Zuva rekupedzisira rehupenyu hwangu
Nhasi semangwanani ega ega ndakamuka, ndapedza kofi kune yakajairwa bara ini ndakananga kubasa. Zvaiita kunge zuva rakaita senge rakapfuura asi pane kudaro ndakanga ndisingazive kuti zvandaive ndasangana nazvo zuva rekupedzisira rehupenyu hwangu.
Mangwanani-ngwanani mushure mekuita zvese zvandaifamba zuva nezuva ndaitora nguva yekuzorora uye kumwe kutaura nemumwe wangu. Nguva pfupi gare gare kurova kwemoyo wangu kwakatanga kuwedzera, ziya rakaramba richiwedzera uye simba rangu rakakundikana. Sezvo ini ndaikumbira rubatsiro ndakaona kumwe kushushikana pakati pevanhu vakandikomberedza asi ini ndakangoerekana ndaburitswa muchokwadi ichocho. Yechokwadi icho chairarama, kunyangwe dai ndaive muratidziri pachokwadi munhu wese akafunga kundibatsira nekundipa ruoko kubva pakurwara kwangu, ndakararama chokwadi chakasiyana chose.
Ndainzwa kuti mweya wangu wabvutwa kubva mumuviri chokwadi ndakaona muviri wangu uri pamubhedha wekutanga mubhedha wose wakadzikwa uye vanachiremba vaive vachiedza kupora. Chiedza chinotyisa chengirozi chakauya kwandiri uye mumasekondi mashoma chakaita kuti ndione hupenyu hwangu hwese.
Ipapo ndipo chete pandakazoziva kuti ndakanga ndaparadzira huwandu hwehupenyu hwangu. Kufunga kwangu kukurira pamusoro pevamwe, kuwana mari yakawanda uye kuva akanakisa, panguva iyoyo kwakanyangarika munguva diki diki uye ini ndikanzwisisa kuti ndakanga ndatanga nzira isingaoni yehupenyu hwangu.
Chiedza chakajeka chakandiudza kuti “unoona murume akanaka kunyangwe dai uri panyika waikosheswa nebasa rako, waisanzwisisa zvinoreva hupenyu hwako. Mufirimu yehupenyu hwako unoona yakawanda yekushandira zvido zvako asi irwo kupi rudo rusingapere? Hauzvione iwe pachako uchibatsira, uchikumbira kuna Mwari Baba, uchiita chiratidzo chehama. Chii chawakadzidza muhupenyu hwako? Wakagadzirira kugara munyika itsva here kana usati wamboziva rudo nedzidziso zvaMwari Baba? "
Nepo beep yemuchina yaive ichingopfuurira, vanachiremba vanga vandikomberedza kwemaawa uye mweya wangu wanga uchinonoka uye zvishoma nezvishoma ndakafunga munguva dzekupedzisira dzehupenyu hwangu kuti ndione mwanakomana wangu, kwete kutaura zvakanaka asi kungomupa iye dzidziso inonyanya kukosha yandakanga ndisati ndambomupa.
Mwanakomana wangu paakasvika pamubhedha ndakamuudza ndichizevezera "usaite zvandakaita kusvika zvino. Ida mhuri yako, vabereki vako, mukadzi wako, vana vako, shamwari dzako, vaunoshanda navo, ida munhu wese. Mangwanani paunomuka usafunge kuti unofanira kuwana marii asi kuti unofanira kuda zvakadii. Nyemwerera mukati mezuva, usazvineta zvakanyanya, govana chingwa, kumbira Mwari.Pakati pezuva funga nezvevamwe shamwari dzako mukuomerwa uye uvasheedze, ngatinzwe kuswedera kwako. Uye kana vanhu zana vakatambudzika vakaonekwa munzira yako, vabatsire vese. Usavabata zvisina kunaka, ita kunaka kwako uye rudo rwako rive bhenekeri guru rehupenyu hwako. Paunorara manheru, funga nezvezvakanaka iwe zvausina kuita uye vimbisa kuzviita mangwana acho. Paunenge uine mari yakakwana uye uchishanda kuti urarame, usanete zvakanyanya kuzvipa nguva yako wega. Edza kuzvida iwe nyika yezvakanaka ”.
Parizvino kufema kwangu kwainge kwadzikira uye zvishoma nezvishoma asi panguva iyoyo ndakafara ndainzwa kuti nezano randakapihwa mwanangu ndakanga ndaita chinhu chakanyanya kunaka muhupenyu hwangu.
Anodiwa shamwari, ndisati ndambofema mweya wangu wekupedzisira uye ndikasiya nyika ino ndinoda kukuudza kuti "usararame hupenyu hwako hwese pakati pepfungwa dzako. Ziva kuti hupenyu hwako hwarembera neshinda izvozvi. Rarama sekunge raive zuva rako rekupedzisira, rarama nekutevera hunhu hwechokwadi hwevanhu hunoita kuti uve murume ari nani anofara kuve akararama hupenyu hwako. Hupenyu hwangu hwapfuura asi iwe zvino watanga yako, kana uchifanira kuchinja uye upe gwara chairo, saka kana rimwe zuva zviri kuitika kwandiri zvikaitika kwauri ikozvino unozopedza hupenyu hwako usingadembi, uchinyemwerera pamiromo yako, uchichema kubva munhu wese akagadzirira kugara munyika isingaperi yerudo umo iwe haufanire kudzidza chero chinhu kana uchitopa rudo paPasi izvozvi ”.
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