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20. Chishanu chegore 1935. - Aive manheru. Ini ndakanga ndatozvivharira muchitokisi changu. Ndakaona ngirozi irikuuraya kwehasha dzaMwari.Ndakatanga kukumbira Mwari nyika nemazwi andainzwa mukati. Ini ndakapa kuna Baba asingaperi "Muviri, ropa, mweya uye huMwari hweMwanakomana wake anodikanwa, mukudzikunurwa kwezvivi zvedu uye nezvenyika yose". Ndakakumbira tsitsi kune vese "muzita rekurwadziwa kwake".
Zuva rakatevera, ndichipinda mune imwe imba, ndakanzwa mazwi aya mukati mangu: "Nguva dzose dzaunopinda mukati memusangano, dzokorora kubva pachikumbiriso munamato wandakakudzidzisa nezuro." Dzakafungidzirwa kuti ndine munamato, ndakagamuchira rairo inotevera: «Munamato uyu unosimbisa kutsamwa kwangu, uchaudzana pamusoro pekorona yerosi iyo yaunowanzoshandisa. Iwe unozotanga naBaba Vedu, iwe uchaudza uyu munyengetero: "Baba Vokusingaperi, ini ndinokupa iwe muviri, ropa, mweya uye huMwari hweMwanakomana wako anodikanwa uye naShe wedu Jesu Kristu mukudzikiswa kwezvivi zvedu uye nezvenyika yose" . Pamazamu madiki e Ave Maria, iwe unoenderera mberi uchiti nguva gumi dzakateedzana: "Nekuda kwake kunorwadza, tinzwireiwo ngoni nesu nyika yose". Semhedzisiro, iwe unodzokorora chikumbiro ichi katatu: "Mwari Mutsvene, Mutsvene Anesimba, Mutsvene Asingafi, tinzwireiwo tsitsi nenyika yose".
21. Zvipikirwa. - «Gara uchidzokorora chapter yandakakudzidzisa zuva nezuva. Ani naani anozvibata anowana tsitsi huru panguva yekufa. Vapirisita vanozvirumbidza kune avo vari muzvitadzo petafura yeruponeso. Kunyangwe mutadzi anozvivetera zvakanyanya, kana ukadzokorora chitsa ichi nyangwe kamwe, anozobatsirwa netsitsi dzangu. Ndinoshuva kuti pasi rese rizive. Ndichavonga kuti munhu haatombo nzwisise kune vese vanovimba nengoni dzangu. Ini ndichazombundira nengoni dzangu muhupenyu, uye kunyanya muawa yekufa, mweya iyo ino rangarira iyi chapter ».
22. Mweya wekutanga waponeswa. - Ndakanga ndiri mune imwe sanatorium muPradnik. Pakati pehusiku, ndakaerekana ndamutswa. Ndakaona kuti mweya waive mukuda kwekukurumidza kuti munhu amunamatire. Ndakapinda munzira ndokuona munhu anga atopinda mukurwadziwa. Kamwe kamwe, ndakanzwa izwi iri mukati: "Rangarira chapter icho chandakakudzidzisa." Ndakamhanya kunotora irozari uye, ndakapfugama padhuze neshungu, ndakadzokorora chapter nehukama hwese hwandaikwanisa. Kamwe kamwe, murume uya anofa akavhura maziso ake uye akanditarisa. Chapupu changu chaive chisati chapera uye munhu iyeye anga atopedzwa nehumwe runyararo rwakapendwa kumeso. Ndakanga ndakumbira kuna Ishe nemwoyo wose kuti vachengetedze chivimbiso chakaitwa kwandiri nezve chapter, uye vakazivisa kwandiri kuti pane icho chiitiko aive akachengeta. Wakanga uri mweya wekutanga kuponeswa nekuda kwevimbiso iyi yaIshe.
Kudzokera mukamuri rangu diki, ndakanzwa mazwi aya: «Muawa yekufa, ini ndichadzivirira sechave kukudzwa kwangu mweya umwe neumwe uchadzokorora chapter. Kana mumwe munhu akamurangarira kumurume ari kufa, iye achamugadzirira kanganwirwo imwecheteyo ».
Kana chapoto chitaurwa pamubhedha wemunhu ari kufa, hasha dzaMwari dzinodzikira uye tsitsi dzisingazivikanwe dzinofukidza mweya, nekuti huMwari hweshuwa hunonzwikwa zvikuru nekuitwa zvakare kwehukasha hunorwadza hweMwanakomana wake.
23. Kubatsira kukuru kune agonizer. -Ndinoda kuti munhu wese anzwisise kuti iguru ngoni dzaIshe, dzinove yakakosha kune wese munhu, kunyanya muawa inosarudza kufa. Chapter iyi inobatsira kwazvo kune agonizer. Ini ndinowanzo namatira vanhu vanoziviswa kwandiri mukati uye ndinosimbisa mumunamato kusvika ndanzwa mukati mangu kuti ndawana izvo zvandinokumbira. Kunyanya ikozvino, kana ndiri pano muchipatara ichi, ndinonzwa ndakabatana pamwe nekufa uyo, achipinda mukutambudzika, ndokumbira munamato wangu. Mwari vanondipa mubatanidzwa vega nevaya vava kuda kufa. Munamato wangu hauwanzove nehurefu hwakaenzana nguva. Chero zvazvingaitika, ndakakwanisa kuva nechokwadi chekuti kana kurudziro yekunamata ichitora nguva refu, icho chiratidzo kuti mweya unofanirwa kupfuura mukati mekutambudzika kwenguva refu. Kune mweya, madaro haapo. Ndinoitika kuti ndinowana chinhu chimwe chete ichocho kunyange chinhambwe chemazana emakiromita.
24. Chiratidzo chenguva dzichangopfuura. - Pandaive ndichidzokorora chapter ichi, ndakangoerekana ndonzwa izwi iri: «Magiredhi andichapa kune vanonamata neichi chapati achava akanaka. Nyora kuti ndinoda kuti vanhu vese vazive tsitsi dzangu dzisingaperi. Chikumbiro ichi chiratidzo chenguva dzichangopfuura, shure kwaizvozvo kururamisira kuchauya. Chero bedzi nguva ichiripo, vanhu vanofanirwa kuenda kune kunobva tsitsi dzangu, kuropa nemvura zvakabuda mukuponeswa kwevose ».