Lourdes: hukuru hwechidiki Bernadette
Hukuru hwaBernadette mudiki
Handisi kukufadza iwe munyika ino, asi mune inotevera!
Izvi zvaakanga anzwa kubva kuna "Mukadzi akapfeka chena" uyo pa11 Kukadzi 1858 akange azviratidza kwaari mubako reMassabielle. Aive musikana wemakore gumi nemana chete, asingagoni kuverenga nekunyora uye ari murombo mupfungwa dzese, nekuda kwekushomeka kwehupfumi huripo kumhuri, zvese nekuda kwehungwaru hwake hushoma, uye nekuda kwehutano husina kunaka uhwo, nekuramba achirwisa asima, akaita. usamutendera kufema. Sebasa aifudza makwai uye nguva yake yaingove yekutandara yaive rozari yaaiverenga zuva nezuva, achiwana kunyaradzwa nekushamwaridzana nayo. Zvakadaro zvaive chaizvo kwaari, musikana sezviri pachena "kuraswa" maererano nemafungiro enyika, kuti Mhandara Maria akazvipa zita iro Chechi, makore mana apfuura, rakaziviswa sedzidziso: Ini ndiri Immaculate Conception. , iyo yaakataura pane imwe yezviratidziro 14 izvo Bernadette aiva nazvo munzvimbo iyoyo pedyo neLourdes, nyika yaakaberekerwa. Zvakare Mwari akanga asarudza munyika “izvo zvoupenzi kunyonganisa vakachenjera” (ona 18VaKorinde 1), achipidigura mipimo yose yokuyera noukuru hwomunhu. Ndiwo mutoo wakadzokororwa nokufamba kwenguva, kubatanidza mumakore iwayo apo Mwanakomana waMwari amene akasarudza pakati pavaredzi vanozvininipisa navasingazivi Vaapostora ivavo vaifanira kuva vakapfuuridzira basa rake pasi pano, vachipa upenyu kuChechi yokutanga. “Ndinokutendai nokuti kudai kwakanga kune mumwe mukadzi muduku asingakoshi zvikuru kupfuura ini mungadai musina kundisarudza .. . . , akanyora kudaro mukadzi muduku muTestamende yake, achiziva kuti Mwari akasarudza vashandi vake “vane ropafadzo” pakati pevarombo nevaduku.
Bernadette Soubirous akanga akasiyana neakavanzika; ake, sezvambotaurwa, aingova noungwaru hunoshanda hune ndangariro shoma. Kunyange zvakadaro haana kumbozvipikisa paakataura zvaakanga aona uye kunzwa "mubako naMadzimai akapfeka nguo chena uye ane ribhoni rekudenga rakasungirirwa muchiuno chake". Sei uchimutenda? Chaizvo nekuti aienderana uye pamusoro pezvose nekuti akange asiri kuzvitsvakira zvakanakira, kana mukurumbira, kana mari! Zvino akaziva sei, mukusaziva kwake kwakadzama, chokwadi chisinganzwisisike uye chakadzama cheImmaculate Conception icho Chechi yakanga ichangosimbisa? Izvi ndizvo chaizvo zvakaita kuti muprista weparish yake abvume.
Asi kana peji itsva yebhuku retsitsi dzaMwari yakanyorerwa nyika (kuzivikanwa kweuchokwadi hwezviratidzo zveLourdes kwakauya makore mana chete gare gare, muna 1862), nzira yekutambudzika uye chitambudzo yakatanga kumuoni akamuperekedza. .kusvikira pakuguma kwoupenyu hwake. Handikuite kuti ufare munyika ino ... Mukadzi akanga asiri kutamba. Nenguva isipi Bernadette akava nyajambwa wokunyumwirwa, kunyombwa, kubvunzurudzwa, pomero dzemarudzi ose, kunyange kusungwa. Haana kumbodavirwa nemunhu: zvaiita here kuti Mukadzi Wedu akanga amusarudza? Musikana wacho haana kumbozvipikisa, asi kuti azvidzivirire kubva pakutsamwa kwakadaro akarayirwa kuti azvivhare muMonastery yeNerves. "Ndauya kuno kuhwanda" akadaro musi waakapfeka ndokunyatsonzvenga kutsvaga ropafadzo kana favour nekuda kwekuti Mwari vaive vamusarudza zvakasiyana zvachose nevamwe. Pakanga pasina ngozi. Handizvo zvaakanga afanooneswa naMadzimai vedu pano pasi...
Kunyange mumusha wemasista, kutaura zvazviri, Bernadette aifanira kuramba achinyadziswa nokusaruramisira, sezvaanopupurira pachake muTestamende yake kuti: “Ndinokutendai nokuzadza zvinovava mwoyo munyoro wamakandipa. nekuda kwekunyomba kwaAmai Mukuru, izwi ravo rine hasha, kusarongeka kwavo, kuseka kwavo uye kunyadziswa, ndinokutendai. Ndinokutendai nekuve chinhu chakaropafadzwa chekuzvidzwa, icho Masisita akati: Iro rombo rakanaka sei kusava Bernadette! ”. Aya ndiwo aive mamiriro epfungwa aakatambira nawo mabatirwo aakange aitwa, kusanganisira kutaura kunorwadza kwaainge anzwa kubva kumukuru wepamusoro apo bhishopi akanga ava kuda kumupa basa: “Zvinorevei kwaari kuti zvakanaka pasina?" Munhu waMwari, haana kumbotya, akapindura kuti: “Mwanasikana wangu, sezvo usina chawakanakira, ndinokupa basa rokunyengetera!”.
Nokuzvipira akamupa basa rimwechete iro Immaculate akanga atomupa kuMassabielle, apo kuburikidza naye akakumbira munhu wose: Kutendeuka, kutendeuka, munyengetero ... Muhupenyu hwake hwose muoni muduku akateerera chido ichi, achinyengetera pakuvanda uye kutsungirira zvose mukati. kubatana neshungu dzaKristu. Akamupa, murugare nerudo, kuti atendeutse vatadzi, maererano nokuda kweMhandara. Zvisinei, mufaro wakadzama wakamuperekedza mukati mamakore mapfumbamwe aakapedza ari pamubhedha, asati afa pazera ramakore 35, akabatwa mukubatwa nechirwere chinoramba chichiwedzera.
Kune avo vaimunyaradza akapindura nenyemwerero imwe cheteyo yakamuvhenekera panguva yokusangana naMadonna: “Maria akanaka kwazvo zvokuti vanomuona vangada kufa kuti vamuone zvakare”. Apo kurwadziwa kwomuviri kwakava kusingatsungiririki, akagomera: "Kwete, handisi kutsvaga zororo, simba chete uye kushivirira." Kuvapo kwake kwenguva pfupi naizvozvo kwakapfuura mukugamuchirwa kwokuzvininipisa kwokutambura ikoko, uko kwakabatira kudzikinura mweya mizhinji kwazvo yaida kuwanazve rusununguko noruponeso. Kudavirwa kwerupo kukokwa kwaaive azviratidza kwaari uye aive ataura naye. Uye achiziva kuti hutsvene hwake hungadai husina kutsamira pakuva neropafadzo yekuona Mukadzi Wedu, Bernadette akapedzisa Testamende yake achiti: “Ndinokutendai, Mwari wangu, nemweya uyu wamandipa, nokuda kwerenje remukati-kati, nokuda kwerima renyu uye. zvizaruro zvenyu, kunyarara kwenyu nokupenya kwenyu; pane zvese, kwauri, usipo kana uripo, ndinokutendai Jesu ”. Stefania Consoli
Kwayaka: Eco di Maria nr. 158