"Ndakaenda Kudenga ndikadzoka" kushamisika pazvakaitika kubva kumachiremba

Pakanga patova 4:00 musi weChina, Kurume 15, 2007 pakafa Darryl Perry.

Iye aimbove murapi weYunivhesiti yeFlorida akachinja wezvemari nemukadzi wake, Nicky, vaive vagara pasi kuti varare pakati pehusiku mushure meimwe zuva rakajairika. Perry aiwanzoshanda maawa gumi nematanhatu pazuva, Muvhuro kusvika Mugovera. Ivo baba vevatatu vakadzidzisawo yavo yemakore masere-gore rechisimba timu yebaseball. Murume ane mweya wakadzama, Perry aiwanzomuka kuma16 mangwanani kuti averenge Bhaibheri nekunamatira mudzimai wake nevana vasati vatanga zuva. Kunyangwe kufa kwemoyo wemurume wemakore makumi mana kwakavhundutsa mukadzi wake, mhuri neshamwari, Perry akaziva kuti kwaizouya.

Mwedzi mitanhatu zvisati zvaitika, mukati memunamato wake wemangwanani, anoti Mwari vakamupa meseji. Ari oga mukamuri rake, Perry akanzwa ruoko ruchimubata mapendekete uye izwi richiti, Mwanakomana, uchafanirwa kufira ini.

Akavhunduka, Perry akabvunza, "Ndiani aripo? Pane munhu pano here? Akanzwa huvepo hunodzikamisa uye akatenda kuti aive Mwari. Asingakwanise kutarisana nenjodzi yerufu, akasundira iyo nguva kure nepfungwa dzake ndokuenderera nezuva rake.

Zvinhu zvaive zvichifamba zvakanaka kuna Perry, mudzimai wake nevana vavo vatatu. Vakafara. Hupenyu hwaive hwakanaka Haana kumbonzwa meseji kubva kuna Mwari yakadai. Izvo zvaigona kunge zvisiri chokwadi.

Zvino, neChitatu kufa kwake, Perry akanzwa izwi zvakare. Ainge achangobva kusiya vana vake vaviri vechidiki kuchikoro. Mwanakomana, inguva, rakadaro izwi. Panguva ino, pakanga pasina kuramba izvo zvaakanga anzwa. Akagara mumotokari yake pamberi pechikoro chevana vake ndokuchema kwemaminetsi makumi matatu, asingade kuvasiya.

Asi akazviita muswere wese, husiku uye vhiki rese, senguva dzose. Kusvikira mangwanani mukadzi wake akamuka kurira kwekuhwinya kwake kusingajairiki. Saka, anodaro Nicky, anga achifemereka uye achipupa furo pamuromo asati amira kufema.

"Mweya wangu wanga uri mumhepo uchiona Nicky achindipa muromo nemuromo," Perry anoudza Guideposts.org. "Ndakaona zvese."

Pakanga pasina rwendo kubva kubhedhuru kwake kuenda Kudenga kwaaigona kurangarira. Chinhu chinotevera chaaiziva chaive ipapo mune imwe nzvimbo inopenya zvinoshamisa, kudziya uye nemavara asingaenzanisike.

"Ngirozi yakatumwa naMwari kundigamuchira yainzi Gabriel," anodaro Perry. "Yaive hombe." Iyo 6'2, 230-lb Perry anoti Gabriel akamusunga pamusoro pake. Ane ganda rakasviba, mhasuru inovaka, bvudzi mune rake bvudzi uye mapapiro asingayerike, Gabriel haana kumbotaura izwi kuna Perry naPerry haana kumbotya. Apo Gabriel akanongedzera kumusana kwake, Perry akakwira kuzorora apo Gabriel akamubhururutsa achiyambuka Denga kuti aone vadikani vake avo vakapfuura.

"Ndakaona babamunini, sekuru, ambuya vemukadzi wangu," anoyeuka kudaro Perry. Uye zvino, anoti, akaona Mwari.

"Mwari Kudenga mwenje unopenya," anodaro, sezvo aisakwanisa kusiyanisa chero chinhu chinosarudzika, kungovapo kwerunyararo ruzere.

Perry akatanga kupemberera, achidzokorora achidzokorora, "Ndazviita! Ndakazviita!

Tsvaga mabhuku matsva eChidimbu ane nyaya dzinoshamisa kubva kune avo vakashanyira kudenga vobva vadzoka

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Kudzoka muchipatara, mutumbi waPerry wakabatanidzwa nemuchina wekutsigira hupenyu. Nyanzvi yezveuropi yakaudza Nicky kuti chiitiko chehuropi chete chakanyorwa pamushini weEEG kwaive kubatwa, zviratidzo zveuropi sero kufa. Mushure mechiitiko chakaita senge chaPerry, akaudzwa kuti kukuvara kwehuropi kusingagadzirisike uye kufa kwakaitika mukati memaminitsi mana europi pasina oxygen. Zvakatora varapi veparamediki maminetsi manomwe kuti vadzorere kurova kwemoyo kwaPerry.

Mutumbi waPerry wakaendeswa kuOrlando Regional Medical Center uye wakaiswa mune hypothermia induction chamber kudzivirira kumwe kukuvara kwehuropi apo Nicky akanamatira chishamiso.

Iyo neurologist yakamuudza kuti agadzirire kubvisa murume wake kubva kutsigiro yehupenyu. Pane kudaro, akatsvaga Dr. Ira Goodman wechipiri pfungwa mukati meFlorida.

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Pamberi paMwari, Perry anoti, hapana kutya, hapana kutsamwa, asi rugare chete. Pakati pekupemberera kwake, Perry anoti Mwari akataura naye.

"Vanhu vangu vakanganwa simba rangu," akanzwa Mwari achiti, "Vakati, 'Mwanangu, dzoka.'" Perry haana kutenda zvaainzwa. Aisada kudzokera kumashure. Akaramba. Iye ndokuti kwete!

Nekudaro, iye anoti Mwari akadzosera chifukidzo pakati peDenga nepasi uye akamubvumira kuona mhuri yake. Vakange vachinyemwerera, vakaita chando, sepikicha. Runyararo irwo rwaainzwa paakawona kuti aive kuDenga rakaramba riripo sezvo akabvuma kudzoka kumuviri wake pasi pano.

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Kwemazuva Dr.Goodman aizoongorora Perry, omupa rairo yekuteerera, uye hapana chaizonyoresa. Perry akarara asingatendeke pamubhedha wake, pasina ruzha kana kufamba kupfuura humhu hwemuchina. Musi waKurume 27, zuva regumi nerimwe renyika yaPerry, Dr. Goodman akapinda mukamuri rake, achipa iwo iwo iwo mirairo yekutanga. "Vhura maziso ako," Dr. Goodman akaudza Perry. Zuva iro, Perry akavhura.

Dr Goodman akange ayambira Nick kuti kunyangwe Perry akapengenuka uyezve nekufema ega, aisanyadziswa, aisazozvirangarira iye kana mhuri yake. Iye aisazombofamba kana kutaura zvakare, akanyevera.

Asi Perry paakavhura maziso ake, mumwe wevanamukoti vake, anonzi Missy, akamhanyira parutivi rwake ndokubvunza, "Unondinzwa here?" Perry aiita kunge achabvumira. “Ndiri Missy. Unogona kundiudza Missy? " Akamubvunza iye akataura izwi rekuti Missy. Panguva iyoyo, Nicky anga amhanyira pasi muhoro uye aive kune rimwe divi raPerry, akabata ruoko rwake. "Ndiani akanaka iyeye mukadzi akamira kune rimwe divi rako?" Missy akabvunza uye Perry akatendeuka musoro ndokuona mukadzi wake. "Ndinokuda," muromo wake wakamuudza.

Vanachiremba vake vachiri vasina tsananguro yekupora kwake, kunze kwezita remadunhurirwa ravakamupa: "Murume WeChishamiso". Kuna Perry, kudzoka kwake pasi hakusi kwechakavanzika.

Mashoko aMwari kwaari Kudenga anoramba ari kumashure kwepfungwa dzake: "Vanhu vangu vakanganwa simba rangu." Paakabvunzwa kuti sei achifunga kuti Mwari amudzosa, anoti "Ndiri kungotaura newe [ndeye] nekuti ndiri pano."

"Vakati handifi ndakataura, handimboziva mhuri yangu," anodaro Perry, makore gumi mushure mekufungidzirwa kwekutanga. “Zvakanaka, ndakavaedza vese zvisizvo. Ndinoenda nebhasikoro. "Ndinofamba mazuva ese uye ndangariro dzangu hadzisi pamataiti." Hapana chinhu asi simba raMwari raigona kuisa izvi kuburikidza, anodaro.

Zvisinei, Perry anoenderera mberi achiwanazve. Mushure memwoyo wake episode, akaonekwa aine huropi hypoxia, chirwere chisingaperi chehuropi chakakonzerwa paakarasikirwa neoxygen muuropi. Perry akadzidza kuti kuve kufamba, kutaura chishamiso hazvireve kuti zvinoreva mazuva ekupora zvachose kana kushungurudzika.

“Ndakagamuchira chokwadi chekuti ndinogara ndichionekwa. Vanhu vanogara vachinditarisa, ”anodaro nezvehupenyu mushure merufu. “Dzimwe nguva zvinonetsa. Zvinoita sekuti unofanirwa kuve wakakwana nguva dzese. "

Perry anounza nguva dzake dzekushushikana pahomwe yekuruma yaanoshandisa kurapa. Mamwe mazuva anochema. Kunyangwe hupenyu hwake husingazombove hwakave hwakareba, Perry haana kutsamwa paakadzokera kune yakachinjika mamiriro kana kuti kusiya nzvimbo ine runyararo uye yakaisvonaka yaakambogara.

“Handigone kutsamwa. Ndinogara ndichibvunza Mwari kuti, 'Chii chamungade kuti ndiite?' Ndiri pano nekuti akandidzosera kwaAri, asi ndichati, chenjera zvaunokumbira kuna Mwari! ”Anodaro achiseka.

Kunyangwe hazvo anokurudzira anokurudzira mutauri ikozvino achinonoka, kutaura kwakavhiringidzika, meseji yake yakasimba kudarika nakare kose.

“Handisi kurega. Handimbomira, ”anodaro. "Chero bedzi Mwari vachindipa mweya, ndiri mumutambo."