Ngirozi inobaya pamoyo weSanta Teresa weAvila
Mutsvene Teresa weAvila, uyo akatanga hurongwa hwechitendero hweVakadhiniwa vaKarimeri, akaisa nguva yakawanda nesimba mumunamato uye akave nemukurumbira nekuda kwezviitiko zvisinganzwisisike zvaakava nazvo naMwari nengirozi dzake. Mhedziso yekusangana kwengirozi yaSaint Teresa yakaitika muna 1559 kuSpain, paainamata. Ngirozi yakaonekwa ndokubaya moyo wake nepfumo rinopisa iro rakatumira rudo rwakachena uye rune shungu dzaMwari mumweya wake, St. Teresa anoyeuka, achimutumira mukufadzwa.
Imwe yeSeraphim Ngirozi kana Kerubim inooneka
Muhupenyu hwake, Upenyu (rakabudiswa muna 1565, makore matanhatu mushure mechiitiko), Teresa akayeuka kuonekwa kwengirozi inopfuta, kubva kune imwe yemirairo inoshumira pedyo naMwari: serafimi kana makerubhi. Teresa akanyora kuti:
“Ndakaona ngirozi ichioneka muchimiro chenyama pedyo nerutivi rwangu rworuboshwe… Yakanga isiri hombe, asi diki uye yakanaka zvikuru. Chiso chake chaibvira moto zvekuti airatidza kuva mumwe wengirozi dzepamusoro-soro, dzatinoti maserafi kana makerubhi. Mazita avo, ngirozi hadzimbondiudzi, asi ndinonyatsoziva kuti kudenga kune misiyano mikuru pakati pemhando dzakasiyana dzengirozi, kunyangwe ini ndisingagoni kuzvitsanangura. ”
Pfumo rinopisa rinobaya mwoyo wake
Ipapo mutumwa akaita chimwe chinhu chinokatyamadza: akabaya mwoyo waTeresa nebakatwa raibvira moto. Asi kuita kwechisimba uku kwaive kuita kwerudo, Teresa akayeuka:
“Mumaoko ake, ndakaona pfumo rendarama, rakanga rine muromo wesimbi kumucheto wairatidza kuti unopfuta moto. Akainyudza mumwoyo mangu kakawanda, kusvika muura hwangu. Paakaibudisa, yakaita seyaiswededza ivowo mukati, ichindisiya ndichipisa nokuda Mwari.”
Kurwadza kwakanyanya uye kutapira pamwe chete
Panguva imwecheteyo, Teresa akanyora, akanzwa zvose zviri zviviri kurwadziwa kwakasimba uye kufara kunotapira semugumisiro wezvakanga zvaitwa nengirozi:
“Kurwadziwa kwacho kwainge kwakasimba zvekuti kwakandiita kuti ndigochema kakawanda, asi kutapira kwemarwadzo acho kwaishamisa zvekuti ndaisada kusununguka. Mweya wangu waisagutsikana nechimwe chinhu kunze kwaMwari.Kwakanga kusiri kurwadziwa kwenyama, asi kwemweya, kunyangwe muviri wangu wainzwa zvakanyanya […] Kurwadziwa uku kwakagara kwemazuva mazhinji uye panguva iyoyo ndakanga ndisingade kuona kana kuona. taura nemunhu chero upi zvake , asi kungoda kurwadziwa kwangu, izvo zvakandipa mufaro mukuru kupfuura chero chisikwa chaigona kundipa. ”
Rudo pakati paMwari nemweya wemunhu
Rudo rwakachena rwakaiswa nengirozi mumwoyo maTeresa rwakazarura pfungwa dzake kuti ave nemaonero akadzama erudo rweMusiki kuvanhu vaakasika.
Teresa akanyora kuti:
“Kudanana uku kunoitika pakati paMwari nomweya hakuna kusimba asi kune simba zvokuti kana munhu upi noupi achifunga kuti ndiri kureva nhema, ndinonyengetera kuti Mwari, nokunaka kwake, amupe ruzivo rwokuzviwanira.”
Mugumisiro wechiitiko chake
Chiitiko chaTeresa nengirozi chakave netapuro yakakosha pahupenyu hwake hwese. Iye akakuita nharidzano yake zuva riri rose kuzvitsaurira amene chose chose kubasa raJesu Kristu, iro iye aidavira kuti rakaratidzirwa zvakakwana murudo rwaMwari runoshanda. Aigara achitaura uye akanyora pamusoro pekutambudzika kwakatsungirirwa naJesu kwakanunura nyika yakawa uye kuti kurwadziwa kunoita Mwari vanhu kuwana kunogona sei kuita zvinangwa zvakanaka muupenyu hwavo. Chirevo chaTeresa chakava: "Ishe, regai nditambure kana kuti ndirege kufa."
Teresa akararama kusvika 1582 - 23 makore mushure mekusangana kunoshamisa nengirozi. Munguva iyoyo, akavandudza mamwe mamongi aivepo (nemitemo yakaoma yehumwari) uye akatanga mamwe mamongi matsva akavakirwa pamipimo yakaoma yehutsvene. Achirangarira zvazvaiva pakunzwa kuzvipira kwakachena kuna Mwari pashure pokunge ngirozi yamubaya pfumo mumwoyo make, Teresa akaedza kupa zvakanakisisa zvake kuna Mwari ndokukurudzira vamwe kuita zvimwe chetezvo.