Chishamiso chakachinja hupenyu hwemusikana mudiki zvachose
Saint Teresa weLisieux hazvina kumbobvira zvafanana mushure mekisimusi 1886.
Therese Martin aive mwana akasindimara uye ane mwana. Amai vake Zelie vainetseka zvakanyanya pamusoro pake neramangwana rake. Akanyora mutsamba kuti: "Kana ari Therese, hapana kutaurwa kuti zvichamira sei, achiri mudiki uye asina hanya ... kuomesa musoro kwake kunenge kusingakundike. Kana akati kwete, hapana chinochinja pfungwa dzake; unogona kuisiya mudura zuva rese usingamuite kuti ati hongu. Anotoda kurara ipapo ”.
Chimwe chinhu chaifanira kuchinja. Kana zvisina kudaro, Mwari ndivo chete vanoziva zvingadai zvakaitika.
Rimwe zuva, zvakadaro, Therese akaronga chiitiko chinoshandura hupenyu, chakaitika paKisimusi Eva 1886, sezvakarondedzerwa muhupenyu hwake Nyaya yeMweya.
Aive nemakore gumi nematatu uye aive akaomesa moyo netsika dzechisimusi dzemwana kusvika panguva iyoyo.
“Pandakasvika kumba kuLes Buissonnets kubva pakati pehusiku, ndakaziva kuti ndaifanirwa kutsvaga bhutsu pamberi pechoto, izere nezvipo, sezvandaigara ndichiita kubva ndichiri mudiki. Saka, iwe unoona, ndakanga ndichiri kubatwa semusikana mudiki ”.
“Baba vangu vaida kuona kufara kwandakaita uye kunzwa kuchema kwangu kwemufaro apo pandakavhura chipo chega chega uye mufaro wavo wakandifadza. Asi yaive nguva yekuti Jesu andirape kubva paudiki hwangu; kunyange mufaro usina mhosva wehudiki waizopera. Akabvumidza baba vangu kuti vanzwe hasha gore rino, pane kundikanganisa, uye pandakafamba ndichikwira masitepisi, ndakamunzwa achiti, "Teresa aifanira kunge akunda zvinhu izvi zvese, uye ndinovimba ino ichave iri nguva yekupedzisira.". Izvi zvakandibaya mwoyo, uye Céline, uyo aiziva kuti ndakanga ndakashatirwa zvakadii, akazevezera kwandiri achiti: 'Usaburuka ipapo; uchachema chete kana ukavhura zvipo zvako izvozvi pamberi pababa '”.
Kazhinji Therese aingoita izvozvo chete, kuchema sekacheche munzira yake yenguva dzose. Zvisinei, panguva ino yakanga yakasiyana.
“Asi ini ndakanga ndisisina kufanana Teresa; Jesu akange andichinja zvachose. Ndakadzora misodzi yangu uye, ndichiedza kudzivirira moyo wangu kumhanya, ndakamhanyira kudzimba yekudyira. Ndakatora shangu dzangu ndokuburitsa nemufaro zvipo zvangu, ndichigara ndichitaridza kufara, samambokadzi. Baba vanga vasisina kuita sevane hasha manje uye vave kunakirwa. Asi uku kwaive kusiri kurota ”.
Therese akange awanazve zvachose hushingi hwaakange arasa aine makore mana nehafu ekuberekwa.
Therese anozozvidaidza kuti "chishamiso cheKisimusi" uye yakaratidza shanduko muhupenyu hwake. Zvakamusundidzira kumberi muhukama hwake naMwari, uye makore maviri gare gare akabatana nechisungo chemamanoni eKarmelite.
Akaona chishamiso sechiito chenyasha dzaMwari chakafukidza mweya wake, zvichimupa simba neushingi hwekuita izvo zvaive zvechokwadi, zvakanaka uye zvakanaka. Chakanga chiri chipo chake cheKisimusi kubva kuna Mwari uye chakachinja nzira yaanosvika nayo kuhupenyu.
Teresa akazonzwisisa zvaaifanira kuita kuda Mwari zvakanyanya uye akasiya nzira dzake dzehucheche kuti ave mwanasikana wechokwadi waMwari.