Kana Mwari vataura nesu muzviroto zvedu
Mwari vakambotaura newe kuhope here?
Handisati ndambozviedza ndiri ndega, asi ndinogara ndichifadzwa neavo vakambozviedza. Kufanana yanhasi muenzi blogger, Patricia Mudiki, munyori uye anogara achipa kumazhinji mablog. Iwe unogona kuyeuka kurota kwake kweanonyaradza uye anoporesa chitsime chemvura kubva muMysterious Ways magazini.
Yakanga isiri iyo chete nguva Patricia akawana nyaradzo kubva kuna Mwari muchiroto, zvakadaro.
Heino nyaya yake ...
"Zvese zvandinoda, ruoko rwenyu rwapa, kutendeka kwenyu kukuru, Ishe kwandiri." Kangani kandakapa mazwi aya semunamato wekutenda, apo pandinotarisa kumashure pakutendeka kwaMwari kwandiri.
Kufanana pandakanga ndiri 34 uye nguva pfupi yadarika ndakazviwana ndarambana, ndega, ndichifanira kutanga pamusoro pezvemari uye ndione kuti ndaida vana zvakadii. Ndakatya ndikabvunza Mwari kuti vandibatsire uye vandinyaradze, uye hope dzakazouya.
Yokutanga yakauya pakati pehusiku uye zvakashamisa zvekuti ndakamuka ipapo ipapo. Mukurota, ndakaona muraraungu wakasarudzika pamusoro pemubhedha wangu. "Anobva kupi?" Ndanga ndichizvibvunza ndisati ndaregedza musoro wangu udonhe pamusoro pepiro. Kurara kwakakurumidza kundibata, sezvakaita kurota kwechipiri. Panguva ino, arc yakanga yakura uye zvino yaive yakaenzana nehafu muraraungu. "Chii munyika?" Ndakafunga pandakamuka. "Ishe, hope idzi dzinorevei?"
Ini ndaiziva kuti muraraungu unogona kuve mucherechedzo wevimbiso dzaMwari uye ndakanzwa Mwari vachiedza kundiudza zvipikirwa zvavo nenzira yemunhu. Asi aiti chii? "Ishe, kana muchitaura neni, ndokumbira mundiratidze mumwe murarabungu," ndakanamata. Ndaiziva kuti kana chiratidzo chikabva kuna Mwari, ndaizochiziva.
Mazuva maviri gare gare, muzukuru wangu wemakore mashanu Suzanne akauya kuzorara. Aive mwana anonzwisisa uye ane mweya. Nguva yedu yataifarira tiri tese yaive kuverenga nyaya tisati tarara tobva taita minamato yedu yemanheru. Aive akatarisira nguva ino zvakanyanya seni. Saka ndakashamisika apo, panguva yekurara, ndakamunzwa achitsvaga zvinhu zvangu zveumhizha pane kuti agadzirire kurara.
"Ndingava nemvuracolor, tete Patricia?" Akandibvunza.
"Zvakanaka, ikozvino yakwana nguva yekurara," ndakadaro zvinyoro nyoro. "Tinogona kutakura mvura mangwanani."
Mangwanani-ngwanani ndakamutswa naSuzanne uyo aiongorora zvigadzirwa zvangu zveumhizha. "Ndogona here kuita watercolor izvozvi, mainini Patricia?" Akati. Mangwanani kwaitonhora uye ini zvakare ndakashamisika kuti aida kubuda pamubhedha wake unodziya kuti aende kucolorcolor. "Sure, mudiwa," ndakadaro. Ndakagumburwa ndakarara mukitchen ndikadzoka nekapu yemvura kuti amutevere anyudze.
Pasina nguva, nekuda kwechando, ndakadzokera kunorara. Ndingadai ndakadzokera zvakare kunorara. Asi ipapo ndakanzwa kazwi kaSuzanne kakutapira. "Munoziva here zvandichakuitai tete vaTricia?" Akati. "Ndichakugadzirira muraraungu ini ndichakuisa pasi pemuraraungu."
Izvi zvaive. Muraraungu wandanga ndakamirira! Ndakaziva izwi rababa vangu misodzi ikabva yauya. Kunyanya pandakaona kupenda kwaSuzanne.
Ini, ndichinyemwerera nemurarabungu muhombe pamusoro pangu, maoko angu akasimudzirwa kudenga. Chiratidzo chevimbiso yaMwari.kuti haaizombondisiya, kuti aigara aneni. Izvo ndakanga ndisiri ndega.