Anna Maria Taigi uye mweya yePurigatori: zviitiko zvake zvinoshamisa
Anna Maria Taigi akaberekerwa muSiena muna 1796 uye pazera remakore matanhatu baba vake Luigi naamai vake Santa vakamuunza kuRoma pachiitiko cheGore Dzvene rakavhurwa muchirimo cha1775 naPapa Pius VI. Anna Maria akange akaroora muna Ndira 7, 1790 muChechi yeSan Marcello, iyo maererano netsika yaimbove imba yemutungamiriri mukuru weRoma Lucina, uko maKristu ekutanga akamboungana kumhemberero dzinoyera; gare gare danga rakavakwa panzvimbo iyoyo, pakahwanda Pope Marcellus panguva yekutambudzwa kwemaKristu. Zvino imba huru yakavakwa ipapo uye ndipo paive pano apo Anna Maria akapfugama padivi pemurume wake Domenico pamberi peatari kupemberera muchato wake.
Chirevo chekuburitswa kwechikonzero chekukosheswa kwaA. Maria Taigi chinotsanangura chimiro chakakura uye chiri nyore chaAmai, Mwenga uye akabatwa neruponeso rweChechi, rwevanhu nere mweya yakashata ... Tinoverenga kuti: «Zvaive akasarudzwa naMwari kutungamira mweya kwaAri, kuti ave nyajambwa wemubhadharo, kubvisa njodzi dzakakomba kubva kuChechi uye zvese izvi kusimba kweMUNAMATO wake ».
Pakati pezvipo zvinoshamisa nezvisikwa izvo Mwari zvaakamufumisa nazvo, zvinofanirwa kurangarirwa kuti akaona mune yerudzi rwebhenekeri bhora rapfuura, razvino uye remangwana zviitiko uye zvakavanzika zvemoyo. Iye akazivawo ipapo aine chokwadi chechokwadi chigariro chemushakabvu, pamwe nehurefu uye chikonzero chekurangwa kwavo kwekutsiva muPurigatori.
Mimwe mienzaniso: Anna Maria Taigi akaona mupristi wewaaizivana naye, uyo akaponeswa, nekuti akange azvikunda nekutsungirira munhu anotambudza uyo akaramba achikumbira zvipo! Ichi chaive chiito chekunaka icho chakatangisa mamwe magirazi nemamwe mabasa erumbidzo.
Akaona mupirisita, uyo nekuda kwebasa rake guru, nekuda kwemharidzo dzake uye kushingaira kwake kuchikosheswa, uyo zvakadaro akatongerwa zvirango zvakakomba muPurigatori, nekuti akange ayedza kuzviitira zita kuburikidza nekuparidzira kwake, panzvimbo pekutsvaga iwe Kubwinya kwaMwari.Akaonanawo shamwari yake anga aine zvekuvhenekerwa kudenga, asi akacheneswa mupurigatori nekuti anga asina kunyarara nezve zvipo zvake.
Akaropafadzwa Anna Maria Taigi akaona mweya miviri yechitendero mupurigatori, imwe yakanga yafira mupfungwa yehutsvene uye imwe semutungamiriri wemweya akakosheswa; asi iye wekutanga akange akanyanya kukoshesa kutonga kwake uye wekupedzisira aigara achivhiringidzwa mubasa rehupirisita.
Akaona Count X, anga ave akafa kwemazuva maviri, uyo kunyangwe hazvo aine hupenyu husingadzoreki uye hwekutsvaga mafaro akaponeswa, nekuti aive aregerera mumwe wevavengi vake. Zvisinei, aifanira kupedza makore mazhinji ari mupurigatori sezvaakange apedza mukunakidzwa kwenyika. Mumwe munhu asingazivikanwe anozivikanwa nehunhu hwake kana anotenda kuve akadaro, akatongerwa purigatori inorwadza, nekuti aigara achibata kumeso kune vakakwidziridzwa. Yakapawo kugadzirira hwaro hwaPapa Leo XII. Makore mashoma mushure mekufa kwaPope uyu, kwakaitika sezvaakafanotaura musi waFebruary 10, 1829, akaona mweya wemuchakabvu Pope kunge rubha rwusati rwacheneswa nemoto.
Anna Maria aigara achiona vanhu vakapfuma, vane mukurumbira, vanhu vane mukurumbira pamahofisi epamusoro echechi, vapristi, vanonamata vachidonha nemarimi emoto mugomba rakadzika. Anna Maria aigara akanyarara pamusoro pemazita avo, uye kana mumwe mugadziri akamunongedzera kuti vakatukwa havasisina kodzero yerudo rwedu, vakaropafadzwa vakapindura vachiti: "Kuhama dzavo neshamwari vachiri vapenyu pasi pano, zvakadaro, rudyi"!
Varombo vanhu, vanozvininipisa, vakapusa sevana, akavaona vachienda kudenga chaiko mushure mekufa kwavo; pakati peavo mukoma murombo wemuCapuchin, muchechi wechiJesuit, vapirisita vaviri vevamishinari. Kana akadzidza kuti mumwe munhu parufu rwake, kunyanya kana mupristi akasiya mari zhinji, aigona kuzunza musoro wake ndokuti: "Kune varombo vazhinji kubatsira, ruponeso rwevanoshandisa vanhu zvinonetsa kuwana". Panguva yemariro akapfuma kadhinari, Kadhinari Doria, akaropafadzwa Anna Maria Taigi akaona kuti mazana evazhinji vatsvene, vaakasiya mukuda kwake, havana kubatsira mweya wake zvachose, asi vakadzokera mukubatsira kwevarombo mweya yakasiyiwa; mweya wekadhinari wakagamuchira rubatsiro gare gare.
Nerimwe zuva uyo akaropafadzwa achireurura kuna Baba Ferdinand nezvehurongwa hweVatatu veChechi muChechi yeSan Grisogono muRome, akamuudza; "General weOrder yako akauraiwa pamwechete nevamwe vake kuSpain nemasoja eFrance." Akatsanangura zvakare nekujekesa kukuru uye neruzivo kubatwa zvisina kunaka kwaifanira kuitwa nevapristi vaviri, asi akawedzera kuti: "Ndakaona mweya yevafira kutenda vaviri ichienda kudenga". Mwedzi miviri gare gare tsamba dzakabva kuSpain dzakazivisa nezverufu rwevapristi vaviri veTiriniti sekutsanangura kwavakaita
Kazhinji mweya yevarombo yaisimbirira kune akakomborera achikumbira kuti abatsirwe, kusunungurwa kwemweya iyi kunogara kuchirasikirwa nevakaropafadzwa kutambudzika kukuru uye kurwadziwa. Nekuda kwemweya yevarombo vanokomborerwa vaiwanzozvikwevera nekurwadziwa kukuru kumakuva kuti vanonamatira ipapo paguva revakafa. Kunyanya, ainamatira mweya yevapristi vakafa uye nechitendero!
Nerimwe zuva aive achienda kumusangano mutsvene wevakafa akarwadziwa zvisingaite. Munguva yemutenderi wekutevera wakatevera muyero wereiem, akaropafadzwa akaona "iyo Gloria" mweya wemufi wasunungurwa kubva pakurwadziwa kweupenyu hwerufu hwakaponeswa nekubhururuka wakananga Kudenga. Akatenda kuti ari kufa nemufaro panguva yake yekufara.
Imwe pfungwa uye inovaka kwazvo kwatiri ndeye iyi: Akakomborerwa Anna Maria aigara achikurudzira kumweya yakasunungurwa kubva kupurigatori zvinodikanwa zveChechi uye pamusoro pevaya vese vePapa!
Uye zvino zvimwe zveupenyu hwaAkaropafadzwa Anna Maria Taigi akatorwa kubva kubretto naIda Lúthold "Mukadzi mutsvene naMai-KanisiusVerlag: Anna Maria akaroora Domenico Taigi, sezvambotaurwa, aive nemusikana mudiki, Anna Serafina, akafa nekukurumidza achisiya kushomeka kukuru muhupenyu hwevaviri vaviri vakaroorana. Kuti anyaradze kurwadziwa kukuru uye mumwe uye mumwe wacho akatsvaga mukana mune mafaro uye kushongedzwa kwevanhu, asi ipapo Ishe vakamupindira ...
Pane rakajeka zuva rematsutso, Anna Maria akapfeka uye akashongedzwa zvine mutsindo akaenda kuna St Peter paruoko rwemurume wake. Pamusuwo vakasangana nemupristi, uyo aive akapfeka tsika ye "Servi di Maria". Anna Maria aisamuziva, asi izwi repedyo rakamukurudzira kuti vanyatsocherechedza. Maziso avo akasangana. Zvaiita sekunge mheni yakapinda pamoyo pake! Kune rake divi, Baba Angelo - iri raive zita raFata Servita - vakanzwa izwi mukati mavo richiti kwaari: "Nyatsotarisisa mukadzi uyu, rimwe zuva ndichamupa kumutungamiriri wako, Unofanira kumudzosa zvachose kwandiri. Achafamba nzira yekukwana, nekuti ini ndakasarudzira hutsvene ».
Paive nematambudziko, kupfidza, kushungurudzika, kusiiwa kumafaro uye pakupedzisira, muchechi yeSan Marcello, kwaakange akaroora Domenico Taigi, akasangana naBaba Angelo dei serviti, avo Mwari vakasarudzwa kuti vamutungamirire muhupenyu hwake hutsva achienda kuutsvene!
Domenico naMaria vakararama hupenyu hwavo hwekuchata zvakanyanya kwemakore 48 uye vaine vana vanomwe.
Pamakore makumi masere nemapfumbamwe ekuzvarwa Domenico Taigi akadanwa pamberi pezvikomba zvepamusoro kuti aponese nezvehunhu hwemukadzi wake apera, aive akafa musi wa92 Chikumi, 9 aine makore makumi masere nemasere nemazuva gumi. Kekutanga munhoroondo yekurohwa, murume wemuroora aive ararama zvakatsiga uye hupenyu hutsvene akashevedzwa kuchiitiko cheruzivo! Masara aAnna Maria Gianotti Taigi zvino azorora sezvaaigara achifarira muSan Grisogono, muSanzvimbo ye "Trinitaria" muRoma.
Ishe vakapa Anna Maria Taigi nyasha isingawanzoitiki, yakava nevasande vashoma nevasinganzwisisike, saiye musande "Bruder Klaus" uye abbot weSt. Columban weScotland, uyo kamwe kana kaviri akaona "chiratidzo" ichi. «Chiedza cheMweya», kuburikidza nemwenje weiyi «Zuva» ivo vaigona kubva vangoziva zvakavanzika zveKusikwa uye Ruregerero uye zvakare kuziva nekuona zvese zvakasikwa. Chinhu chakafanana chakave naHildegard mukuru weBingen, uyo aikwanisa kuziva zvishamiso zvekusika nezviitiko uye zvisikwa nezvirimwa nemasimba avo ekurapa ... nezvimwewo.
Anna Maria Taigi akakwanisa kuve ne "Zuva" iri kubva pazuva rekutendeuka kwake kusvika kumagumo ehupenyu hwake, achigara achionekwa pamberi pemaziso ake. "Chiedza" ichi chakatanga kuzviratidza kwaari mumba yake yekurara mushure mekunge azvirova, mune rakadzima, rakavharidzirwa mwenje. Sezvo zvaifambira mberi musimba, iyi. "Chiedza" chakava chakajeka uye chakajeka uye munguva pfupi, sekutaura kwazvinoita, Chiedza ichi chakajeka kupfuura mazuva manomwe akabatanidzwa akabatana pamwechete. "Zuva iri" rakaonekwa kumeso ake mukukura kwezuva redu. Yakaramba ichifamba pamusoro pake, masikati neusiku, kumba, mumugwagwa, kuchechi, "Zuva iri" anodaro Kadhinari Pedicini, "ndiye Mwari aive azviita kunyanya kuvepo kwake"; Anna Maria aiziva kuti Huchenjeri hwamwari hwaive mu "Zuva" rake. Kazhinji Ishe vaive vamuvimbisa kuti Akange amupa chimwe chinhu chaasina kumboita nemumwe munhu uye kuti padivi pake munhu wese aifanira kupfugama - kwete iye - asi kuti anamate Uyo aigara ari padivi pake!
Izvo zvakange zvakaringana kuti iye asimudze maziso ake kuti azive zvese izvo zvisina kana munhu akamboziva, uye zvese izvi kwemakore makumi mana nemana! Iye - akaona ipapo mazuva ese pasi rose, zviitiko, kufambira mberi kwechisikigo uye zvese zvakaitika, izvo angadai aisakwanisa kuziva!
"Parizvino, zvakapfuura uye zvemberi" zvaive chimwe mu "Zuva" rake. Anna Maria akararama pamwe nenyama munyika panguva imwecheteyo yaakatora chikamu mukuziva kweVakakomborerwa. Pachezvake "Zuva iri" raive Chiedza chakamutendera kuti aone nyangwe zvishoma zvinyoro uye kusakwana maari uye zvakaita kuti awedzere kurwadziwa kwake, kuzvininipisa kwake, munamato wake uye kutendeuka. Yakawanda sei nzizi dzenyasha dzakayerera kubva kune iri "Zuva" zvakare mukufarira vamwe vanhu vazhinji. Anna M. akakwanisa kushandura vatadzi vasingaverengeke vane mamiriro emweya yavo yaakange aziva, kuburikidza neiri "Zuva". Zvirango zvizhinji uye zvirango zvinotyisa zvakadzivirirwa kune vamwe vanhu nekuvanhu. Inogona kununura kubva kumanomano uye rangano dzinogumbura nyika inosiririsa sedu nhasi.