Kuzvipira kuna Jesu: Chiso Chinoera uye chinonakidzwa Pierina de Micheli
VENERABLE PIERINA DE MICHELI NE "MUTSVENE UTSHURE"
Zvinhu zvakawanda zvakaitika muhupenyu hwaAmai Pierina izvo zvavanoziva zvezvisingadaviriki; kana kune rimwe divi paine chiitiko chinowanzoitika, chakakomba uye chinoda, kune rimwe divi zviitiko zvisinganzwisisike zvinorondedzerwa muDiary rake zvinotitungamira mumamiriro ekunze ayo, achienda kupfuura zvakajairika, anonyora chokwadi chisiri pasi pekutonga.
Mukupfupisa, pasi pechirevo chehupenyu hwakajairika uye tsika pane mweya unozvipa kuna Kristu mukutora chikamu mune kwake kushinga uye kurwadziwa.
Ini zvino ndoda kuyeuka kuzvipira kwaAmai Pierina kuMweya Mutsvene waKristu. Akarondedzera kuti muhudiki hwake hwepakutanga paakanga ari kuchechi kwe "maawa matatu ekurwadziwa", apo vakatendeka pavakasvika paatari kunotsvoda tsoka dzaKristu akafa, akanzwa izwi richiti kwaari: "Nditsvode kumeso ". Zvakadaro, zvichimutsa kushamisika kwevaivepo. Makore gare gare, paakange atove munani muInstitute of the Daughters of the Immaculate Conception yeBA, aigara achitungamirirwa nesimba remukati, akafunga kuparadzira kuzvipira uku. Aive Madonna uyo mune chiratidzo chemukati akamuratidza mufananidzo wakapetwa: kune rimwe divi "Chiso Chitsvene", kune rimwe denderedzwa rine mavara "IHS" akanyorwa mukati; Asingakwanise kudzivisa simba iri risinganzwisisike, akafunga kuisa zano iri nekukwezva iwo miviri mufananidzo pamenduru. Mumwedzi yekutanga ya1939 akagadzira dhizaini ndokuitumira kuCuria yeMilan kuti ibvumidzwe. Izvo zvaifungidzirwa zvekupokana pachikamu cheMukuru: anga ari sista asina hunhu uye asina masumo. Panzvimbo pezvo zvese zvakafamba zvakanaka.
Mumwedzi pakati pezhizha nematsutso a1940, nguva dzose muMilan, zvibvumirano zvakaitwa nekambani yaJohnson yekugadzira menduru. Zvichakadaro zvinhu zviviri zvakaitika: Anokudzwa, akabvisirwa mari, akawanikwa patafura yemubhedha yemubhedha wake imvuropu yaive nemari yese nekuda kwekutanga; ipapo kana menduru padzakasvika kuimba yemamongi, ruzha rukuru rwakanzwika mukati mehusiku izvo zvakamutsa nekuvhundutsa masista; mangwanani mambure akawanikwa akapararira mukamuri nemukoridho. Amai Pierina havana kuora moyo neizvi, asi zvavakauya kuRome pakupera kwa1940, vakanamata uye vakafunga nzira yekusimbisa nekuparadzira kuzvipira.
Ishe vakamubatsira nekumuita kuti asangane nevanhu vanokwanisa vakamubatsira mubhizimusi, Pius XII naAbbot Ildebrando Gregori. Kubudikidza nechiratidziro cheMons. Spirito Chiapetta, Pius XII akaigamuchira kakati wandei muvateereri vega, akakurudzira uye akakomborera chirongwa ichi.
Kana isu hatikwanise kukanganwa iyo yakawanda rubatsiro yaakasangana nayo mumunhu waIldebrando Gregori. Anonamata uyu weSilvestrino akafira muhutsvene munaNovember 1985 aive zvake iye kwete chete kureurura uye baba vezvemweya asi gwara nerutsigiro muchirongwa ichi chekuzvipira uye apostolate. Amai vedu Pierina vakaisa nhungamiro yemweya wake mumaoko ake, vachigara vachikumbira kurairwa kune ese matanho ehurongwa hwechinyakare, hwevadzidzi uye hwechitendero. Kunyangwe mumiyedzo yakaoma uye inorwadza kwazvo pasi pekutungamirirwa nemudzidzisi akadaro, De Micheli akanzwa akachengeteka uye akasimbiswa. Zviripachena, sezvinoitika mune zvakafanana zviitiko, zvakare Fr.Ildebrando akaramba achikanganiswa nehukama hwepamusoro hwaAmai uye kunyanya aikoshesa kuzvipira uku kune Chiso Chitsvene chaJesu Kristu, apo paakatanga ungano nyowani yemweya wakatsaurwa, iye akamutumidza zita rekuti Masisita "Vagadziri veChiso Chitsvene che NSGC".
Amai Pierina pavakashanda nekutambura kusimbisa nekuparadzira kuzvipira kuMeso Mutsvene kwaJesu kwakanyorwa mubhuku rino; kushingaira kwemoyo wake kunoratidzwa nemitsara yenhau dzaakanyora pa25111941: «Chipiri chequinquagesima. Chiso Chitsvene chaipembererwa mumunamato wekubhadhara Jesu asati aburitswa, akanyarara uye achiungana! Vakanga vari maawa ekubatana kunotapira naJesu mukuzadzikiswa kweChiso Chake Chitsvene, kuratidzwa kwerudo uye kurwadziwa kweMoyo Wake kune varume vanoramba nyasha Dzake ... O, Jesu anotsvaga mweya inomunyaradza, mweya ine rupo inomupa rusununguko kuita., mweya inogoverana marwadzo ake!… dai awana imwe yemweya iyi mune mumwe nemumwe wedu!… bvisa kusuwa kwedu nerudo uye mutishandure kuti tive iye!
Nzvimbo dzinoera ngadzikudzwe, mweya ngaiponeswe.
Muna Chikumi 1945, Pierina De Micheli akabva kuRoma kuenda kuMilan uyezve kuCentonara d Artò kunoona vanasikana vake vekunamata, avo vaive vakatsaurwa kuenda kuhondo. Pakutanga kwaChikunguru akarwara zvakanyanya uye musi wa15 haana kukwanisa kuenda kubasa revadiki vechidiki. Kufamba kwakaipa zvisingaite uye mangwanani emusi wa26 anokomborera nemeso ake maSista vakamhanyira kumubhedha wake, ndokumisa maziso ake pamufananidzo weChiso Chitsvene, chakarembera pamadziro uye kunyarara kunopera.
Nekudaro chivimbiso chakachengeterwa vanozvipira paNzvimbo Tsvene chizadzikiswa "ivo vachave nerunyararo rufu pasi pekutarisa kwaJesu". Fr. Germano Ceratogli
Regedza Kubva kuna amai PIERINA KUPIUS XII
Venerable yakakwanisa kuendesa iyi yega tsamba kuna Baba Vatsvene muchivande vanhu, ikawanikwa kwaari neMons. Ghosto M. Chiapetta. MuDhivhari rake remusi 3151943 anotaura nezvazvo seizvi: Musi waMay 14th ndakave nevateereri naBaba Vatsvene. Inguva ngani dzandakapedza, Jesu chete ndiye anoziva.
Taura kune Vicar ya Kristu! handina kumbobvira ndakaita mukati menguva iyoyo kuti ini ndainzwa hukuru hwese nekuremekedzwa kweHupristi.
Ini ndakapa chipo chemweya kuInstitute pachiitiko cheJubheri rake, ndikazotaura naYe nezvekuzvipira kweMweya Mutsvene ndikasiya memo, iyo yaakati ndichaverenga nemufaro ndinoda Pope zvakanyanya uye ndaizofara ndipe upenyu hwangu.
Izvo zvinofanirwa kucherechedzwa kuti yatove munaNovember 1940 Amai vaive vatumira kapfupi rugwaro kuna Pius XII pane imwecheteyo nyaya.
Hechino chiitiko chetsamba yekumbirisisa: Baba Vakarumbidzwa Kwazvo,
Kunamata kutsvoda kweRutsoka Rutsoka, semwanasikana anozvininipisa uyo anoisa zvese kuna Vicar waKristu, ndinozvibvumira kutsanangura zvinotevera: Ini ndinoreurura nekuzvininipisa kuti ndinonzwa kuzvipira kwakasimba kuMeso Mutsvene waJesu, kuzvipira kunoratidzika kwandiri rakapihwa kwandiri naJesu amene. Ini ndaive nemakore gumi nemaviri ekuberekwa paChishanu Chishanu, ini ndaive ndakamirira muParish yangu nguva yangu yekutsvoda Muchinjikwa, apo izwi rakasiyana rinoti: Hakuna munhu anondipa kutsvoda kwerudo paFace, kugadzirisa kutsvoda kwaJudhasi? Ndakatenda mukusachena kwangu semwana, kuti izwi rakanzwika nevose uye ndakanzwa kurwadziwa kukuru ndichiona kuti kutsvoda kwemaronda kwaenderera, uye hapana akafunga kumutsvoda kumeso. Ndinokurumbidzai, Jesu kutsvoda kwerudo, iva nemoyo murefu, uye nguva yasvika, ndakadhinda kutsvoda kwakasimba paChiso Chake neese kushinga kwemoyo wangu. Ndakafara, ndichitenda kuti parizvino Jesu anofara haachazove nemarwadzo iwayo. Kubva musi iwoyo zvichienda mberi, kutsvoda kwekutanga paMuchinjikwa kwaive paChiso Chake Chitsvene uye kakawanda miromo yainetseka kubuda nekuti yaindidzora. Sezvo makore aikura, kuzvipira uku kwakakura mandiri uye ini ndainzwa zvine simba kukwezva munzira dzakasiyana siyana uye nenyasha zhinji. Pakati pehusiku kubva China kusvika Chishanu Chakanaka cha1915, apo ndanga ndichinamata pamberi peCrucifix, mutembere yeNovitiate yangu, ndakanzwa ndichiti: nditsvode. Ndakadaro uye miromo yangu, pachinzvimbo chekuzorora pachiso chepurasita, ndakanzwa kubatana kwaJesu. hazvigoneki kuti nditaure. Apo Mukuru akandidaidza kwaive mangwanani, moyo wangu uzere nemarwadzo nezvishuwo zvaJesu; kugadzirisa zvikanganiso zvakagamuchirwa neChiso Chake Chitsvenetsvene muKushushikana Kwake, uye nekugamuchira muSakaramende Tsvenetsvene.
Muna 1920, musi waApril 12, ndaive paMother House muBuenos Aires. Ndakave nekuvava kukuru pamoyo wangu. Ndakaenda neni kuchechi ndokusvimha misodzi, ndichinyunyuta kuna Jesu nezvekurwadziwa kwangu. Akazviratidza kwandiri nechiso chaive neropa uye nekuratidza kwakadai kwekurwadziwa sekufambisa chero munhu. Nenyoro yandisingazombokanganwi akati kwandiri: Uye chii chandakaita? Ndakanzwisisa ... uye kubva pazuva iro Chiso chaJesu chakava bhuku rangu rekufungisisa, mukova wekupinda kuMoyo Wake. Kutarisa kwake kwaive zvese kwandiri. Isu taigara takatarisana uye tichiita makwikwi erudo. Ndakati kwaari: Jesu, nhasi ndanyatsokutarisai, uye Iye, ndiratidze kana uchikwanisa. Ndakaita kuti Iye arangarire nguva zhinji dzandakamutarisa ndisina kumunzwa, asi Aigara achikunda. Nguva nenguva mumakore akatevera Akaonekwa kwandiri zvino akasuruvara, zvino achibuda ropa, achitaura marwadzo Ake kwandiri uye achindibvunza kuripwa uye ndichitambura uye uchindidaidza kuti ndizvipire ndoga mukuvanda kweruponeso rwemweya.
KUSVIRA
Muna 1936 Jesu akatanga kundiratidza chishuwo chekuti Chiso Chake chikudzwe. Mukunamata kwemanheru kweChishanu chekutanga cheLent, mushure mekutora chikamu mumarwadzo ekurwadziwa Kwake pamweya kweGozemane, nechiso chakafukidzwa nekusuwa kwakadzama akati kwandiri: Ndinoda Chiso changu, icho chinoratidza kurwadziwa kwepamoyo kwemweya wangu, kurwadziwa, uye kuda kweMoyo wangu kukudzwa. Ani naani anondifunga anondinyaradza.
Passion Chipiri: Pese paunofungisisa kumeso kwangu, ndinodurura rudo rwangu mumoyo mako. Kuburikidza neChiso Changu Chitsvene ini ndichawana ruponeso rwemweya mizhinji.
PaChipiri chekutanga chegore ra1937 apo ini ndainamata mukereke yangu diki, mushure mekundiraira nezvekuzvipira kuChiso Chake Chitsvene akati: Zvinogona kunge kuti vamwe mweya vanotya kuti kuzvipira nekunamata kuMeso wangu Mutsvene kuchadzora izvozvo yemwoyo wangu; Vaudze kuti chichava kuwedzera, mubatsiri. Kufungisisa Chiso changu vanozotora chikamu mumarwadzo angu uye vanonzwa kudiwa kwekuda nekugadzirisa, uye pamwe uku hakusi kuzvipira kwechokwadi pamoyo wangu!
Uku kuratidzwa kune chikamu chaJesu kwakawedzera kukumanikidza. Ndakataura zvese kuna BabaJesuit avo vakabva vatungamira mweya wangu uye nekuteerera, mumunamato, mukuzvipira ndakazvipira kuti nditambure zvese zvakahwanda, kuti kuzadzikiswe kweKuda kwaMwari
CHINANGWA
Musi waMay 31, 1938 pandakanga ndichinamata mutemberi diki yeNovitiate yangu, Mukadzi akanaka akauya kwandiri: aive akabata chinyorwa chakagadzirwa nemicheka miviri michena, yakabatanidzwa netambo. Imwe flannel yaitakura mufananidzo weChiso Chitsvene chaJesu, imwe yacho Hondo yakakomberedzwa nezuva. Akauya padhuze ndokuti kwandiri: Nyatsoteerera uye utaure zvese chaizvo kuna Baba. Ichi chakakura inguva yekudzivirira, nhovo yesimba, chivimbiso cherudo uye tsitsi izvo Jesu zvaari kuda kupa kune nyika munguva dzino dzekushuva nekuvengana kuna Mwari neChechi. Mambure edhiabhori akatambanudzwa, kubvuta kutenda kubva pamoyo, zvakaipa zvinopararira, vapostori vechokwadi vashoma, mushonga waMwari unodiwa, uye mushonga uyu ndiMeso Mutsvene waJesu.Vose vanopfeka chakapenga seichi uye vachachiita kana Chipiri chega chega kushanyira Sakaramende Yakaropafadzwa kunogadzirisa kutsamwa kwakagamuchirwa neChiso Chake Chitsvene panguva yeKushuva Kwake, uye ichigamuchira mazuva ese muEkaristia Sakaramende, ichasimbiswa mukutenda, yakagadzirira kuidzivirira uye kukunda matambudziko ese emukati nekunze. , uyezve ivo vanozoita kufa nerunyararo pasi pekutarisa kworudo kweMwanakomana wangu Wamwari.
Yedu yekudaira kweMukadzi yakanzwikwa zvakasimba mumoyo mangu, asi yakanga isiri musimba rangu kuti ndiyite. Zvichakadaro, Baba vakashanda nesimba kuparadzira kuzvipira uku kune mweya yekunamata, iyo yakazoshandira chinangwa ichi.
MUDZIMAI
Musi waNovember 21 wegore rimwe chetero 1938, mukunamata Kwemanheru, ndakapa Jesu Chiso Chake chichidonha ropa uye sekuneta nesimba: Tarisa kutambura kwandakaita, akandiudza, asi vashoma kwazvo vanondinzwisisa, kusatenda kwakadii chikamu cheavo vanoti vanondida. Ndakapa moyo wangu sechinhu chisinga nzwisisike cherudo rwangu rukuru kuvarume uye Chiso changu ndinochipa, sechinhu chinotapurika pakurwadziwa kwangu nekuda kwezvivi zvevanhu uye ndinoda kuti ikudzwe nemutambo chaiwo paQuinquagesima Chipiri, mutambo yakatangira novena umo vese vakatendeka vakabatana mukugovana kurwadziwa kwangu neni vanogona kugadzirisa.
CHIKAMU
PaChipiri cheQuinquagesima muna 1939, mabiko eChiso Chitsvene akaitwa muchivande kekutanga kechechi yedu, yakatungamirwa naNovena yekunamata uye kutendeuka. Ivo vamwe Baba veSosaiti yaJesu vakaropafadza mufananidzo uye vakaita hurukuro paChiso Chitsvene, uye kuzvipira kwakatanga kupararira zvakanyanya, kunyanya neChipiri zvinoenderana nechido chaIshe Wedu. Iko kudiwa kwakazonzwikwa kuve nemenduru yakadhirowewa, kopi yechisaririra chakapihwa naMadonna. Kuteerera kwakabvumirwa nekuzvidira, asi nzira dzaive dzisina. Rimwe zuva, ndichisundwa nechishuwo chemukati, ndakati kuna Baba vechiJesuit: Kana Mukadzi wedu achinyatsoda izvi, Providence anozviona. Baba vakati kwandiri zvine mutsindo: Ehe, enda uzviite.
Ini ndakanyorera kumutori wemifananidzo Bruner mvumo yekushandisa mufananidzo weChiso Chitsvene chakabuditswa naye ndikachiwana. Ndakaendesa chikumbiro chemvumo kuCuria yeMilan, iyo yandapihwa musi wa9 Nyamavhuvhu 1940.
Ini ndakashandira iyo Johnson femu kuti iite basa, izvo zvakatora nguva yakareba, nekuti Bruner aida kuongorora humbowo hwese. Mazuva mashoma kusati kwasvitswa menduru patafura mukamuri rangu ndinowana envelopu, tarisa uye uone 11.200 lire. Bhiri iri raive rakaenzana nemari chaiyo iyoyo. Menduru dzese dzakapihwa mahara, uye hutarisiro hwakafanana hwakadzokororwa kakati wandei kune kumwe kugadzwa, uye menduru yakaparadzirwa nekushandisa nyasha dzakaratidzwa Kutamisirwa kuRoma, ndakawana zvine hungwaru mune imwe nguva yekushaiwa kukuru, nekuti pasina rubatsiro kuva mutsva kunzvimbo uye ndisingazive chero munhu, Reverend Baba General veBenedictines Silvestrini, Mupostori wechokwadi weNzvimbo Tsvene, uyo achakamirira mweya wangu., uye kubudikidza naye kuzvipira uku kunopararira nekuwedzera. Muvengi akatsamwira izvi uye akavhiringidza nekushungurudza munzira dzakawanda. Akawanda panguva yehusiku akakanda menduru pasi revamhanyi uye masitepisi, akabvarura mifananidzo, achityisidzira nekutsika. Rimwe zuva remwedzi waKukadzi gore rino, musi wa7, ndichitendeukira kunaMai vedu, ndikati kwaari: Onai, ndinogara ndichirwadziwa, nekuti wakandiratidza scapulary uye zvipikirwa zvako ndezvevanozvipfeka, kwete menduru, uye ndokupindura: Mwanasikana wangu, usazvidya moyo, kuti scapulary inopihwa neMedal, iine zvipikirwa zvakafanana nekufarirwa, zvinongoda kupararira zvakanyanya. Iye zvino mutambo weChiso cheMwanakomana wangu weMweya uri padyo nemoyo wangu. Udza Papa kuti ndine hanya zvakanyanya. Akandiropafadza uye akasiya Denga mumoyo mangu. Vazhinji Baba Vatsvene, ndakuudza muchidimbu izvo Jesu zvaakandiudza. Dai ichi Chiso cheMwari chikunde mukumuka kwekutenda kune hupenyu uye hunhu hwakanaka, kuunza rugare kuHumanity. Baba Vatsvene, tendera mwanasikana murombo uyu akapfugama paMakumbo ako kuti akubvunze nehukasha hwese hwaanogona, asi nekuteerera kusingagumi kune zvese zveHutsvene Hwako, kupa nyika chipo ichi cheTsitsi dzaMwari, chivimbiso chekutenda uye zvemakomborero. Ndiropafadzei Baba Vatsvene, uye dai maropafadzo enyu achindiita kuti ndisakodzere kuzvipira ini kuti Mwari akudzwe uye ruponeso rwemweya, ini ndichiratidzira hukama hwangu hwemhuri hunoshandurwa mumabasa, ndinofara kana Ishe akagamuchira hupenyu hwangu husina kunaka Papa.Mwanasikana anozvininipisa uye akazvipira zvakanyanya Sista Maria Pierina De Micheli.