Akakomborerwa Anna Catherine Emmerick: Mubairo uye kurangwa muhupenyu hwapashure

Da Paolo Tessione - Nyamavhuvhu 7, 2019

Muzviratidzo zvinotevera Anna Katharina Emmerich akatungamirwa naAkaropafadzwa Nicholas weFlùe. Mugore ra1819, usiku hwakatangira l9 Svondo, mumashure mePentekosta, rondedzero yeEvhangeri ine chekuita nemabiko emuchato yakadzokororwa. Ndakaona Akakomborerwa Claus, murume mukuru akura, aine vhudzi seririvha rakakomberedzwa nekorona inopenya yakashongedzwa nematombo anokosha. Akanga akabata korona yematombo anokosha, aipfeka hembe-refu-yechando yakaita sehembe. Ndakamubvunza kuti sei panzvimbo pemakwenzi aive aine korona inopenya chete mumaoko ake. Akazotanga kutaura, muchidimbu uye zvakakomba, nezverufu rwangu uye zvandakafunga. Akandiudza zvakare kuti aida kunditungamira kumutambo mukuru wemuchato. Akaisa korona mumusoro mangu uye ndakakwira pamwe naye. Takapinda mumuzinda wakarembedzwa mudenga. Apa ndanga ndichifanirwa kuve muroora asi ndainyara uye ndaitya. Ndakatadza kuziva mamiriro ezvinhu, ndakanzwa kunyara kwakasimba. Mumuzinda wamambo wainge usina kujairika uye unoshamisa muchato. Zvaiita sekunge ndaifanirwa kucherechedza ndigoona muvatori vechikamu vamiririri vemamiriro ese ehukama nematanho epasi, uye nezvavakaita zvakanaka nezvakaipa. Semuenzaniso, Pope angadai akamiririra maPope ese enhoroondo, mabhishopi aripo, mabhishopu ese enhoroondo, nezvimwe. Pakutanga tafura yaive yagadzwa yevanamati vaipinda mabiko emuchato. Ndakaona Pope nemabhishopi vakagara nevafundisi vavo uye vakasunga nguwo dzavo. Navo vamwe vazhinji vezvitendero zvepamusoro uye zvakaderera chinzvimbo, Vakakomberedzwa nekwaya yeVakaropafadzwa uye Vasande vedzinza ravo, madzitateguru avo nevatevedzeri, avo vakaita kwavari, vakatonga, vakapesvedzera uye vakasarudza. Patafura iyi paivewo nevakaroorana vezvitendero zvepamusoro-soro uye ini ndakakokwa kuti ndigare pakati pavo, vakaenzana, nekorona yangu. Ndakazviita zvisinei nekunyara kwazvo. Uku kwaive kusiri kurarama kwechokwadi uye vaive vasina korona. Sezvo ini ndainyara, chero akandikoka akaita panzvimbo yangu. Izvo zvekudya patafura zvaive zvekufananidzira, kwete zvepasi zvekudya ndiro. Ini ndakanzwisisa kuti zvinhu zvese ndezvaani uye ndikaverenga mumoyo yese. Seri kweimba yekudyira maive nemamwe makamuri mazhinji nedzimba dzemarudzi ese dzakapinda nevamwe vanhu ndokumira. Vazhinji vezvinamato vakadzingwa patafura yemuchato. Vakanga vasina kukodzera kugara nekuti vaive vavhengana nevanhuwo zvavo uye vaive vavashandira kupfuura Chechi pachayo. Vakatanga kurangwa ndokuzobviswa patafura ndokusanganazve mune mamwe makamuri padyo kana kure. Kuwanda kwevakarurama kwakaramba kuri kushoma. Iyi yaive tafura yekutanga uye awa rekutanga, vanamati vakasara. Ipapo imwe tafura yakagadzirirwa iyo yandisina kugara pasi asi ndakaramba ndiri pakati pevaoni. Akakomborerwa Claus aigara akatenderera pamusoro pangu kuti andibatsire. Zvakawanda zvakauya. wemadzimambo, madzimambo nevatongi. Vakagara pasi patafura yechipiri iyi, iyo yaishandirwa nevamwe vakuru vakuru. Patafura iyi Vasande vakaonekwa, pamwe nemadzitateguru avo. Vamwe regents vakatora ruzivo kubva kwandiri. Ndakashamisika uye Claus aigara achindipindura. Havana kugara kwenguva refu. Vazhinji vevaenzi vaive veiyo imwe genus uye zviito zvavo zvaive zvisina kunaka, asi vasina simba uye vakavhiringidzika. Vazhinji havana kana kugara patafura uye vakabva vatungamirwa kunze.

Ipapo tafura yemunhu anokudzwa yakaonekwa, ndikaona pakati pevamwe mukadzi akazvipira wemhuri ataurwa. Ipapo tafura yevapfumi vebourgeois yakaonekwa. Handikwanise kutaura kuti zvaisemesa sei. Vazhinji vakadzingwa uye nevezera ravo rinokudzwa vakadzoserwa mugomba rizere nendove, semugove wepombi. Imwe tafura yakaonekwa iri mumamiriro akanaka, uko kwakagara vakuru, vapepeti vepachokwadi uye varimi vakagara. Paiva nevanhu vazhinji vakanaka, kunyangwe hama dzangu nevandaizivana navo. Ndakazivawo baba vangu naamai pakati pavo. Ipapo vazukuru vaHama Claus vakaonekwawo, vanhu vakanaka chaizvo uye vane simba vari vevakatwasuka bourgeoisie. Varombo nevakaremara vakauya, pakati pavo paive nevazhinji vanozvipira, asiwo vanhu vakaipa vakadzoserwa. Ini ndaive nezvakawanda zvekuita navo. Kana mabiko ematafura matanhatu apera, Musande akanditora. Akanditungamira kuenda pamubhedha wangu kwaakange anditora. Ndakanga ndaneta uye ndisingazivi, ndakanga ndisingagoni kufamba kana kumuka, handina kupa chero zviratidzo, ndainzwa sekunge ndakaoma mutezo. Akakomborerwa Claus akazviratidza kwandiri kamwe chete, asi kushanya kwake kwakakosha muhupenyu hwangu, kunyangwe ndikatadza kuzvinzwisisa uye ndisingazive chikonzero chaicho.

Gehena

Nezve gehena, Anna Katharina akaona chiratidzo chinotevera: Pandakabatwa nemarwadzo mazhinji nezvirwere ndakave gwara chairo uye ndakagomera. Mwari pamwe angadai akandipa zuva rakanyarara chete. Ndinorarama segehena. Ini ndakazotsiurwa zvakanyanya kubva kumutungamiri wangu, uyo akati kwandiri:
"Kuti uve nechokwadi chekuti hauenzanise mamiriro ako seizvi, ndinoda kunyatsokuratidza gehena." Saka chakandiperekedza kuchamhembe kure, kudivi iro pasirengwa, ipapo kure kure nepanyika. Ndakawana fungidziro yekuti ndasvika kunzvimbo inotyisa. Yakaregedzwa nenzira dzegwenga remazaya echando, mudunhu riri pamusoro pevhu rePasi, kubva kuchamhembe kwayo. Mugwagwa waive wasiwa uye pandakaifamba ndakaona kuti kwaive kwasviba uye kuchira. Ndichingorangarira zvandaona ndinonzwa muviri wangu wese kudedera. Yakanga iri nyika yekutambudzika kusingaperi, yakasaswa nechitema matema, apa neapo marasha neutsi hwakasimba hwasimuka kubva pasi; zvese zvakange zvakaputirwa murima rakakomba, sehusiku husingagumi ”. Iye mununuri akazvipira akazooneswa, muchiratidzo chakajeka, kuti Jesu, achangoparadzana nemuviri, akaburukira muLimbo. Pakupedzisira ndakamuona (Ishe), achienderera nekukweva kukuru akananga pakati pegomba rakadzika uye achisvika kugehena. Yakanga yakavezwa sedombo guru, yakavhenekerwa nemwenje yakaipa uye dema simbi. Musuwo mukuru wakasviba wakashanda sekupinda napo. Yakanga ichityisa zvechokwadi, yakavharwa nemabhaudhi uye ma incandescent mabhanduru aimutsa kunzwa kwekutya. Kamwe kamwe ndakanzwa mhere-mhere, mhere-mhere inotyisa, magedhi akavhurwa uye nyika inotyisa uye yakaipa yakaoneka. Nyika ino yainyatsoenderana nezvakapesana chaizvo neiyo yekudenga yeJerusarema uye zvisingaverengeki mamiriro ekurova, iro guta rine magadheni akasiyana-siyana, azere nemichero yakaisvonaka nemaruva, uye pekugara kweVatsvene. Zvese zvaioneka kwandiri zvaive zvakapesana nekufara. Zvese zvakatakura mucherechedzo wekutukwa, kwechirango uye nekutambudzika. MuJerusarema rokudenga zvese zvakaratidzika zvakatsikiswa nekusingaperi kweVakaropafadzwa uye zvakarongeka zvinoenderana nezvikonzero uye hukama hwerunyararo rusingaperi rwekubatana kusingaperi; pano panzvimbo pezvo zvinhu zvese zvinoonekwa mukusagadzikana, mune kutya, kunyudzwa muhasha uye kupererwa. Kudenga munhu anogona kufungisisa nezvakanaka zvisingatsanangurike uye zvakajeka zvivakwa zvekufara nekunamatira, pano panzvimbo izvo zvakapesana chaizvo: zvisingaverengeki uye zvisingaiti majeri, mapako ekutambudzika, ekutuka, ekusagadzikana; imomo muparadiso, kune iwo magadheni anoshamisa kwazvo akazara nemichero yechikafu chamwari, pano matondo ane ruvengo uye mahombekombe akazara nekutambura nemarwadzo uye zvese zvinotyisa zvisingafungidziriki. Kuti ude, kufungisisa, mufaro uye mufaro, tembere, maaritari, nhare, hova, nzizi, nyanza, minda inoshamisa nenharaunda yakakomborerwa uye inowirirana yeVatendi, girazi rinotsiviwa mugehena. kupokana neRunyararo Humambo hwaMwari, kubvarura, kusawirirana kusingaperi kwevakatukwa. Zvese zvikanganiso zvevanhu nemanyepo zvainge zvakabatanidzwa munzvimbo imwechete iyi uye akazviratidza mumiririri isingaverengeke yekutambura nemarwadzo. Hapana chaive chakanaka, pakanga pasina fungidziro yekusimbisa, senge iya yeruramisiro yaMwari.

Zvino kamwe kamwe chinhu chakashanduka, mikova yakavhurwa neNgirozi, pakave nekukonana, kupukunyuka, kutukwa, kupopota uye kunyunyuta. Ngirozi imwechete dzakakunda masimba ese emweya yakaipa. Munhu wese aifanira kuziva Jesu nekunamata. Uku kwaive kutambudzwa kwevakatukwa. Chiverengero chikuru chavo chakasungwa nengetani kutenderedza mamwe. Pakati petembere pakanga pane gomba rakadzikatidzwa nerima, Lucifer akasungwa necheni ndokukandwa mukati semhute dema. Zviitiko zvakadaro zvakaitika zvichitevera mimwe mitemo yaMwari.
Kana ndisina kukanganisa, ndakafunga kuti Luciferi achasunungurwa uye ngetani dzake dzichibviswa, makore makumi mashanu kana makumi matanhatu makore 2000 asati asvika, kwechinguva. Ndakafunga kuti zvimwe zviitiko zvaizoitika pane dzimwe nguva, asi izvo ndakakanganwa. Dzimwe mweya dzakatukwa dzaifanira kusunungurwa kuitira kuti dzirambe dzichitambura chirango chekuendeswa mumuedzo nekuparadza vepanyika. Ini ndinotenda kuti izvi zvinoitika muzera redu, zvirinani kune vamwe vacho; vamwe vachaburitswa mune ramangwana ”.

Musi waNdira 8, 1820 muMtinster, Overberg akapa mufundisi Niesing weDiilmen chirongo chakaita seshongwe chine zvisaririra zvaAnna Katharina, uyo akasiya Miinster achienda kuDUlmen nechirongo chiri pasi peruoko rwake. Kunyangwe Sista Emmerich vasina chavaiziva nezve chinangwa cheOverberg chekumutumira zvisaririra, akaona mufundisi achidzokera kuDtilmen aine murazvo chena pasi peruoko rwake. Vakazoti, “Ndakashamisika kuti haina kutsva sei, uye ndakapotsa ndanyemwerera ndichifamba ndisingatarise mwenje wemarimi emuraraungu zvachose. Pakutanga ndakaona chete aya marimi emoto, asi paakasvika pamba pangu ndakazivawo chirongo. Murume uya akapfuura imba yangu ndokuenderera mberi. Ini handina kukwanisa kugamuchira zvisaririra. Ndakanga ndine hurombo zvechokwadi kuti aive auya navo kune rimwe divi reguta. Chokwadi ichi chakandishaisa rugare. Zuva rakatevera Niesing akamupa chirongo. Akafara chaizvo. Musi wa12 Ndira akaudza "mupilgrim" nezve zvakaratidzwa pane relic: «Ndakaona mweya wejaya uchisvika muchimiro chizere nekubwinya, uye mune nguvo yakafanana neiya yemutungamiri wangu. Halo chena yakapenya mumusoro wake uye akandiudza kuti akakunda hutsinye hwepfungwa uye nekudaro aive agamuchira ruponeso. Kukunda zvisikwa kwainge kwaitika zvishoma nezvishoma. Semwana mudiki, kunyangwe hazvo pfungwa yake ichimuudza kuti abvarure maruva, haana kuzviita, saka akatanga kukunda utsinye hwepfungwa. Mushure meiyi bvunzurudzo ndakapinda mukufara, uye ndakagamuchira Chiono chitsva: Ndakaona mweya uyu, semukomana ane makore gumi nematatu ekuberekwa, wakabatikana mumitambo yakasiyana siyana mubindu rakanaka uye hombe rekupembera; aive neheti inoshamisa, bhachi reyero, rakavhurika uye rakasimba, iro rakadzika kubhurugwa rake, pamaoko ayo padyo neruoko rwake paive netambo yemachira. Bhurugwa rakange rakasungwa zvine mutsindo zvese kudivi rimwe. Chikamu chakasungwa chaive cherimwe ruvara. Mabvi ebhurugwa aive nemavara, shangu dzaive dzakasunga uye dzakasungwa nemaribhoni. Iyo gadheni yaive neakachekwa akavezwa zvakanaka uye matumba mazhinji nedzimba dzekutandarira, dzaive dzakatenderedza mukati uye makona mana kunze. Paivewo neminda yaive nemiti yakawanda, kwaishandira vanhu. Vashandi ava vaive vakapfeka kunge vafudzi vemubhedha wevachechi. Ndakarangarira pandakazembera pamusoro pavo kuti ndivatarise kana kuvagadzirisa. Bindu rakanga riri revanhu vane mukurumbira vaigara muguta rimwe chete rakakosha semwana iyeye. Mumunda maibvumirwa kufamba. Ndakaona vana vachisvetuka vachifara uye vachityora maruva machena uye matsvuku. Wechidiki akaropafadzwa akakunda hunhu hwake kunyangwe hazvo vamwe vakaisa makwenzi makuru eruva pamberi pemhino dzake. Panguva ino mweya wakaropafadzwa uyu wakandiudza: “Ndakadzidza kuzvikunda kuburikidza nemamwe matambudziko.
pakati pevavakidzani paive nemusikana ane runako rukuru, wandaitamba naye, ndaimuda nerudo rukuru rwusina mhosva. Vabereki vangu vaive vakazvipira uye vakadzidza zvakawanda kubva kumharidzo uye ini, uyo wandaiva navo, ndaiwanzonzwa kutanga kwekutanga kuchechi kukosha kwekutarisa miedzo. Chete nemhirizhonga huru uye nekuzvikunda pandakakwanisa kudzivisa hukama nemusikana, sezvazvakazoitwa pakuramba maruva ". Paakapedza kutaura ndakaona iyi mhandara, tsvarakadenga uye ichimera seruva, yakananga kuguta. Imba yakanakisa yevabereki vemwana iyi yaive mumusika mukuru, yaive quadrangular muchimiro. Dzimba dzaive dzakavakirwa pamaberere. Baba vake vaive mutengesi akapfuma. Ndakasvika pamba ndikaona vabereki, nevamwe vana. Yaive yakanaka mhuri, yechiKristu uye yakazvipira. Baba vacho vaitengesa waini nemachira; aive akapfeka zvemhando yepamusoro uye aive nehombodo yeganda yakaturikwa parutivi rwake. Aive murume mukobvu muhombe. Amai vaive zvakare mukadzi akasimba, vaive nevhudzi gobvu uye rakanakisa. Jaya iri raive dangwe pavana vevanhu vakanaka ava. Kunze kwemba kwakamira ngoro dzakatakura zvinhu. Pakati pemusika pakanga paine tsime rinoshamisa rakakomberedzwa neunyanzvi hwesimbi kabati ine mifananidzo ine madonhwe evarume vane mbiri; pakati petsime pakanga paine mufananidzo weunyanzvi uchidira mvura.

Pamakona mana emusika paive nezvivakwa zvidiki kunge mabhokisi evatambi. Guta, iro raitaridzika kunge riri kuGerman, raive munzvimbo ine menda matatu; kune rimwe divi rakanga rakakomberedzwa nemugero wemvura, kune rimwe rwizi rukuru rwakayerera; yaive nemachechi manomwe, asi isina shongwe dzakakosha. Matenga acho aitsvedza, akanongedzwa, asi kumberi kweimba yemukomana kwaive nemakona mana. Ndakaona vekupedzisira vachiuya kumusangano wevafi kuzodzidza. Musangano uyu waive pamusoro pegomo pakamera mazambiringa uye aive maawa gumi nemaviri kubva kuguta rababa. Aishingaira uye aishingairira uye achivimba kuna Mai Vatsvene vaMwari. Paakange asinganzwisise chimwe chinhu kubva mumabhuku, akataura nemufananidzo waMaria achiti: "Iwe wakadzidzisa Mwana wako, iwe uri mai vanguwo, ndidzidzisewo!" Zvino zvakaitika kuti rimwe zuva Maria akazviratidza kwaari uye akatanga kumudzidzisa. Aive asina mhosva zvachose, akapusa uye ari nyore naye uye aisada kuita mupirisita nekuzvininipisa, asi aifarirwa nekuzvipira kwake. Akaramba ari mumusangano kwemakore matatu, akabva arwara zvakanyanya ndokufa aine makore makumi maviri nematatu. Akavigwawo panzvimbo imwechete. Shamwari yake akanamata zvakanyanya paguva rake kwemakore akati wandei. Akange asingakwanise kukunda zvido zvake uye kazhinji achiwira muzvivi; akaisa ruvimbo rukuru mumushakabvu ndokumunamatira pasina chinokanganisa. Pakupedzisira mweya wejaya uyu wakazviratidza kwaari ndokumuudza kuti aifanira kuratidza pachena denderedzwa chikwangwani pachigunwe chake chakaumbwa neringi, iyo yaakange agamuchira panguva yemuchato wake unoshamisa naJesu naMaria. Kuzivana kunofanirwa kunge kwakaita kuti chiono ichi chizivikanwe, uye nehurukuro yakabatana kuitira kuti munhu wese, mushure mekuwana mucherechedzo pamuviri wake, agutsikane nezvechokwadi chechiratidzo ichi.
Shamwari yakaita saizvozvo, ndokuita kuti chiratidzo chionekwe. Mutumbi wakafukunurwa uye kuvepo kwechiratidzo pachigunwe kwakawanikwa. Jaya rakafa harina kutsveneswa, asi chimiro cheSt. Louis chakandiyeuchidza zvakajeka.

Mweya wejaya iri wakanditungamira kunzvimbo yakafanana neJerusarema rekudenga. Zvese zvaitaridzika kupenya uye diaphanous. Ndakasvika pachivara chihombe chakakomberedzwa nezvivakwa zvinoyevedza uye zvinopenya uko, pakati, paive netafura yakareba yakafukidzwa nedzidzo dzisingatsanangurike. Ndakaona maberere emaruva achibuda kubva muzvivakwa zvina pamberi pazvo zvichisvika pakati petafura, pavakabatana, kuyambuka nekugadzira korona imwe yakashongedzwa. Pakatenderedza iyi korona inoshamisa ndakaona mazita aJesu naMaria achipenya. Uta hwakanga hwazara nemaruva emhando dzakasiyana, michero uye mifananidzo inopenya. Ndakaona chirevo chezvinhu zvese nezvese, sezvo hunhu ihwo hwaigara huri mandiri, sezvazviri muzvisikwa zvese zvevanhu. Munyika yedu yepanyika izvi hazvigone kuratidzwa nemazwi. Kupfuura kure nezvivakwa, kudivi rimwe chete, kwaive nemachechi maviri ane octagonal, imwe yakatsaurirwa kuna Maria, imwe kuMwana Jesu. Munzvimbo iyoyo, padyo nezvivheneko, mweya yevana vakaropafadzwa yakaturikwa mudenga. Vaipfeka mbatya dzavaive nadzo vachiri vapenyu uye ini ndakaziva vazhinji vevandaitamba navo pakati pavo. Vaya vakafa nguva isati yakwana. Mweya yakauya kuzosangana neni kuzondigamuchira. Kutanga ndakavaona vari muchimiro ichi, ndokubva vatora kuenderana kwemuviri sezvavakange vari chaizvo muhupenyu. Pakati pavo vese ndakabva ndaziva Gasparino, munin'ina waDierik, mukomana ane huipi asi asiri akaipa, akafa aine makore gumi nerimwe zvichitevera kurwara kwenguva refu uye kunorwadza. Akauya kuzosangana neni uye achinditungamira akanditsanangurira zvese, ndakashamiswa kuona asina hunhu Gasparino akanaka uye akanaka. Pandakamutsanangurira kushamisika kwangu kwekusvika munzvimbo ino, akapindura achiti: "Hauuyi pano netsoka dzako asi nemweya wako". Kuona uku kwakandipa mufaro wakawanda. Ipapo ndakaverenga ndangariro uye ndikati kwandiri: “Pane imwe nguva ndakarodza banga rako kuti ndikubatsire iwe usingazivi. Ipapo ndakakunda hunhu hwangu kune yangu purofiti. Amai vako vakakupa chimwe chinhu chekucheka, asi iwe wakakundikana kuzviita nekuti banga racho rakanga risina kupinza, saka wakapera moyo ndokuchema. Waitya mai vako kuti vakutsiure. Ndakaona ndikati, "Ndinoda kuona kuti amai vanochema here; asi ndikakunda hunhu hwakadzika uhu ndakafunga kuti: "Ndiri kuda kurodza banga rekare" Ndakazviita ndikakubatsira, zvakabatsira mweya wangu. Pane imwe nguva, iwe pawakaona matambiro aiita vamwe vana zvine hukasha, iwe wakange usisade kutamba nesu uchiti iyoyo yaive mitambo yakaipa, uye wakaenda kunogara paguva uchichema. Ndakauya mushure mako kuti ndibvunze kuti sei, iwe wakandiudza kuti mumwe munhu akakuendesa kure, uchindipa iwo mukana wekuita kuti ndifunge uye, nekukunda hunhu hwangu, ndakarega kutamba. Izvi zvakandiunzirawo purofiti yakanaka. Imwe ndangariro pamusoro pemitambo yedu ndipo patakakandirana maapuro, uye iwe ukati isu hatifanire kunge tine. Mhinduro yangu, kuti kana tikasadaro, vamwe vachatidenha, iwe wakati "hatifanire kupa vamwe mukana wekutsamwisa nekutitsamwisa," uye iwe hauna kukanda chero maapuro, saka ndakadaro ndikadhonza kubva kwavari. purofiti. Kamwe chete ndipo pandakakukandira kurwisa pfupa uye kusuwa kwechiito ichi kwakaramba kuri mumoyo mangu.

Takamiswa mumhepo takasvika patafura yakaiswa mumusika tichigamuchira mhando yechikafu zvine chekuita nemiyedzo yakapasa uye isu taigona kuiravira chete nekuda kwezvatakanzwisisa. Ipapo izwi rakasimuka: "Ivo chete vanogona kunzwisisa madhishi aya ndivo vanogona kuiravira." Midziyo yacho yaive yemaruva mazhinji, michero, mabwe anopenya, zviyero nemishonga, yaive nechinhu chemweya chakasiyana neicho chavanacho pasi pano. Idzi ndiro dzakakomberedzwa nekubwinya kusingatsanangurike uye dzaive mumahwendefa akanyudzwa mune inoshamisa simba rakavanzika. Tafura yacho yaigarawo nemagirazi echikristaro ane mifananidzo yakaita kunge peya, iyo yandaimbove nemishonga Imwe yemakosi ekutanga yaive nemura inoshamisa yakadonhedzwa Kubva mundiro yakavezwa kwakabuda kapu diki, ine muvharo une pommel uye pane imwecheteyo muchinjikwa mudiki uye kuguma. Kumhiri kwemahara paive nemavara anopenya ebhuruu violet ruvara. Handina kugona kurangarira zvakanyorwa zvandaiziva chete mune ramangwana. Kubva mumidziyo mabundu akanaka kwazvo emura akabuda ari yeyero uye girini piramidhi chimiro chakapinda mukati chaimo mumidziyo. Iyi mura yakaonekwa seti yemashizha ane maruva asinganzwisisike kunge mavhavha erunako rukuru; pamusoro paive nebhuru tsvuku yakatenderedza iyo yaimira kunze yakanaka bhuruu-Violet. Kuvava kwemura uyu kwakapa hwema hunoshamisa uye hunosimbisa kumweya. Ndakagamuchira ndiro iyi nekuti ndakavanda, chinyararire, ndakatakura kuvava kukuru mumoyo mangu. Kune iwo maapuro andisina kutora kuti ndiakandire kune vamwe, ndakave nekunakidzwa nemaapuro akajeka. Paive nemazhinji, ese pamwe chete pabazi rimwe.

Ini ndakagashirawo dhishi zvine chekuita nechingwa chakaomarara chandakange ndagovana nevarombo, muchimiro chechimedu chechingwa chakaomarara asi chaipenya sekristaro ine mavara mazhinji yaionekwa pahwendefa rekristaro. Nekudzivirira mutambo wakashata, ndakagamuchira sutu chena. Gasparino akanditsanangurira zvese. Saka takaswedera padyo patafura ndikaona hurungudo mundiro mangu, sezvandaive ndamboita mukonisita. Ipapo ndakaudzwa kuti ndisati ndafa ndaizogamuchira sutu uye dombo jena, pane iro zita raigona kungoverengwa neni chete. Pakupera kwetafura, rudo rwemuvakidzani wako rwakadzoserwa, rwakamiririrwa nehembe, michero, nziyo, machena maruva uye ese machena, aine ndiro dzine maumbirwo akanaka. Ini handikwanise kuzvitsanangura zvese nenzira kwayo. Gasparino akandiudza kuti: "Zvino isu tinoda kukuratidza chedu chidiki chedu, nekuti wagara wakada kutamba nemachira". Saka isu tese takaenda takananga kumachechi, tichingopinda mukereke yaAmai vaMwari maive nekwaya yechigarire uye neatari iyo mifananidzo yese yehupenyu hwaMaria yakafumurwa; wakakomberedza waigona kuona makwaya evanamati. Kubudikidza neiyi kereke imwe yakasvika muchivako chakaiswa mune imwe kereke, pakanga paine aritari ine mucherechedzo wekuzvarwa kwaIshe nemifananidzo yese yehupenyu hwake kusvika kune iyo yeKudya Kwekupedzisira; sezvandaive ndagara ndichizviona muZviratidzo.
Panguva ino Anna Katharina akamira kuti ayambire "mupilgrim" aine kushushikana kukuru kushandira ruponeso rwake, kuzviita nhasi kwete mangwana. Hupenyu hupfupi uye kutonga kwaIshe kwakanyanya.

Akazoenderera mberi achiti: «" Ndakasvika panzvimbo yakakwirira, ndaive nemufungo wekukwira kubindu uko kwaitaridzwa michero yakanaka kwazvo, uye mamwe matafura aive akashongedzwa zvakanaka, aine zvipo zvakawanda paari. Ndakaona ichiuya ichibva kumativi ese mweya iyo yakatenderera. Vamwe veava vakatora chikamu muchiitiko chepasirese nezvidzidzo zvavo nebasa, uye vakabatsira vamwe. Iyi mweya, payakango svika, yakatanga kupararira mubindu. Ipapo vakaratidza imwe mushure meimwe, kuti vagamuchire tafura uye vatore mubairo wavo. Pakati pebindu pakanga paine hafu-yakatenderera chigadziko muchimiro chemasitepisi, akazadzwa nekunakidzwa kwakanyanya. Kumberi uye kumativi ese ebindu, varombo vaimanikidza uye vachida chimwe chinhu nekuratidza mabhuku. Iri gadheni raive nechimwe chinhu chakafanana nemusuwo wakanaka, kubva kwawaigona kuona mugwagwa. Kubva pamusuwo uyu ndakaona kuchiuya mudungwe wakaumbwa nemweya yeavo vaivapo vakaumba mutsara kumativi maviri, kutambira nekutambira vasvika pakati pavo vakakomborerwa Stolberg. Ivo vaifamba nenzira yakarongeka uye vaine mireza nezvishongo navo. Vane vavo vakatakura pamapfudzi avo marara ekuremekedza, pamusoro paive Musande akarara hafu akatsenama, zvaitaridza kuti havana kutakura chero huremu. Vamwe vakamutevera uye avo vakamirira kusvika kwake vaive nemaruva nemicheka. Imwe yeiyi yaive zvakare pamusoro wemushakabvu, yakabatana nemaruva machena, matombo uye nyeredzi dzinopenya. Korona haina kuiswa pamusoro wake, asi yakavezwa pamusoro payo, ichiramba yakaturikwa. Pakutanga mweya iyi yakazviratidza kwandiri yakafanana, sezvaiitwa kuvana, asi zvikaita sekuti yega yega yaive nemamiriro ayo, uye ndakaona kuti ndivo avo vane basa nekudzidzisa vakatungamira vamwe kuruponeso. Ndakaona Stolberg achirembedza mudenga pamarara ake, iyo yakanyangarika paakasvika pazvipo zvake. Kuseri kwehafu yenguva yekoramu Mutumwa akaonekwa ari panhanho yechitatu yeiyo, izere nemichero yakakosha, vhasi nemaruva, ruoko rwakabuda ndokupa vanhu vakatenderedza bhuku rakavhurika. Mutumwa akagashira mweya yakatenderedza, mabhuku, maakamaka chimwe chinhu ndokuchiisa padanho rechipiri rekoramu, kudivi rake; akabva apa mweya yakakura zvinyorwa zvidiki, izvo, zvichipfuura nemaoko nemaoko, zvakawedzera. Ndakaona kudivi kwaive naStolberg, zvinyorwa zvakawanda zvidiki zvakapetwa. Zvaitaridza kwandiri kuti izvi zvaive chiratidzo chekuenderera kwekudenga kwebasa repanyika remweya yakadaro.

Akakomborerwa Stolberg akagashira, kubva ku "ruoko" rwakabuda mukoramu, ndiro hombe yakajeka, pakati payo paionekwa mukombe wakanaka uye wakakomberedza uyu mazambiringa, zvingwa zvidiki, mabwe anokosha uye mabhodhoro ekristaro. Mweya yakanwa kubva mumabhodhoro uye yakanakidzwa nezvose. Stolberg akapatsanura zvese, rimwe nerimwe. Mweya yakataurirana nemumwe nekusimudza maoko avo, pakupedzisira vese vakatungamirwa kumusoro kuti vatende Ishe.
Mushure meichi chiratidzo, muperekedzi wangu akandiudza kuti ndaifanira kuenda kunaPope muRome ndomutungamira kunamato; angadai akandiudza zvose zvandaifanira kuita. '