Maria Simma anotaura nesu nezvemweya muPurigatori: anotiudza zvinhu zvataisaziva
Kune vamwewo vana vari mupurigatori here?
ehe, kunyangwe vana vasati vadzidza vanogona kuenda kupurigatori. sezvo mwana achiziva kuti chimwe chinhu hachina kunaka uye achichiita, iye anoita mhosho. zvakasikwa kune vana purigatori haina kureba kana kurwadza, nekuti vanoshaya nzwisiso izere. asi usati mwana haasati anzwisisa! mwana anonzwisisa kupfuura zvatinofunga, ane hana yakanyanya kusimba pane mukuru.
Ndeapi magumo evana vanofa vasina kubhabhatidzwa, nekuzviuraya…?
vana ava zvakare vane "denga"; vanofara, asi havana muono wamwari. zvisinei, ivo vanoziva zvishoma nezve izvi zvekuti vanotenda kuti vakawana zvakanakisa.
ko kuzviuraya? vanotongwa here?
kwete vese, nekuti, muzviitiko zvakawanda, ivo havasi ivo vane basa nezviito zvavo. avo vane mhosva yekuvatyaira kuzviuraya vane basa rakakura.
Nhengo dzeimwe chitendero dzinoendawo kupurigatori here?
hongu, kunyangwe avo vasingatendi mupurigatori. asi ivo havatambure zvakanyanya semaKaturike, nekuti ivo havana masosi enyasha dzatinadzo; hapana mubvunzo, havana mufaro mumwe chete.
mweya iri mupurigatori haigoni kuzviitira chinhu?
kwete, hapana kana chinhu, asi vanogona kutibatsira zvakanyanya kana tikavabvunza.
Tsaona yemumugwagwa muVienna
mweya wakandiudza nyaya iyi: "ndisina kucherechedza mitemo yemumigwagwa, ndakaurayiwa ipapo, muVienna, pandakanga ndiri mudhudhudhu".
Ndakamubvunza kuti: "Wanga wakagadzirira kupinda nekusingaperi here?"
"Ini ndakanga ndisina kugadzirira -says-. asi mwari anopa chero munhu asingamutadzi nekuzvidza nekufungidzira, maminetsi maviri kana matatu kuti akwanise kutendeuka. uye chete avo vanoramba ndivo vanotongwa ».
mweya wakaenderera nekutaura kwawo kunonakidza uye kunodzidzisa: "kana munhu akafa mutsaona, vanhu vanoti yanga iri nguva yake. manyepo: izvi zvinongogona kutaurwa kana munhu akafa pasina mhosva yake. asi maererano nezvirongwa zvamwari, ndingadai ndakakwanisa kurarama makore makumi matatu; ipapo nguva yose yehupenyu hwangu ingadai yakapfuura. '
nokudaro munhu haana mvumo yekuisa hupenyu hwake panjodzi yekufa, kunze kwekunge paine chikonzero.
Zana ramakore mumugwagwa
rimwe zuva, muna1954, kuma14,30: XNUMX masikati, apo ndaive ndichienda kuMarl, ndisati ndapfuura nharaunda yedunhu iri pedyo neyedu, ndakasangana musango mukadzi aive nechitarisiko chakanyanya kuita kunge wezana ramakore. Ndakamumhoresa zvakanaka.
"Unondimhoresei? -machechi-. hapana anondikwazisa zvekare ».
Ndakaedza kumunyaradza ndichiti: "unokodzera kukwaziswa sevamwe vanhu vazhinji."
akatanga kunyunyuta: «hapana munhu anondipa chiratidzo ichi chekunzwira tsitsi zvakare; hapana anondipa chikafu uye ndinofanira kurara munzira. "
Ndakafunga kuti izvi hazvigoneke uye kuti haachafungi. Ndakaedza kumuratidza kuti izvi zvaisaita.
"Asi hongu," akapindura.
Ini ndakabva ndafunga kuti, zvainakidza kukwegura kwake, hapana munhu aida kumuchengeta kwenguva yakareba kudaro, uye ini ndakamukoka kuti azodya nekurara.
"Asi! ... handigoni kubhadhara," akadaro.
ipapo ndakaedza kumufadza ndichiti: "Hazvina basa, asi iwe gamuchira izvo zvandinokupa: handina imba yakanaka, asi zvichave nani pane kurara munzira".
akabva anditenda: «Mwari vadzorere! ikozvino ndasunungurwa »ndokunyangarika.
kusvika panguva iyoyo ndakanga ndisati ndanzwisisa kuti aive mweya mupurigatori. zvirokwazvo, panguva yehupenyu hwake hwepanyika, iye akaramba mumwe munhu waaifanira kunge akabatsira, uye kubva parufu rwake aifanira kumirira mumwe munhu kuti amupe iye zvaakange aramba kune vamwe.
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kusangana muchitima
"unondiziva?" mweya uri mupurigatori wakandibvunza. Ndaifanira kupindura kwete.
“Asi watondiona kare: muna 1932 wakatora rwendo neni kuhoro. Ndakanga ndiri mufambi wako ».
Ndakamurangarira chaizvo: murume uyu akashoropodza zvinonzwika, muchitima, kuchechi uye chitendero. kunyangwe ndaingova nemakore 17, ndakazvitora pamoyo ndikamuudza kuti anga asiri murume akanaka, nekuti aizvidza zvinhu zvitsvene.
"Iwe uri mudiki kwazvo kuti undidzidzise chidzidzo - akapindura kuti azvipembedze -".
"Zvisinei, ndakangwara kupfuura iwe," ndakapindura neushingi.
akadzikisa musoro wake ndokusazotaura zvimwe. paakadzika chitima, ndakanamata kuna ishe wedu: "Usarega mweya uyu uchirasika!"
«Munamato wako wakandiponesa - wakagumisa mweya wepurigatori -. dai pasina izvozvo ndingadai ndakatukwa ».
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