Nhau: "mushure mekusungwa kwemoyo ndaive Kudenga, ndichakuudza kuti zvakamira sei"

Rimwe zuva munaGunyana, Charlotte Holmes akatarisa kubva kumusoro sevashandi vekurapa gumi nevaviri vakakomba mubhedha wake wechipatara uye vakarwa zvinegamba kuti vamudzose kubva kuvakafa. Mumwe mushandi akamuradzika pamubhedha, achiendesa kumanikidza pachipfuva vamwe vachipa zvinodhaka, vakagadzirisa mamonitor, uye vakadaidza kuverenga. Mukona yekamuri, Charlotte akaona murume wake Danny akatarisa, ega uye achitya.

Zvadaro, akabvisa chinonhuwira zvinoshamisa kwazvo chaakambonzwa kunhuhwirira. Uye nezvazvo, denga rakazaruka pamberi pake. Charlotte, aigara naDanny kuMammoth kwemakore 48, akarapwa muchipatara mazuva matatu apfuura muCox South Hospital muStarfield mushure mekuenda kunoongororwa nana chiremba wemwoyo uye akatumirwa chaiko kuchipatara yakanga yawedzera na 234/134.

"Ndakagara ndiine matambudziko ne BP, uye ndakamboenda kuchipatara kaviri kana katatu pavakandiisa pamushonga weIV kuti ndidzikise," akadaro. “Nguva iyoyo, munaGunyana, ndanga ndiripo kwemazuva matatu uye ndakange ndakasungirirwa kune vese vatariri vemitaro yemwoyo. Vakanga vachangobva kundipa sipo yekugezera mumubhedha wangu uye vaive vakandipfekedza jasi rechipatara rakachena pazvakaitika. Hapana chandinorangarira kubva panguva iyoyo, asi Danny akati ndangodonha uye mumwe wevanamukoti akati, “Ah Mwari wangu, haasi kufema. ""

Danny akazomuudza kuti maziso ake aive akavhurika uye airatidzika kunge akatarisa. Mukoti akamhanya achibuda mumba ndokudaidza kodhi, achitungamira boka revarapi vachimhanyira kupinda mumba. Mumwe akasimuka pamubhedha ndokutanga kumanikidza chipfuva.

"Ndafunga kuti handisi kuenda newe kumba," Danny akamuudza gare gare.

Iyo yaive nguva, akadaro Charlotte, apo "ndakabuda pamusoro pemuviri wangu. Ndakanga ndakatarisa pasi pane zvese. Ndakaona vachindishandira pamubhedha. Ndaigona kuona Danny akamira pakona. "

Ndipo pakazouya kunhuhwirira kwakanaka.

“Kunhuhwirira kwakanakisa uye kunoshamisa, hapana kana chinhu chandati ndambonzwa. Ndiri munhu ane maruva; Ndinoda maruva uye paive nemaruva aya aive nekakunhuwirira kausingatombo fungidzira, ”akadaro.

Maruva acho aive chikamu chechiitiko chakangoerekana chaitika pamberi pake. "Mwari vandiendesa kunzvimbo inopfuura chero chinhu chandakambofungidzira," akadaro. “Ndakavhura maziso ndikashamisika. Paive nemapopoma, makomo, makomo, nharaunda dzakanaka. Uye paive nemumhanzi wakanyanya kunaka, senge ngirozi dzaiimba uye vanhu vachiimba navo, vachizorora zvakadaro. Huswa, miti nemaruva zvakazungunuswa munguva nemumhanzi. "

Akabva aona ngirozi. “Kwaive nengirozi dzinoverengeka, asi idzi dzaive dzakakura, uye mapapiro adzo aikwira. Ivo vaitora bapiro uye kurifuridzira, uye ini ndainzwa mhepo kumeso kwangu kubva kumapapiro engirozi, ”akadaro.

“Unoziva, tese takafungidzira kuti kudenga kuchange kwakaita sei. Asi izvi… izvi zvaive zvakapetwa kane miriyoni kupfuura chero chinhu chandingafungidzira, ”akadaro Charlotte. "Ndakashamisika."

Akabva aona "madhoo egoridhe, uye nechemberi kwawo, vakamira vachinyemwerera vachindisimudzira ruoko, vaive amai vangu, baba vangu nehanzvadzi yangu."

Amai vaCharlotte, Mabel Willbanks, vaive nemakore makumi mashanu nemashanu pavakafa nechirwere chemwoyo. Hanzvadzi yaCharlotte, Wanda Carter, aive nemakore makumi matanhatu apo iyewo akarwara nemoyo ndokufa akarara. Baba vake, Hershel Willbanks, vakamborarama makore makumi masere asi vakazofa "rufu runosiririsa" kubva kumatambudziko emapapu, akadaro.

Asi ipapo vaive, vachingomunyemwerera kwaari kupfuura masuo egoridhe, uye vachitaridzika vachifara uye vaine hutano. “Vakanga vasina magirazi uye vakatarisa makore makumi mana ekuberekwa. Vakafara kundiona, ”akadaro Charlotte.

Paive zvakare nehama yake Darrell Willbanks, anga anga akaita sehama kwaari. Darrell akarasikirwa negumbo asati afa nematambudziko emoyo. Asi heko iye, akamira nemakumbo maviri akanaka uye achimukwazisa nemufaro.

Chiedza chinopofumadza chinodhonzera kubva kumashure kwevadikani uye nechaunga chikuru chevanhu vakamira navo. Charlotte ane chokwadi chekuti mwenje aive Mwari.

Aive achitendeuka musoro wake kuti aponese maziso ake - mwenje waipenya kwazvo - apo chimwe chinhu chakamubata. Aive mwana, mwana. "Yaivapo pamberi paamai nababa vangu," akadaro.

Kwechinguva, Charlotte akavhiringidzwa. Iye mukomana uya aive ani? akashamisika. Asi pakangosvika mubvunzo uyu mupfungwa, akanzwa Mwari achipindura.

Aive iye nemwanakomana waDanny, mwana akabvisa makore makumi mana apfuura apo aive nemwedzi mishanu nehafu aine pamuviri.

“Saka, havana kurega kuti ubate mwana kana kumuviga pawakabvisa nhumbu kwenguva yakareba. Ivo vakangomutsigira uye vakamuudza: "Iye mwana." Uye ndizvozvo chete. Yakanga yapera. Ndakapfuura nekuora moyo kwenguva refu uye kwakadzika mushure mekubvisa nhumbu, ndichishuvira kuti dai ndakazvidzora, ”akadaro.

Achiona mwanakomana wake mudiki akamira nevabereki vake, akati, "Ndanga ndisingachamiriri kumuchengeta. Ndakanga ndarasa. "

Izvo zvese zvainakidza, denga raive. Uye, kunze kwemikova yegoridhe, akanzwa Mwari achiti, "Titambire kumba".

“Asi ipapo, ndakadzora musoro wangu kubva pachiedza chakajeka zvakare ndokutarisa pamusoro pefudzi rangu. Uye kwaive naDanny naChrystal naBrody naShai, ”akadaro nezvake nemwanasikana waDanny Chrystal Meek nevana vake vakura Brody naShai. “Vanga vachichema uye zvakandirwadza pamoyo. Isu tinoziva kuti hakuna kurwadziwa kudenga, asi ini ndakanga ndisina kupinda nemikova. Ini ndakanga ndisipo ipapo. Ndakafunga madiro andaida kuita kuti Shai achate naBrody achiroorwa kuti ndinyatsoona kuti vakanaka here. "

Panguva iyoyo akanzwa Mwari vachimuudza kuti aive nesarudzo. “Unogona kugara kumba kana kuti unogona kudzokera. Asi kana ukadzokera kumashure, iwe unofanirwa kutaurira nyaya yako. Iwe unofanirwa kutsanangura zvawakaona nekutaura meseji yangu, uye meseji iyi ndeyekuti ndiri kuuya nekukereke kwangu, mwenga wangu, "akadaro Charlotte.

Panguva iyoyo, apo Danny akatarisa vanunuri vachienderera mberi nekumanikidza pachipfuva, akanzwa mumwe wavo achibvunza, "Paddles?" sezviri pachena achinongedzera kune electro-kuvhundutsa defibrilator.

Akanzwa maneja achipindura kwete uye panzvimbo pezvo akarayira imwe mhando yepfuti. "Uye akabva ati mukomana anouya achimhanya, uye vanondipa mukana wekupfura, uye pavatariri aiona BP yangu ichidonha," akadaro Charlotte.

Uyezve, Danny akazomuudza, akaona rimwe remaziso aCharlotte achibwaira, "ndikaziva kuti uchadzokera kwandiri."

Charlotte anga akafa kwemaminetsi gumi nemana.

Paakasvika akatanga kuchema. Danny akamubvunza, "Amai, makakuvara here?"

Charlotte akadzungudza musoro kwete. Uye akabva amubvunza kuti: "Wanhuwa maruva here?"

Danny akange atumira meseji kuChrystal nguva yakanga yakamira Charlotte kufema, naChrystal akange aunganidza vana vake uye vese vakamhanyira kuStarfield, vachisvika padivi raCharlotte paanga achipinzwa muropa.

Paakaona Chrystal achiuya kwaari, chinhu chekutanga chakataurwa naCharlotte ndechekuti, "Wanzwa hwema here?"

Chrystal akatendeukira kuna baba vake ndokuti, "Haa?"

Danny akakwenya. "Handizivi," akadaro. "Ramba uchiti rinonhuwa kunge maruva."

Charlotte aive muchipatara kwemavhiki akati wandei uye panguva iyoyo “Handina kuzokwanisa kurega kutaura nezvazvo. Ndine uku kupisa muhupenyu hwangu uye mumweya mangu. Ndinofanira kuona chimwe chinhu chinoshamisa uye ndinongofanira kuudza vanhu. Denga rakapetwa kane miriyoni kupfuura iwe zvaunogona kufunga. Ndinomisa vanhu muchitoro. Ndakatombomisa postman wangu ndikamuudza. Handinyari. Ini ndoda kuudza iyi nyaya kwandinogona. "

Paaive kudenga, akanzwa kuti Mwari vaimuudza kuti paachadzoka achaona ngirozi. “Uye mumwedzi chete wapfuura, ndatanga kuvaona. Ndiri kuona ngirozi dzinovachengeta dziri kumashure kwavo, ”akadaro.

Charlotte agara ari muKristu akazvipira. Iye naDanny chimwe chikamu chebhendi iro rinopa mimhanzi yeMammoth Assembly of God. “Asi ikozvino, kupfuura chero chinhu chipi zvacho, chinhu chandinofarira kuita kunyengetera nevanhu. Danny akatondivakira jira remunamato. Unoziva kana akamuka na3 mangwanani ini ndobva ndaenda, ndiko kwandiri. "Zvakakosha kwandiri, uye mukuita izvi, ndanzwa vamwe vanhu vazhinji neuchapupu hwavo."

Charlotte akataura nyaya yake mumachechi akati wandei nemisangano yemamwe mapoka munzvimbo iyi.

“Ini handigoni kutaura nezvazvo. Uye kune zvimwe zvakawanda kune iyo nyaya. Ini handidi kuti vanhu vafunge kuti ndinopenga - hazvo, handina basa kana vachifunga kuti ndinopenga. Ndinoziva zvandakaratidzwa naIshe uye handigoni kurega kutaura kuti Mwari anoshamisa uye ane tsitsi sei, ”akadaro.