"Ndinadwala mtima ndipo ndinawona kumwamba, ndiye mawu amenewo anandiuza ..."

Ndaona Kumwamba. Pa Okutobala 24, 2019, idayamba chimodzimodzi tsiku lina lililonse. Ine ndi mkazi wanga tinakhala pansi ndikuwonera nkhani pa TV. Anali 8:30 am ndipo ndimamwa khofi wanga ndi laputopu yanga patsogolo panga.

Mwadzidzidzi ndinayamba kupumira pang'ono kenako kupuma kwanga kunayima ndipo mkazi wanga anazindikira kuti ayenera kuchita zinthu mwachangu. Ndinagwidwa mwadzidzidzi zamtima wamtima kapena kufa mwadzidzidzi kwamtima. Mkazi wanga adakhala wodekha ndipo nditazindikira kuti sindigona, adayamba kupereka CPR. Adayitanitsa 911 ndipo othandizira a mzinda wa Tonawanda adakhala kwawo patadutsa mphindi zinayi.

Masabata awiri otsatira adandiuza mkazi wanga Amy, popeza sindikukumbukira chilichonse. Ndinathamangitsidwa ndi ambulansi kupita ku ICU ya Buffalo General Medical Center. Mapaipi ndi machubu amitundu yonse adayikidwa mkati mwanga ndipo ndidakutidwa mu paketi ya ayezi. Madotolo analibe chiyembekezo chambiri chifukwa pamenepa pali kuchuluka kotsala pakati pa 5% ndi 10%. Patatha masiku atatu mtima wanga unayimanso. CPR idayendetsedwa ndipo ndidatsitsidwanso.

Ndawona Kumwamba: nkhani yanga

Munthawi imeneyi ndimazindikira kuwala kowala komanso kwamitundu yambiri komwe kumawala pafupi ndi ine. Ndimakhala ndi zokumana nazo zakunja. Ndidamva mawu atatu omwe sindidzaiwala ndipo omwe amandigwedeza nthawi iliyonse ndikakumbukira, ndikugwetsa misozi: "Simunathe."

Munthawi imeneyi ndidalankhulanso ndi munthu wina yemwe ndidakulira naye kutsidya kwa msewu ku Tonawanda yemwe adaphedwa pa ngozi ya ndege zaka zingapo zapitazo.

Ndaona Kumwamba. Patadutsa pafupifupi milungu itatu, anandiika m'chipinda chodyeramo anthu wamba. Ndinkadziwa za komwe ndimakhala komanso alendo kwa nthawi yoyamba kuchokera pomwe ndidagonekedwa mchipatala. Kukonzanso kwanga kunayankha mwachangu kwambiri kotero kuti asing'anga adadabwa. Mtumiki wanga ndi dokotala wanga adati ndinali chozizwitsa choyenda.

Ndithokoza Mulungu kuti ndidabwera kunyumba chifukwa cha Thanksgiving, Khrisimasi komanso Chaka Chatsopano zomwe mwina sizinachitike. Ngakhale ndidachira 100%, ndidzakhala ndi zosintha zina m'moyo wanga.

Nthawi yonse yomwe ndimakhala ku chipatala ndinali ndi defibrillator / pacemaker yomwe idayikidwa pachifuwa panga ndipo ndimatsatira malangizo angapo kuti izi zisachitike. Timapemphera kuti Mulungu atikhululukire.

Pali moyo pambuyo pa imfa

Izi zinalimbitsa uzimu wanga ndikuchotsa mantha anga a imfa. Ndimayamikira kwambiri nthawi yomwe ndatsala ndikudziwa kuti imatha kusintha pompopompo.

Ndimakondanso kwambiri banja langa, mkazi wanga, mwana wanga wamwamuna ndi mwana wanga wamkazi, adzukulu anga asanu ndi ana anga ondipeza. Ndimalemekeza kwambiri mkazi wanga, osati kungopulumutsa moyo wanga, koma zomwe anakumana nazo pamavuto anga. Anayenera kusamalira chilichonse kuyambira pa ngongole ndi zochitika za pabanja mpaka kundipangira zisankho, komanso kupita kuchipatala tsiku lililonse.

Ndaona Kumwamba. Limodzi mwamafunso omwe ndidakhala nawo kuyambira nditakhala ndi moyo pambuyo pa kufa ndikuti ndichitenji ndi nthawi yanga yowonjezera. Liwu londiuza kuti sindinamalize landipangitsa kuti nthawi zonse ndizidzifunsa tanthauzo la izi.

Zimandipangitsa kuganiza kuti pali china chake chomwe ndiyenera kuchita kuti nditsimikizire kubwerera kwanga kudziko la amoyo. Popeza ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 72, sindinayembekezere kupeza dziko latsopano kapena kubweretsa mtendere kudziko lapansi chifukwa sindikuganiza kuti ndili ndi nthawi yokwanira. Koma simudziwa.