akumwetulira ndikuimbabe, adayankha kuti: "Koma msungwanayu ndiopenga!".

Pamene, ndinamuyang'ana pabedi la zowawa, atabwerera kunyumba, Vicka amandiuza; "Elvira, ndikosavuta kuyimba ukakhala bwino, koma ndizabwino kwambiri kuyimba ukamazunzika". Masiku amenewo ndidakhudza kulimba mtima kwa chikhulupiriro cha mtsikanayo pakati pamavuto owopsa. Vicka sanadandaule ngakhale pang'ono. Ndinali naye pafupi kwa masiku 8 ndipo ndimawerenga chisangalalo chochuluka mwa iye ngakhale m'masautso ambiri… Anali mphamvu yomwe imabwera chifukwa cha chikondi; imfa imamezedwa ndi chikondi. Pafupifupi nkhope ya Vicka inali itakhala yakuda ngati malasha, maso ake anali osawonekanso, koma anangokhala ngati madontho awiri, ngakhale owala komanso owala bwino, akumwetulira; milomo yake inali yotupa. Vicka anali wosadziwika. Komabe, sanadandaule. Ayi! Anali wokondwa kuti amatha kupatsa Mulungu kena kake. Anandiuza kuti: "Ndi Mulungu amene amafuna izi, ndipo ndi zomwezo". Ndipo ndinamubwerezanso kuti: "... koma bwanji inu, bwanji m'masiku ano pomwe tinali ndi pulogalamu yaying'ono yoti tichite nanu, zomwe zidasokonekera? Koma iye: “Elvira, zilibe kanthu. Ngati Iye amafuna izi monga choncho, zili bwino. Sindimafunsa Ambuye chifukwa chake, chifukwa Amadziwa zomwe zimandiyendera ”. Kunali kuzunzika kovomerezedwa mwachikondi.

Kwa sabata imodzi adamangidwa bandeji pankhope pake ndikumuchiza ndi masamba a kabichi. M'malo mwake, amagwiritsira ntchito mankhwala otentha ngati awa: ndi zonona, zopangidwa ndi mayi wachikulire, wopangidwa ndi masamba onenepa komanso odulidwa a kabichi. Komabe, zonona izi zidapereka zotsatira zokongola, zodabwitsa. Pambuyo pa sabata ndinayenera kutsuka nkhope ya Vicka, ndikumasenda ndipo ndimamuuza kuti: "Vicka, izi sizokonzeka koma ndiyenera kukoka". Ndipo iye: "Vuto la Nema ... Mukufulumira, osati zoyipa ... Simukudandaula." Ndikuvomereza kuti m'malo mwa nkhope ya Vicka ndidawona mtima wake. Ndimaganiza kuti ndawona mkazi wodzazidwa ndi chikondi kuti sindimamvanso kupweteka kwa thupi. Nthawi zambiri, tikapsa pang'ono ndi dzuwa, timamva - amayi anga - ululu usana ndi usiku. Adawotcha nkhope yake yonse, dzanja lonse ndi theka, palibe!

Pambuyo pake anthu adabwera, amafuna kuti amuwone ... Ndinadziuza ndekha kuti: "Vicka sadzadziwonetsa yekha chifukwa amawoneka ngati chilombo" ... M'malo mwake, atatsekedwa m'maso, nthawi zonse ankathamanga akangomva anthu. Msungwana wazaka 23 yemwe amadziwa momwe angadzithetsere motere ...

Vicka (Mlongo Elvira akupitilizabe) adandiuza kuti tsiku lomwelo, panthawi yomwe adawonekera, sanathe kugwada, chifukwa anali pabedi. Kenako Dona Wathu adawonekera kwa iye, adakhala pafupi ndi iye, adayika dzanja lake monga chonchi ... pamutu pake, adamusisita ... Tsiku lomwelo Dona Wathu ndi Vicka sanalankhule wina ndi mnzake, amangoyang'anizana ndipo ndizo zonse, Ndi anali mawonekedwe okhawo m'zaka 7 pomwe panalibe zokambirana. Kwenikweni ndikuganiza - Mlongo Elvira akuti - Dona Wathu samadziwa chifukwa chomwe Mulungu watumizira izi. Ndikuganiza kuti chifuniro cha Mulungu nthawi zina chimabisika ngakhale kwa Dona Wathu. Ndikulingalira - akupitiliza Mlongo Elvira - kuchokera pamawu a wamasomphenya wina Marija Pavlovic: "Dona Wathu adati: -Mulungu wandilola" ... Mulungu wanga wandipatsa ... ". Marija adati: "Dona wathu akupitilizabe kubwera pakati pathu ndikupempha Atate kuti abwere padziko lapansi tsiku lililonse chifukwa amafuna kuti titsimikize za chikondi chake chachikulu, koma koposa zonse chikondi chachikulu cha Mulungu kwa ife. Tikadadziwa - Dona Wathu adati - momwe Mulungu Atate amatikondera, tidzalira ndi chisangalalo, tingadalitsidwe ”. Tawona chisangalalo ichi ku Vicka - Mlongo Elvira akuti - ngakhale tili pamavuto ambiri. Inde, zowona za atsikanawa zikuwonekera munthawi ya mtanda, munthawi yoyesedwa.