Medjugorje: kubva kumutadzi kuenda kumuranda waMwari
Kubva kumutadzi kuva muranda waMwari
Mukutanga kwaMbudzi 2004, ndakaenda kuUnited States kumisangano yakawanda yeminamato nemakoniferensi. Ikoko ndakavawo nemukana wekunzwa hufakazi hwevanhu vakatendeuka kutenda Medjugorje, zvese nekushanya uye kuburikidza nemabhuku. Kwandiri ichi chaive chimwezve chiratidzo chekuti Mwari ari kushanda zvakanyanya nhasi. Ndinoona sezvinokosha kuti munhu wose azive nezvazvo, kuitira kuti ashinge uye asimbise kutenda kwake. Pasi apa unogona kuverenga uchapupu hwemupristi wechidiki pamusoro pekutendeuka kwake kunoshamisa.
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“Zita rangu ndiDonald Calloway uye ndakaberekerwa kuWest Virginia. Panguva iyoyo vabereki vangu vaigara mukusaziva zvachose. Sezvo vakanga vasingafariri kutenda kwechiKristu, havana kana kundibvumira kubhapatidza. Mushure menguva diki vabereki vangu vakaparadzana. Hapana chandakadzidza, kana nezvetsika dzetsika, kana nezvemusiyano wezvakanaka nezvakaipa. Ndakanga ndisina nheyo. Murume wechipiri akaroorwa naamai vangu akanga asiriwo muKristu, asi aingove aingoshandisa zvisina kufanira amai vangu. Akanwa achitevera vakadzi. Ndiye aifanira kutsigira mhuri, saka akapinda muuto reNavy. Izvi zvaireva kuti ndaifanira kumbondisiya nemurume uyu. Akatorwa mwoyo uye mhuri yedu yaitofanira kutama. Amai vangu nababa vokurera vairwa nguva dzose ndokuzoparadzana.
Amai vangu vakanga vava kufambidzana nomumwe murume akanga akafanana navo, akanga ari muuto reChiuto. Handina kuzvifarira. Akanga akasiyana nevamwe varume vake. Akanga akasiyanawo nehama dzangu dzose dzechirume. Paakauya kuzotiona akabva auya akapfeka uniform uye airatidza kushambidzika chaizvo. Akandiunzirawo zvipo. Asi ndakavaramba ndofunga mai vangu varikukanganisa. Zvisinei aimuda uye vaviri ava vakanga vakaroorana. Saka chimwe chinhu chitsva chakapinda muhupenyu hwangu. Murume uyu aiva muKristu uye aipinda chechi yeEpiscopal. Chokwadi ichi chaive chisina basa neni uye ini ndaive ndisina basa nazvo. Akanditora, uye vabereki vake vakafunga kuti zvino ndaigona kubhabhatidzwa. Nokuda kwechikonzero ichi ndakagamuchira Rubhabhatidzo. Pandakanga ndava nemakore gumi, ndakaberekwa neimwe hama uye yakabhabhatidzwawo. Zvisinei, kwandiri Rubhabhatidzo haruna kureva chinhu. Nhasi ndoda murume uyu zvakanyanya sababa uye ndinomudana saizvozvo.
Sezvo vabereki vangu vakanga vachitamiswa, taifanira kutama nguva dzose, kubatanidza kutamira kuSouthern California neJapan. Ndakanga ndisingazivi Mwari, ndakaramba ndichirarama upenyu hwechivi uye ndaingofunga nezvevaraidzo yangu. Ndainyepa, ndainwa doro, ndainakidzwa nevasikana uye ndakapindwa muropa nezvinodhaka (heroin neLSD).
MuJapan ndakatanga kuba. Amai vangu vakatambura zvisingaite nekuda kwangu uye vakafa nemarwadzo, asi handina kuita hanya nazvo. Mumwe mukadzi akanga audzwa zvakavanzika naamai vangu akamupa zano rokukurukura zvinhu zvose izvi nomupristi weKaturike pamuzinda wemauto. Iyi ndiyo yaive kiyi yekutendeuka kwake. Kwaive kutendeuka kunoshamisa uye zvechokwadi Mwari vakapinda muhupenyu hwake.
Nemhaka youpenyu hwangu hwakashata, amai vangu neni taifanira kudzokera kuUnited States, asi nemhaka yokuti ndakanga ndatanga kudzungaira, vakamanikidzirwa kubva muJapan vari voga. Pavakazondibata, ndakadzingwa munyika. Ndakazadzwa noruvengo uye ndaida kudzokera kuupenyu hwangu hwekare muAmerica. Pamwe chete nababa vangu, ndakaenda kuPennsylvania. Amai vangu vakatikwazisa vachichema vari pa airport. Akati, “O, Donnie! Ndinokuda. Ndafara kukuona uye ndakakutyira zvakanyanya! Ndakamusundira kure ndokumutsiura achiridza mhere. Mai vangu vakatombova neshungu, asi ini ndakanga ndisingaoni rudo.
Ndaifanira kuenda kuchipatara.
Kuno vakaedza kundiudza chimwe chinhu pamusoro porudzidziso, asi ndakatiza. Zvakare hapana chandakanga ndadzidza nezvechitendero. Munguvayi vabereki vangu vakanga vatendeukira zvirokwazvo kuchitendero cheKaturike. Handina kuita hanya nazvo ndokuenderera mberi neupenyu hwangu hwekare, asi mukati maiva musina chinhu. Ndaingoenda kumba kana ndanzwa kuda. Ndaive nehuori. Rimwe zuva ndakawana muhomwe yebhachi rangu menduru neNgirozi Mukuru Gabriel, iyo amai vangu vakanga vapindamo muchivande. Ipapo ndakafunga kuti: "Hazvina maturo sei!". Upenyu hwangu hwaifanira kunge huri hupenyu hwerudo rwakasununguka, uye panzvimbo pacho ndakanga ndichirarama hupenyu hwerufu.
Ndava nemakore gumi nematanhatu ndakabva pamba ndikaedza kuramba ndichiita mabasa asinganzwisisike, asi sezvo ndaisada kushanda, ndakapisawo mukana iwoyo. Pakupedzisira ndakadzokera kuna amai vangu, avo vakaedza kutaura neni pamusoro pechitendero cheKaturike, asi chokwadi ndakanga ndisingadi kuziva chinhu chipi nechipi pamusoro pacho. Kutya kwakawedzera kupinda muhupenyu hwangu. Ndaityawo kuti mapurisa aizondisunga. Humwe usiku ndakagara mumba mangu ndikaziva kuti upenyu kwandiri hwaireva rufu.
Ndakaenda kuchitoro chemabhuku evabereki vangu kuti nditarise mimwe mifananidzo yemabhuku. Ndakasangana nebhuku rakanzi: "Mambokadzi weRunyararo anoshanyira Medjugorje". Chaiva chii? Ndakatarisa mifananidzo ndikaona vana vatanhatu vakapeta maoko. Ndakafadzwa ndikatanga kuverenga.
"Vaoni vatanhatu pavanoona Mhandara Mutsvene Maria". Aiva ani? Ndakanga ndisati ndambonzwa nezvavo.Pakutanga ndaisanzwisisa mashoko andaiverenga. Eucharist, Chirairo Chitsvene, Sakaramende Yakaropafadzwa yeAtari neRosary zvairevei? Ndakaramba ndichiverenga. Maria anofanira kuva Amai vangu here? Pamwe vabereki vangu vakanganwa kundiudza chimwe chinhu? Mariya akataura nezvaJesu, akati Iye munhu chaiye, kuti ndiMwari, uye kuti akafira vanhu vose pamuchinjikwa, kuti avaponese. Akataura nezveChechi, uye sezvaaitaura nezvayo, handina kumborega kushamiswa. Ndakaona kuti ichocho chaiva chokwadi uye kuti kusvikira panguva iyoyo ndakanga ndisati ndambonzwa chokwadi! Akataura kwandiri pamusoro poUyo aigona kundishandura, nezvaJesu! Ndaivada amai ava. Husiku hwose ndakaverenga bhuku racho uye mangwanani akatevera upenyu hwangu hwakanga husina kumbofanana. Mangwanani-ngwanani, ndakaudza amai vangu kuti ndaifanira kutaura nomupristi weRoma. Akabva afonera mupristi wacho. Mupristi akandivimbisa kuti pashure peMisa Tsvene ndaigona kutaura naye. Nepo muprista, mukati mokutsaura, akataura mashoko okuti: “Uyu ndiwo muviri wangu, wakapiwa sechibayiro nokuda kwenyu!”, Ndakadavira zvakasimba muuchokwadi hwaaya mashoko. Ndakatenda muhuvepo hwaJesu chaihwo uye ndaifara zvisingaite. Kutendeuka kwangu kwakaramba kuchifambira mberi. Ndakapinda mune imwe nzanga ndikadzidza zvechitendero. Pakupedzisira, muna 2003, ndakagadzwa kuva mupristi. Munharaunda yangu mune vamwe vapfumbamwe vakamirira hufundisi vakatendeuka vakawana basa ravo kuburikidza neMedjugorje".
Jesu, Muponesi wedu neMudzikinuri, akaburitsa jaya iri mugehena uye akamuponesa nenzira inoshamisa. Iye zvino ari kufamba munzvimbo nenzvimbo achiparidza. Anoda kuti vanhu vose vazive kuti Jesu anogona kuita mutadzi mukuru muranda waMwari.
Zvose zvinogoneka naMwari! Ngatibvumirei Mwari, kubudikidza nokurevererwa kweMhandara Mutsvene Maria, kuti atitungamirirewo kwaari! Uye tinotarisira kuti isuwo tichakwanisa kuipupurira.
Kwakabva: Medjugorje - Kukokwa kumunamato