Mushure mutsaona asiri mutendi anoshandura pfungwa "Ndakaona hupenyu mushure mekufa"
Mukadzi anorondedzesa kunze-kwe-kwemuviri wake zuva rakashata muTucson
Lesley Lupo akafa kwemaminetsi gumi nemana mushure mekutsikwa-tsikwa nemabhiza "ini ndakasvetuka kunze kwemuviri wangu ndokumira zvingangoita mamaira gumi nemashanu."
Wakambove nezvakamboitika zvinouraya here? Wati wamboona hupenyu hwako hwave kupenya pamberi pemeso ako kana kuti pamwe wekunze-kwemuviri chiitiko?
Makore 31 apfuura, Lesley Lupo akafa kwemaminetsi gumi nemana mushure mekutsikwa-tsikwa nemabhiza, asi ndizvo zvakaitika mumaminetsi gumi nemana mune vanhu vazhinji vanoomerwa nekutenda, nekuti havasi vese vakava nechiitiko chakada kufa.
"Ndasvetuka kunze kwemuviri wangu ndikamira kumira kwemamita gumi nemashanu, uye izvi zvakandishamisa nekuti ini ndakanga ndisina zvido zvemweya," akadaro Wolf, akanyora bhuku racho "Kufema kese kunokosha."
Icho chaive chiitiko chekunze-kwemuviri kune Wolf ane makore makumi mana nemasere, paakatsikwa nemabhiza anopfuura masere papurazi reTucson.
“Handina kunzwisisa kuti chii chaiitika. "Ndakatovhunduka," akadaro Wolf. “Uyezve, kwemamwe masekondi gumi, ndakaona rimwe remabhiza achipururudza, uye munhu wese akatiza, ndikashamisika neizvi uye ndanga ndoda kunonoka, munoziva. Ndakatendeuka, ruoko rwangu rwakapinda mudumbu, mabhiza akamhanya, asi zvino ndiri kudhonza, kurwisa kuti ndisimuke kubva kutsoka dzangu, ndichipopota. "
Wolf haana kunzwa kurwadziwa. Inotsanangudza manzwiro ekunyarara, kunyangwe kurwadza kwemuviri kwaainzwa nemuviri wake.
"Dai mumwe munhu ainditarisa panguva iyoyo, vangadai vakati," mwari wangu, ari kurwadziwa zvakanyanya, uye ini handina kutambura zvachose nekuti ini handina kumunzwa, "akadaro Wolf. “Mabhiza aindirova uye ndakazopedzisira ndarega muviri wangu kubva mudanga ndokuumburuka, uye ndakaziva kuti ndafa, zvapera. Ndakatanga kuseka. "Ndakatarisa ndikatenderedza fenzi uku guruva raive kugadzikana."
Vanhu pavakamhanyira kudivi raLupo kuti vamubatsire, akange achisangana humambo hwakasiyana. Iye anoidana "kumusoro", uye kune vanhu vazhinji, inogona kuve kudenga.
Kuna Lupo, aive asingatende kuti kuna Mwari, yaive nyonganiso.
"Tucson achangotanga kupera simba," akadaro Lupo. "Yakatanga - kufamba kwakandipoteredza, uye kamwe kamwe, ndiri mudondo." Yakanga yakaita sango oak ine rwizi kumashure kwangu, uye pakanga paine mafungu uye moss, uye yaive yakawanda, yakaremara, uye kugadzikana kwandainzwa Pasi apo pandakazvitarisa pandakasiya muviri wangu. Kwakanga kwakaita sekubvisa bhandi remuviri iro raive rakakura saizi shoma uye ndokukanda pamubhedha. Ndaiita senge ndowa. "
Wolf akarangarira kusangana nevanhu vaakange asati akambosangana navo, asi vamwe vanhu vanoti vanoona hama dzemushakabvu dzavasati vamboonana, kana kutombonzwa nezve zviitiko.
"Izvi zvinogona kusimbiswa nekuenda uye kutsvaga ruzivo uye kutaura chokwadi kuti munhu apfuura munhu uyu asati aziva izvi uye akanzwa kuti asangana naye mune zvavakaona." Ichi ichokwadi chechisimba (sic), "akadaro Chuck Switzerlandrock, pamwe neInternational Association for Near Death Studies.
Zvakaitika izvi zvaive zvisiri nyore kudzokera. Wolf akadaro akanzwa kusurukirwa. Kune imwe, zvaive zvakaomarara mumuviri uye zvichirwadza, nekuti hapana akamutenda.
"Yaive rwendo rwangu kukwira kumusoro uye ndaida kutaura nezvazvo nemunhu wese," akadaro Wolf. "Zvakanaka, chiremba wangu akafunga kuti ndecheka." Ini ndakanga ndisina chekuita nemushonga uye ndaisave chidhakwa. Kunyangwe mune zvimwe zvinamato zvakarongeka, hapana munhu anoda kunzwa nezvazvo, kunyangwe kana uchigona kuti hungu, Ndinoziva nezvekudenga, ndanga ndiripo, nekuti munhu wese anokubata senge unopenga. "
Kwemakore mazhinji, vanhu vaifunga kuti yaive chirwere chepfungwa kana kufungidzira, asi kana vanhu vakatarisa maitiro eaya maviri, pane zvimwe zvikamu zvakafanana. Nekudaro, kana uchitarisa chimiro chechirwere chepfungwa uye chiitiko chepedyo-chekufa, hapana nzvimbo yakajairika.
“Semuenzaniso, ndangariro yeiyo chiitiko yakajeka-yakajeka, uye haina kuchinja nekufamba kwenguva. Chaizvoizvo, pane dzimwe nguva, inogona kuve yerudzi rwekuyedza kuteerera kune anoedza kutaura zvese izvo zvinhu, nekuti sezvavanotanga kugovana kekutanga kuwana mvumo, izvo zvacho ndezvo kusimbiswa kwechiitiko. uye zvakanyanya zvavanoyeuka izvo, saka vanogara navo nguva dzose. Tichifunga kuti kana uine fungidziro kana kushungurudzika, zvinhu izvozvo zvinopera mumazuva nemaawa uye havachakwanisa kurangarira nyaya imwechete kaviri, "akadaro Switzerlandrock.
Wolf haasiriye ega munhu akazviona izvi. Muchokwadi, mamirioni avanhu pasi rose akagovana nyaya zvavo. Kunyangwe vanga vaine chiitiko chekunze-chemuviri, vakaona hupenyu hwavo vachipenya pamberi pavo kana kuti vauya kune humambo mushure mekufa, pane mukana wekuti pane chimwe chinhuzve.
“Kana paine munhu anoda kufunga kuti hapana chinhu, wobva wafunga nezvazvo. Iyi ndiyo sarudzo yake, "akadaro Wolf. "Ini handife ndakadzokera kumashure uko."