"Makumbo angu apora handichashandisi madondoro", chishamiso muMedjugorje

Q. ndiwe ani uye unobvepi?
R. Zita rangu ndinonzi Nancy Lauer, ndiri muAmerican uye ndinobva kuAmerica. Ndine makore makumi mashanu nemashanu, ndiri mai vevana vashanu uye kusvika parizvino hupenyu hwangu hwave kutambura kumwe. Ndakave ndakapoterera zvipatara kubva muna 55 uye ndakavhiiwa zvakawanda uye zvinorema: imwe pamutsipa, imwe kumusana, mbiri muchiuno. Ndaigara ndichirwadziwa muviri wangu wese, uye pakati pezvimwe zvakashata gumbo rangu reruboshwe rakanga rakapfupika pane kurudyi… Mumakore maviri apfuura kuzvimba kwakange kwaonekwawo kutenderedza itsvo yangu yekuruboshwe yakakonzera kurwadziwa kwakanyanya. Ndakave nehudiki hwakaoma: pandakanga ndichiri mudiki vakandibata chibharo, vachisiya ronda risingarapike mumweya wangu uye pane imwe nguva zvingadai zvakakonzera kudonha kwemuchato wangu. Vana vedu vakatambura zvakanyanya kubva pane zvese izvi. Iniwo ndinofanira kureurura chimwe chinhu chandiri kunyara nacho: nekuda kwematambudziko emhuri anorema andaishaya nzira yekubuda nawo, ndakazvipa, kwechinguva, kudoro ... Zvisinei, nguva pfupi yapfuura ndanga ndakwanisa kukurira hurema uhu.

Q. Wakafunga sei kuuya kuMedjugorje mune mamiriro akadai?
A. Nharaunda yeAmerican yaigadzirira rwendo rwekufamba uye ini ndaishuvira kutora chikamu, asi nhengo dzemhuri yangu dzakandishoropodza uye dzakandinyima nemagakava ane musoro. Saka handina msistito. Asi panguva yekupedzisira imwe nguva mufambi akabva uye neni, nemvumo yekutambudzika yemhuri yangu, akatora nzvimbo yake. Chimwe chinhu chakakwezva kwandiri ndisingazvikudzi apa, uye zvino, mushure memakore mapfumbamwe, ndinofamba ndisina marokwe. Ndakapora.

Q. Kupora kwakaitika sei?
R. PA 14.9.92 zvishoma pamberi pekatanga Rosary ndakaenda, pamwe nevamwe veboka rangu, kukwaya yechechi ... Takanyengetera. Pakupedzisira, muoni Ivan paakapfugama ndokutanga kunamata ndakanzwa kurwadziwa yakasimba kwazvo muviri wangu wese uye ndaitadza kuzvibata kuti ndisacheme. Chero zvazvingava, ndakaedza napose pandinogona napo kuti ndizive kuti Mukadzi Wedu aivepo uye ini handina kana kuziva kuti kuoneka kwainge kwapera uye Ivan anga amuka. Takazopedzisira tanzi burukai kwaya yandaida kutora madondoro asi ndakazongoerekana ndonzwa simba idzva mumakumbo angu. Hongu, ndakabata madondoro, asi ndakasimuka nekureruka kunoshamisa. Pandakatanga kufamba ndakaona kuti ndaigonawo kuenderera ndisina rutsigiro uye pasina rubatsiro. Ndakafamba ndichienda kumba kwandaigara, ndakakwira nekudzika kubva mumba mangu ndisina kana kuedza. Kutaura chokwadi ndakatanga kusvetuka nekutamba… Zvinoshamisa, hupenyu hutsva! Ndakakanganwa kutaura kuti panguva yekupora ndakamirawo kukamhina negumbo ipfupi .., handina kuzvitenda ndikakumbira shamwari yangu kuti indicherechedze pandaifamba, akasimbisa kuti handisisina kukamhina. Pakupedzisira iro bundu rakakomberedza itsvo yekuruboshwe rakanyangarikawo.

D. Panguva iyoyo wakanamata sei?
R. Ndakanamata ndichidaro: “Madonna Ndinoziva kuti unondida uye neni ndinokudawo. Unondibatsira kuti ndiite kuda kwaMwari. Ini ndinokwanisa kutsungirira nehurwere hwangu, asi Munondibatsira kugara ndichitevera kuda kwaMwari .. "Saka, apo ndakanga ndisati ndaziva kuti ndakapora uye kurwadziwa kwakapfuurira, ndakawana ndiri mukati mamwe mamiriro andingatsanangure se mamiriro erudo rwakakwana kuna Mwari uye Mhandara. ..uye ini ndanga ndakuda kutsungirira kurwadziwa kwese kuitira kuchengetedza chimiro ichi.

Q. Unoona ramangwana rako sei?
A. Chokutanga pane zvese ndinozvipira kumunamato uyezve ndinofunga kuti basa rangu rekutanga kupupura rudo rwetsitsi rwaMwari kumunhu wese. Izvo zvakaitika kwandiri chinhu chinoshamisa uye chinoshamisa. Ndine chokwadi chekuti chishamiso ichi chinobatsirawo mhuri yangu kutendeuka, kudzokera kumunamato uye kurarama murunyararo. Mumazuva ano ndakanyanya kubatwa neMisa yeCroatia. Handisati ndamboona vanhu vakawanda kudaro vechimiro chakasiyana munzanga nezera vachinamata uye vachiimba pamwe chete nesimba rakadai. Ndine chokwadi chekuti vanhu vamuri vane ramangwana rakanaka. Ndichakunamatira, ndizvo zvandingaite mumazuva ano akaoma uye ndichazviita ndichida uye zvichibva pamoyo. (...)