Yedu Mukadzi anotendera Lucia kunyora chakavanzika uye anomupa iye mutsva zviratidzo

Mhinduro yainge yakamirirwa kwenguva refu kubva kuna bhishopi weLeiria yakanonoka kusvika uye akanzwa chisungo chekuyedza kuita zvakatemwa. Kunyangwe achizeza, uye achitya kusabudirira zvakare, izvo zvakamusiya achinetseka zvechokwadi, akaedzazve uye akatadza. Ngatione kuti mutambo uyu unotiudza sei:

Pandakanga ndakamirira mhinduro, muna Ndira 3, 1 ndakapfugama padyo nemubhedha uyo, dzimwe nguva, unoshanda setafura yekunyora, uye ndakaedza zvakare, ndisingakwanise kuita chero chinhu; chakanyanya kundifadza ndechekuti ndaigona kunyora nyore nyore chero chimwe chinhu. Ndakazokumbira Mukadzi Wedu kuti andizivise kuti kuda kwaMwari chii. Uye ndakaenda kuchechi: yaive nguva yechina masikati, inguva yandaimboenda kunoshanyira Sakaramende Yakaropafadzwa, nekuti yaive nguva yandaka kazhinji anenge ari oga, uye handizive kuti sei, asi ndinofarira kugara ndega naJesu mutabernakeri.

Ndakapfugama pamberi pechitsiko cheatari yeChidimbu ndokukumbira Jesu kuti andizivise kuti kuda kwake chii. Ndaijaira seni ndaive nekutenda kuti mirairo yevakuru ndeye kutaura kusingarambiki kwekuda kwaMwari, handina kukwanisa kutenda kuti izvi zvaive zvisiri. Uye ndakavhiringidzika, hafu yakanyura, pasi pehuremu hwegore rakasviba raiita kunge rakarembera pamusoro pangu, nechiso changu mumaoko angu, ndakamirira, ndisingazive mhinduro. Ipapo ndakanzwa ruoko rwehukama, rwerudo uye rwaamai ruchibata bendekete rangu, ndakasimudza musoro ndokuona Amai vanodiwa vekudenga. «Usatya, Mwari aida kuratidza kuteerera kwako, kutenda uye kuzvininipisa; dzikama uye nyora zvavanokuraira, zvisinei kwete izvo zvaunopihwa kuti unzwisise zvazvinoreva. Mushure mekuinyora, isai muhamvuropu, muvhare moisa mucherechedzo mozonyora panze kuti inogona kuvhurwa chete muna 1960 nemutungamiriri wechifundisi weLisbon kana nabhishopi weLeiria ”.

Uye ndakanzwa mweya wazadzwa nechakavanzika chechiedza chinova Mwari uye maAri ndakaona nekunzwa - muromo wepfumo rakaita semurazvo unotambanuka kusvika wabata demo repasi uye uchisvetuka: makomo, maguta, mataundi nemisha ine vageremo vakavigwa. Gungwa, nzizi uye makore anobuda mumahombekombe, achifashukira, achifashukira nekukwevera huwandu husingaverengeke hwedzimba nevanhu vavanaye muvortex: ndiko kunatswa kwenyika kubva muchivi icho chakanyudzwa mairi. Ruvengo uye chinzvimbo zvinokonzeresa hondo inoparadza! Mukurova kwemoyo kwakamhanyisa uye mumweya mangu ndakanzwa kuzhambatata kwezwi rinotapira raiti: «Kwemazana emakore, kutenda kumwe, kubhabhatidza kumwe, Chechi imwe, mutsvene, mukatorike, mupostori. Nokusingaperi, Kudenga! ». Izwi rekuti Kudenga rakazadza mweya wangu nerunyararo nemufaro, kusvika padanho rekuti, ndisingazvizive, ndakaramba ndichidzokorora kwenguva yakareba: «Denga! Denga!". Pakangopfuura iro simba rinoshamisa rinoshamisa ndakatanga kunyora uye ndakazviita pasina kunetseka, musi waNdira 3, 1944, ndakapfugama, ndakazendama pamubhedha waishanda setafura yangu.

Kwayaka: Rwendo ruri pasi pekutarisa kwaMaria - Biography yaSista Lucy - OCD Editions (peji 290)