Kutsvaga hupenyu hwemweya hunoshandisika? Edza kubata nomusoro minamato
Kudzidza minamato nemoyo kuita shuwa kuti aripo paunoda Mwari zvakanyanya.
Ndakatadza kuzvitenda pandakazviwana ndichiverenga Ave Maria sezvo ini ndakakurumidza kuendeswa kukamuri rekuvhiyira kwechikamu chekukurumidzira chekuregedza munaNdira apfuura. Nepo pfungwa dzakakurisa dzenguva dzekupedzisira dzakatungamira mukuzvarwa kwemwanasikana wangu dzaive kutya ("Mwana wangu achanaka here?") Uye kuora moyo ("Izvi hazvisi kufamba nenzira yandaitarisira."), Ndinorangarirawo kushamisika kwekuti izvi mumwe munamato wakabuda muhana mangu. Ndisati ndavhiyiwa, pakanga papera makore kubva pandakanga ndanyengetera kuna Mary. Kunyangwe ini ndisingapesane nekuzvipira kwaMarian, haisi yangu yemhando yemweya dhizaini chero kupfuura Doc Martens isarudzo yangu yekutanga yeshangu. Nekudaro, pandakava amai, zvaiita senge zvakanaka kunyengetera kuna Mary uye, kunyangwe zvakandishamisa, zvakandinyaradza.
Nekuda kwekuziva nemusoro Ave Maria, kunamatira kuna Maria kwakauya zvakasununguka panguva yangu yekuda, kunyangwe zvangu kure kure naye. Ini ndiri mumwe wemamirioni evaKaturike avo kuzvipira kwaMarian kwavari hakusi chinhu chakajairika muhupenyu hwavo hwemweya uye zvakadaro vachikwanisa kuti Rumbidzai Maria mune ngowani. Kunyangwe nekutenda kuchikoro cheKaturike, dzidzo yechitendero yakanangana nekatekisimu yeBaltimore kana minamato yemhuri manheru, hwaro hwehupenyu hwekunamatira hwechiKaturike hwakadzika midzi mupfungwa dzedu sechivimbiso chekuvimbika.
Tsika yekudzidza nekutaura minamato yakanyorwa nevamwe ine nhoroondo refu. Kubvira achiri mudiki, Jesu angadai akadzidza nemusoro minyengetero inodzokororwa musinagogi. Imwe yeminyengetero yakakosha yekutenda kwedu - Munamato waIshe - yakabva kuna Jesu pachake. St. Paul akasimudzira maKristu ekutanga kuti vararame zvinoenderana nedzidziso dzakapfuudzwa kwavari, izvo zvingangodaro zvaisanganisira munamato watakadzidziswa naJesu, uye madzibaba emachechi mazhinji akapupurira kushandiswa kwakajairika kweminamato sechiratidzo chemuchinjikwa uye Munamato waIshe. . Kuma 200 CE Tertullian akanyora: basa rinotibata, tinomaka pahuma yedu nechiratidzo chemuchinjikwa ”uye pakutanga kwezana ramakore rechishanu, SS.
Nhasi kereke inoenderera ichipfuudza iyi minyengetero yekutanga (uye iyo yakagadziriswa gare gare, senge Rumbidzai Maria uye Mutemo weContrition), ichidzidzisa kuti kuyeuka minamato ndiko kutsigira kwakakosha kwehupenyu hwekunamata. Nekudaro, zvichitevera nzira dzakapamhamha dzedzidzo yeU.S., tsika yekuisa mumusoro mufundo yechitendero yakadonha mukufarira kwekudzidzisa.
Mubasa rangu semutungamiriri wekuumbwa kwekutenda, ndinodzidzisa chirongwa changu chekusimbisa parishi, uye vazhinji vevadzidzi vangu vanobvuma kuti havazive minamato yekutanga yetsika yedu. Chokwadi, vakadzidza uye vakaziva minamato yacho pane imwe nguva. Katekisiti anozvipira wechipiri-grade wepachurch yedu anopfuura makore gumi nemaviri anopa mumwe wevadzidzi vake vadiki kadhi "Ndinoziva minamato yangu" uye, pavanogamuchira Yukaristia yavo yekutanga, vese vakadetemba nekuzvikudza uye vakagamuchira zvitambi zvekunamatira. raIshe, Kubwinya uye Kwaziwai Maria. Asi kune vazhinji vevadzidzi vedu kunyoreswa kwavo muchirongwa chekuumbwa kwekutenda ndiko kubatana kwavo chete kuchechi, uye pasina kusimbiswa pamba kana panguva yemisangano minamato inodarika nekurangarira kwavo sezvakaitwa neguta reBangladeshi kubva ipapo. makore angu apfuura.
Nguva nenguva ndaizvibvunza kana ndichifanira kudzidzisa makatekisiti kuisa simbiso yekuisa mumusoro minamato mukati memakirasi avo ekuvaka kutenda vhiki nevhiki kuitira kudzika mazwi zvakadzama mundangariro dzevadzidzi vedu. Panguva imwecheteyo, ndakazvibvunzawo kuti chikamu chekirasi yega yega chinofanirwa kupihwa kupedzisa chirongwa chebasa, kuverenga evhangeri yeSvondo, kana kuongorora mhando dzakasiyana dzeminamato. Icho chokwadi ndechekuti kune ingori nguva yakawandisa mugore rehurongwa hwekudzidzisa zvechitendero (maawa makumi maviri nemaviri mune yedu, kuti ive chaiyo; chirongwa chedu chakanyatsoita sezvo chichiita kubva kunonoka Gunyana kusvika kutanga kwaMay uye hachiite inosangana panguva dzezororo kana zororo rechikoro kupera kwevhiki). Yese nguva yakapihwa kwakakodzera kudzidza chinangwa inguva inotorwa nemumwe, uye ini ndinosvika pakutenda kuti kuziva mifananidzo yaJesu,
Kunze kweyekuti nguva yekirasi ishoma asi zvakakosha zvinhu zvakawandisa, handina kumbobvira ndave nechokwadi chekuti kukurudzira kuyeuka minamato kunopa meseji yandinoda kutumira. Kana makirasi eSvondo mangwanani ari iwo chete nzvimbo apo vazhinji vevadzidzi vedu vanooneswa kuhurukuro pamusoro pekutenda uye naMwari, tinofanirwa kuve nehanya kwazvo nezvatinovaudza nezvekutenda uye Mwari.Kana pasina chimwe chinhu, ndinoda kuti vana vedu vazive. kuti Mwari anovada mune chero zvazvingava, kuti ivo vanokosha vanhu venyama mune zvese uye kuti kutenda kwavo kuchave kuripo kwavari mune chero mamiriro. Handifunge kuti kubata nemusoro minyengetero kunobatsira kuzivo iyi.
Kana kuti kwete, ini handina kumbofunga kuti zvakada kudaro kusvikira ndazova nenhamo yangu muvashandi uye mumba yekutumira. Panguva iyoyo ndakazoona kuti kubata nemusoro minamato hakuite kupfuura ini ndinowanzo kumukweretesa. Kuve nemusoro wa Ave Maria kwaireva kuti ndaisafanira kufunga nezve minamato kana chandinamatira; munamato wakauya mundangariro dzangu nemasikirwo sekufema.
Panguva yainyanyisa kukurudzira uye kutya, ichi chaive chipo chaicho. Pandainamata manzwi akaiswa mumusoro, mazwi ayo, kutaura chokwadi, haareve zvakawanda kwandiri nguva zhinji, ndakanzwa runyararo - chiitiko cherudo rwaMwari - chakashambidzwa pamusoro pangu. Mune mamwe mazwi, kuve nemunamato wekuisa mumusoro kwakaita kuti kutenda kwangu naMwari wangu zviwanikwe kwandiri munguva yekuda.
Ini nguva pfupi yadarika ndakaverenga nyaya nezvenzira dzekudzidzisa kubva kuna Anson Dorrance, weYunivhesiti yeNorth Carolina murairidzi wenhabvu yevakadzi uye murume ane imwe yeakanyanya kubudirira marekodhi emakwara munhoroondo uye mumunda nhoroondo. Pamusoro penzira dzese dzinofungidzirwa - kugadzirisa mamiriro, kutambanudza, kudhiraivha - Dorrance inoda kuti vatambi vayo vabate nemusoro matatu akasiyana ezvinyorwa gore rega rega, imwe neimwe ichisarudzwa nekuti inotaurisa imwe yekiyi tsika dzechikwata. Dorrance anonzwisisa kuti munguva dzekunetseka panhandare, pfungwa dzevatambi vake dzichaenda kumwe kunhu, uye ari kuvhurira nzira yekuti vaende kunzvimbo dzakanaka nekudzizadza nemazwi akataurirana kushinga, simba, mukana uye ushingi. Iko kune pfungwa dzevatambi dzinoenda, ivo vanotevera maitiro avo.
Zvatakadzidza nemusoro zvinogadzira ruzha rwehupenyu hwedu; sezvo mimhanzi ine simba rekuchinja mweya yedu uye simba, ndizvo zvakaitawo ruzha urwu rwepfungwa. Hatigone kusarudza kana mimhanzi ichiridza kana rwiyo rupi rwunotamba pane imwe nguva, asi isu tinokwanisa kudzora, kusvika padanho rakati, izvo zvatinopisa panzimbo yekurira munzvimbo yekutanga.
Kune vazhinji vedu, zvirimo murwiyo rwedu zvakagadziriswa nevabereki vedu, vadzidzisi, vanin'ina, kana tsika dzepa terevhizheni mukati memakore edu ekutanga. Pese apo ini nevanin'ina vangu patakarwa muhudiki hwedu, amai vangu vaitipengesa nekuimba munamato weSanta Francis. Zvino, kana ndave kuda kudzosa zvinyoronyoro, zvehasha neinokurumidza uye ndinokwanisa kuzvidzora nekuti mazwi ekuti "ndiitire chiteshi cherunyararo" anoyambuka pfungwa dzangu, ndinotenda. Pane katsamba kadiki, nzendo zhinji dzeraibhurari dzinokonzeresa rwiyo rwunotsamwisa "kunakidzwa hakuna kuoma kana uine kadhi reraibhurari" kubva paPBS Arthur show.
Kuti nziyo dzedu dzenzwi dzakazara neanovava evabereki vedu, enhetembo dzatakadzidza nemusoro panguva yechinomwe giredhi reChirungu zvidzidzo, shampoo yekushambadza jingles kana chiLatin declinations, nhau dzakanaka ndedzekuti hadzina kutemwa nematombo. Ivo vari kugara vachinyorwazve uye tinokwanisa kudzora zvinoitika kwavari nekusarudza nechinangwa kubata nemusoro dzimwe nhetembo, magwaro matsvene, ndima dzemabhuku kana minamato; kuwedzera track iri nyore sekudzokorora mazwi atinoda kudzidzira nemusoro uye zvakare. Kubatsira kwakanyanya kwekuita nemusoro ndeyekuti kudzokorora mazwi akadzokororwa kwakaratidzwa kudzora kufema, nekudaro kudzikisira kudzikama nekuvandudza kushushikana. Memory, mushure mezvose, yakafanana nemuswe; paunonyanya kushandisa, ndipo paunonyanya kusimbisa.
Hakuna kushomeka kweminamato yekuita mukati meChechi yeKaturike uye ndinotenda kuve chikamu chetsika inopa nzira dzakasiyana dzekubatana naMwari.Kuziva kuti zvatinoda nezvido zvedu zvinopihwa naMwari sezvazvakaita matarenda edu nemano edu, hatidi Ini ndinofunga pane chimwe chinhu chakakanganisika nekutora kune mamwe maitiro. Panguva imwecheteyo, ndinotenda zvakare nezviitiko zvehupenyu zvinondikurudzira kuti ndigare ndakavhura nzira itsva dzekuziva Mwari nekusimbisa kutenda kwangu. Zvakaitika kwandiri panguva yekuzvarwa kwemwanasikana wangu ndezvimwe zvezviitiko izvi, sezvo zvakanditungamira kuti ndibate kubata kwaMaria kunozorodza uye zvakandibatsira kuona kukosha kwekuisa mumusoro.
Kuchengeta nemusoro minyengetero kwakafanana nekuisa mari muaccount yekuchengetedza pamudyandigere - zviri nyore kukanganwa kuti iyo account iripo nekuti haigoneke kune ramangwana rinotaridzika, asi zvadaro iripo kwauri kana iwe uchinyanya kuida. Iye zvino ndoona kuti zvakakodzera kushandisa imwe nguva kuisa mari mune ino account uye kubatsira vamwe kuzviita futi.