Kurudziro iyo Saint Teresa akatikurudzira nayo kuti tisiye to kuoneswa kwengirozi inochengetedza

Saint Teresa weLisieux aive nekuzvipira kwakati kune kungirozi dzinoera. Izvi zvakaperera sei kuzvipira kwako izvi mukati mako 'Nyowani nzira' [sezvaaida kudaidza iyo nzira yakamuperekedza kuchenesa mweya]! Naizvozvo, Ishe vakabatanidza kuzvininipisa pamwe nekuvapo uye nekudzivirirwa kwengirozi dzinoyera: “Chenjerai kuti musazvidza mumwe wevadiki ava, nekuti ndinokuudza kuti Vatumwa vavo kudenga vanogara vachiona kumeso kwaBaba vangu vari kudenga. (Mt 18,10) ". Kana isu tikazoenda kunoona izvo St. Teresa anoti nezve Ngirozi, hatifanirwe kutarisira chinyorwa chakaomarara asi, panzvimbo peizvozvo, chirahwe chemimhanzi chinobuda kubva pamoyo wake. Ngirozi dzinoyera dzaive chikamu chechiitiko chake chemweya kubva achiri mudiki.

Atova nemakore 9, Chirairo chake chekutanga, Teresa asati azvitsaurira pachavo kuNgirozi Tsvene senhengo ye "Mubatanidzwa weVatumwa Vatsvene" ane mazwi anotevera: "Ini ndinozvinatsa kuzvipira kubasa renyu. "Ndinovimbisa, pamberi pechiso chaMWARI, kuMhandara Yakaropafadzwa Maria uye neshamwari dzangu kuti vave vakavimbika kwauri uye nekuedza kutevedzera hunhu hwako, kunyanya kushingairira kwako, kuzvirereka kwako, kuteerera kwako uye kuchena kwako." Anga atoita seanoshuvira iye aive avimbisa "kukudza nekuzvipira kwakakosha Vatumwa vatsvene naMary, Mambokadzi wavo akanaka. ... Ndinoda kushanda nesimba rangu rose kugadzirisa hurema hwangu, kuti ndiwane hunhu uye kuti ndiite mabasa angu ese semuchikoro uye mukristu. "

Nhengo dzesangano iri dzakaita zvakare kuzvipira kune Mutumwa weku Guardian nekudzokorora munamato unotevera: "Mutumwa waMwari, muchinda wedenga, muchengeti anotarisisa, mutungamiriri akatendeka, mufudzi ane rudo, ndinofara kuti Mwari vakakusika iwe uine zvakawanda zvakakwana, kuti iwe kutsveneswa nenyasha Dzake uye kukushongedza korona yekubwinya mukutsungirira mukushandira kwake. MWARI ngaarumbidzwe nekusingaperi nekuda kwezvinhu zvese zvaakakupa. Ngatirumbidzwewo pamusoro pezvese zvakanaka zvaunondiitira ini neshamwari dzangu. Ndinokutsaurira muviri wangu, mweya wangu, ndangariro dzangu, pfungwa dzangu, fungidziro yangu uye kuda kwangu. Nditonge, undivhenekere, ndchenese uye undibvise pakuzorora kwako ”. (Manual of the Association of Holy Ngirozi, Tournai).

Chinhu chekuti Therese weLisieux, chiremba wenguva yemberi weChechi, akaita izvi kuzvitsaurira uye akadzokorora minamato iyi - semusikana kazhinji haadaro, hongu, - inokonzeresa ichi kuve chikamu cherudzidziso rwake rwekunamata. Muchokwadi, mumakore ake akakura haangorangarira chete nekufara kuzvitsaurira uku, asi anozvipa nenzira dzakasiyana kuNgirozi dzinoyera, sezvatichaona gare gare. Izvi zvinopupurira kukosha kwaanonamatira kune iyi link pamwe nevatumwa vatsvene. Mu "Nhau yemweya" anonyora kuti: "Pangosvika mushure mekupinda kwangu pachikoro chevisitendi ndakagamuchirwa muKutungamira kweVatumwa Vatsvene; Ini ndaida tsika dzechinamwari dzakatemwa, sezvo ndainzwa kunyanya kukwezva mweya yekukomborera yekudenga, kunyanya uya uyo Mwari waakandipa seshamwari mukutapwa kwangu "(Autobiographical zvinyorwa, Nhoroondo yemweya, IV Chap.).

Mutumwa Guardian

Teresa akakurira mumhuri yakazvipira zvakanyanya kune maNgirozi. Vabereki vake vakataura nezvazvo zvangoerekana zvaitika panguva dzakasiyana siyana (ona Nhoroondo yemweya I, 5 r °; tsamba 120). Uye Pauline, mukoma wake mukuru, akamuvimbisa zuva nezuva kuti Ngirozi dzaizove naye kuti dzimutarise uye dzimudzivirire (ona Nhau yemweya II, 18 v °).

Muhupenyu Teresa akakurudzira hanzvadzi yake Céline kuti arege kuzvisiya utsvene kunaMwari, achisimbisa huvepo hweMutongi wake Guardian: "JESU akaisa mutumwa wedenga padivi pako anogara akudzivirira." Anokutakura pamaoko ake kuti usagumburwa padombo. Iwe hausi kuzviona asi iye anga achichengetedza mweya wako kwemakore makumi maviri nemashanu nekuita kuti ichengetedze kunaka kwayo. Ndiye unobvisa iwo mikana yechivi kubva kwauri ... wako Guardian Ngirozi anokufukidza iwe nemapapiro ake uye JESU kuchena kwemhandara, zorora mumoyo mako. Iwe hausi kuona pfuma yako; JESU anorara uye mutumwa anoramba ari mukunyarara kwake kunoshamisa; zvakadaro varipo, pamwe chete naMary vanokuputira nejasi rake ... "(Letter 25, 161, 26).

Punhu, Teresa, kuti arege kuwira muchivi, akakumbira chitaira: "Ngirozi yangu Tsvene" kune iye Guardian Ngirozi.

Kune wangu Guardian Ngirozi

Anochengetedzwa anochengetedza mweya wangu, unopenya mudenga rakajeka raIshe senge rinotapira uye rakachena murazvo pedyo nechigaro chekusingaperi.

Unouya pasi pandiri uye undivhenekere pamwe nokubwinya kwako.

Ngirozi yakanaka, iwe uchave hama yangu, shamwari yangu, munyaradzi wangu!

Kuziva kushaya simba kwangu kunonditungamira neruoko rwako, uye ndiri kuona kuti unobvisa zvinyoronyoro ibwe rega kubva munzira yangu.

Izwi rako rinotapira rinogara richindikoka kuti nditarise chete kumatenga.

Ukanyanya kuzvininipisa uye diki unondiona unowedzera kupenya kumeso kwako.

Ah iwe, unoyambuka nzvimbo semheni ndinokukumbira: bhururuka uende kunzvimbo yemusha wangu, padivi pavo vanondida.

Pukuta misodzi yavo nemapapiro ako. Daidzira kunaka kwaJESU!

Taura nerwiyo rwako kuti kutambura kunogona kuve inyasha uye kuzevezera zita rangu! ... Munguva yehupenyu hwangu hupfupi ndinoda kuponesa hama dzangu dzinotadza.

Oo, ngirozi yakanaka yenyika yangu, ndipewo moyo wako unoyera!

Hapana chandinacho kunze kwezvibayiro zvangu uye hurombo hwangu hwakaoma.

Vape, pamwe nezvinofadza zvako zvekudenga, kuUtatu hutsvene!

Kwauri iwe ushe hwekubwinya, kwauri iwe fuma yemadzimambo emadzimambo!

Kwandiri murwi anozvininipisa weciborium, kwandiri wedanda repfuma!

Nemuchinjiko, pamwe nemumiriri uye nerubatsiro rwekudenga ndinomirira murunyararo humwe hupenyu mufaro uchave nekusingaperi.

(Nhetembo dzeSanta Teresa weLisieux, rakabudiswa naMaximilian Breig, nhetembo 46, mapeji 145/146)

Guardian, ndifukidze nemapapiro ako, / vhenekesa nzira yangu nekubwinya kwako! "Huya utungamirire nhano dzangu, ... Ndibatsire, ndinokukumbira!" (Nhetembo 5, vhesi 12) nedziviriro: "Ngirozi yangu yeMuchengeti Tsitsi, garai makandifukidza nemapapiro enyu, kuitira kuti zvakaipa zvekutsamwisa JESU hazvingamboitika kwandiri" (Munamato 5, vhesi 7).

Achivimba nehukama hwepedyo nengirozi yake, Teresa haana kuzeza kumubvunza nezvakanaka zvaakawana. Semuenzaniso, akanyorera babamunini vake achichema kufa kweshamwari yake: “Ndinozvipa ngirozi yangu yakanaka. Ndinotenda kuti mutumwa wekudenga anozadzisa chikumbiro changu nemazvo. Ndozvitumira kuna babamunini vangu vandinoda nebasa rekudurura pamoyo wavo zvakanyanya sara mweya wedu uchigona kuzvigamuchira mumupata uyu wekutapwa ... "(Letta 59, 22 Nyamavhuvhu 1888). Nenzira iyi anogona kutumira ngirozi yake kuti ipindire mukupemberera kweChenari Eucharist iyo hama yake yemweya, Fr. Roulland, mumishinari kuChina, yavakamugadzirira: anoisa zvido zvangu padivi pomubatiri wauchazoisa ”(Letita 25, 201 Mbudzi 1).