Medjugorje "wapora rurimi rwangu wavhura maziso angu"
WAKAPORESA RUMI RWANGU MAKAKONA MAZISO ANGU
Ndaive nemakore makumi maviri, ndaigara munzvimbo yechiKristu asi ndisina Kristu mumoyo mangu. Ndichisundwa nemamiriro ekuderera nekuda kwekukakama, ndakatsvaga alibi mumabhuku epfungwa, self-hypnosis, occultism. Zvino, zvese zvakatorwa nechishuwo chekuvandudza mamwe masimba epfungwa anozoita kuti ndikunde mamiriro angu, ndakasangana ne "kusunungura" uzivi hwekumabvazuva! Hapana akanga andiudza kuti ndiye oga “anoporesa kurwara kwako kwose, anoponesa upenyu hwako paguva uye anogutsa mazuva ako nezvinhu zvakanaka” asi iwe “unovandudza uduku hwako segondo” ( Pisarema 20 ).
Nguva dzose mukutsvaga kubudirira, ndakatenda kuti ndakawana chiziviso changu munharaunda yeLFT yakafuridzirwa nehuchenjeri hwetantric. Izvezvi ndakasiya zvese, kunyangwe chitoro chemuriwo. Ndaidavira guru ravo (mudzidzisi) Shree Anandamurti, musungwa muIndia, aifanira kuva mukuru wenguva dzokupedzisira. Naizvozvo kurava nokungwarira magwaro eTao aBhagwan navamwe kwamakore maviri kwakachinja chose chose ndangariro yangu ndokuita kuti ndirase kutenda kwangu kweKaturike uye gare gare ndikasvika mumabhuku aRa kutendawo kuvapo kwaMwari uye kwomweya pashure porufu.
Ndakashanda nguva yakazara kwavari muchitoro chezviyo. Mamongi echiKaturike aitigamuchira nokuda kwokuzorora kwedu kaviri pagore! Ndakanga ndiine marwadzo erufu, kushupika kwekufamba kwehupenyu, ndakasiya zvekuzvivaraidza uye kamera kuti ndizvishaise basa: Ndaida kuve mumongi weZen, humwe huzivi hwekumabvazuva pedyo neBuddhism.
Asi Amai vakanditarisa ndokundiita kuti ndisangane neboka rerudo uye… bhuku riri paMedjugorje: Ndaida kuratidza kuna amai vangu neni pachangu kuti manyepo. Saka ndakakumbirwa kuti ndiende kuMedjugorje kuti ndinozvisimbisa nazvo, asiwo kuda kuziva kusinganzwisisike. Yakanga iri Manheru eKisimusi '84. Pamberi pechifananidzo chakashata muchechi yevadziviriro ndakatanga kunzwa zvakashata muboka revanhu: ndakanga ndisingadi kugara pasi kana kupfugama. Ndakaramba kusvika pakufa uye ndikagunun'una: "Kana uri iwe, ndiregerere uye uye ndibatsire". Huipi hwakapotsa hwanyangarika. Panguva yemisa muItaly ndakanzwa chido chikuru chekugamuchira Chirairo kunyange zvazvo ndainzwa sehove yabuda mumvura. Misa ichingopera ndakatsvaga anoreurura, ndakanzwa ndasunungurwa uye mumurindiro weKisimusi ndakagamuchira Jesu.
Zuva rakatevera ndakanzwa inzwi: "Hauna kufanira asi ndinokuda." Ndakatanga kugamuchira Yukaristiya mazuva ose. Kumusha ndakanga ndakatsunga kuputsa uzivi, kusashandisa mazana ezviuru zvemari parotari nemadziva enhabvu: 10.000 XNUMX bedzi pazvizhinji. Ndakarovha kamwe chete ndikanzwa kuti hazvichaiti. Yakanga iri sarudzo itsva uye yakasimba. Ekaristiya chete mazuva ese yaikwanisa kundibatsira kuchinja mafungiro angu, mushure mekudzidziswa kwehuzivi: Nyasha dzaMwari dzakakunda mamiriro ese epfungwa. Ndadzoka kuchitoro changu, ndinopinda boka remunamato kure nepamba kaviri pasvondo. Hapana tsvakiridzo yehurema hwekutanga. ndiri murugare. Munamato unozadza zuva rangu. Ndinonamatira uye ndinotambura nekuda kwevarume. Ndinongomirira kugutsurira kubva kuna Jehovha nezveramangwana rangu asi handina chimwe chido. Aya ndiwo matauriro aClaudio, anobva kuX., kuti - semazuva ese tinoda kuzivikanwa naMwari chete.
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