Mudzidzi anofa uye anomuka mune morgue: yake yepedyo-yekufa ruzivo

Mumwe mudzidzi wesainzi wemakomputa akavhiyiwa muCosta Rica kwaakafira, akararama mushure mekufa, ndokuzodzokera kumuviri wake mumochari.

Graciela H. anogovera nyaya yake padyo neReal Death Experience Research Foundation webhusaiti. Iyi nyaya haina kuongororwa zvakasununguka.

PANGUVA YEKUSHANDA

Ndakaona vanachiremba vachishanda vachimhanya pandiri. … Vakagumbuka. Vakatarisa zviratidzo zvangu zvakakosha uye vakandipa mweya wemhepo kumutsazve. Mumwe nemumwe wavo akatanga kubuda zvishoma nezvishoma mumba. Ini handina kunzwisisa kuti sei vaibata seizvi.

Zvese zvainge zvanyarara. Ndakafunga kusimuka. Chiremba wangu chete ndiye anga aripo, akatarisa muviri wangu. Ndakafunga kuswedera padyo, ndaive ndakamira padhuze naye, ndainzwa kuti aive neshungu uye kuti mweya wake uri kutambura. Ndinoyeuka ndakabata bendekete rake, achibva aenda.

Muviri wangu wakatanga kusimuka nekusimuka, ndinogona kuti ndakatorwa nechisimba simba.

Zvaive zvakanaka, muviri wangu wainge wave kureruka. Pandaipfuura nepadenga remba yekuvhiyira, ndakaona kuti ndinogona kufamba kwese kwandinoda.

Ndakaendeswa kunzvimbo uko… makore aive akapenya, kamuri kana nzvimbo… Zvese zvinhu zvakandikomberedza zvaive zvakajeka, zvaipenya uye muviri wangu wakazadzwa nesimba, kuzvimba chipfuva changu nemufaro. ...

Ndakatarisa mawoko angu, aive nechimiro chakafanana nemitezo yemunhu, asi akagadzirwa neimwe nyaya. Iyo nyaya yaive yakaita chena gasi yakasanganiswa nechena kupenya, kupenya kwesirivheri, parera kupenya kwakatenderedza muviri wangu.

Ndakanga ndakanaka. Ndakanga ndisina girazi rekuzvitarisa kumeso, asi ini ... ndaigona kunzwa kuti kumeso kwangu kwaive kwakanaka, ndakaona maoko angu nemakumbo, ndaive nehembe chena, yakapusa, yakareba, yakagadzirwa nechiedza ... Izwi rangu rakanga rakadaro yevechiri kuyaruka yakasanganiswa nezwi reinzwi remwana ...

Pakarepo mwenje unopenya kupfuura muviri wangu wakauya ... Chiedza chawo chakandishamisa ...

Akataura nezwi ... rakanaka kwazvo: "Hauchakwanise kuenderera" ...

Ndinorangarira achitaura mutauro wake nepfungwa dzake, iyewo akataura nepfungwa dzake.

Ndakachema nekuti ndaisada kudzokera kumashure, saka akandibata, akandimbundira… Anga akanyarara nguva dzese, aindipa simba. Ndakanzwa rudo nesimba. Hapana rudo uye simba munyika ino rakaenzana neiro ...

Iye akati, “Watumwa pano nekukanganisa, kukanganisa kwemumwe munhu. Unofanira kudzokera ... Kuti uuye pano, unofanirwa kuita zvinhu zvakawanda ... Edza kubatsira vanhu vazhinji "...

PAKUKOSHA

Ndakavhura maziso angu, kwese kwese kwaive nemikova yesimbi, vanhu vari pamatafura esimbi, mumwe muviri uine mumwe muviri pamusoro. Ndakaziva nzvimbo yacho: Ini ndaive mumochari.

Ndakanzwa chando pamaronda angu, muviri wangu waitonhora. Ini hapana chandaigona kunzwa ... ini ndaive ndisingatombo fambisa mutsipa wangu kana kutaura.

Ndainzwa kubatwa nehope… Papera maawa maviri kana matatu, ndakanzwa manzwi ndokuvhura maziso angu zvakare. Ndakaona manesi maviri ... ndakaziva zvandaifanira kuita ... nditarise kumeso nemumwe wavo. Ndakanga ndisina simba rekubwaira akati wandei uye ndakadaro. Zvakanditorera simba rakawanda.

Mumwe wevanamukoti akanditarisa achitya… achiti kune waaishanda naye: "Tarira, tarisa, ari kufambisa maziso ake." Achiseka akapindura: "Huya, nzvimbo ino inotyisa."

Mukati ndanga ndichidanidzira 'Ndapota usandisiya!'.

Handina kuvhara maziso kusvikira vamwe vanamukoti navanachiremba vauya. Zvese zvandakanzwa mumwe munhu achiti, "Ndiani akaita izvi? Ndiani akatumira murwere uyu kumochari? Vanachiremba vanopenga. ' Ndakavhara maziso apo ndaive nechokwadi kuti ndaive kure nenzvimbo iyoyo. Ndakazomuka kwapera mazuva matatu kana mana chete.

Ndakarara kwenguva yakati rebei… ndaitadza kutaura. Pazuva rechishanu ndakatanga kufambisa maoko nemakumbo ... zvakare ...

Vanachiremba vakanditsanangurira kuti ndakatumirwa kumochari nemistake ... Vakandibatsira kufamba zvakare, nemushonga.

Chimwe chezvinhu zvandakadzidza ndechekuti hapana nguva yekutambisa tichiita zvisirizvo, isu tinofanirwa kuita zvese zvakanaka pachedu ... kune rimwe divi, rakaita sebhangi, paunowedzera kuisa mukati, ndipo paunowana zvakanyanya kumagumo.