"Ndaba nesifo sentliziyo ndaza ndabona izulu, ndatsho ke elo lizwi ..."
Ndilibonile izulu. Nge-24 ka-Okthobha i-2019, yaqala ngokufanayo nangalo naluphi na olunye usuku. Mna nomfazi wam sasihleli sibukele iindaba kumabonwakude. Kwakungo 8:30 am ndabe ndisela ikofu yam ne laptop yam phambi kwam.
Ngequbuliso ndiye ndaqalisa ukunqena kancinci emva koko ukuphefumla kwam wema kwaye unkosikazi wam waqonda ukuba kufuneka enze ngokukhawuleza. Bendiwele ekubanjweni kwentliziyo ngesiquphe okanye ukubulawa ngesiquphe kwentliziyo. Umfazi wam wazola kwaye akuba eqondile ukuba andilali, waqala ngokuphatha i-CPR. Ubize u-911 kwaye u-Tonawanda paramedics wasekhaya wayegoduke ngemizuzu emine.
Iiveki ezimbini ezizayo ndaxelelwa ngumfazi wam, uAmy, kuba andikhumbuli kwanto. Ndabalekiselwa kwi-ambulensi ndaya kwi-ICU yaseBuffalo General Medical. Iityhubhu kunye neetyhubhu zazo zonke iintlobo zafakwa ngaphakathi kum kwaye ndazisongelwa ngomkhenkce. Oogqirha babengenathemba lingako kule meko kukho inqanaba lokusinda kuphela phakathi kwe-5% kunye ne-10%. Kwiintsuku ezintathu kamva yaphinda yema intliziyo yam. I-CPR yalawulwa kwaye ndaphinda ndavuselelwa kwakhona.
Ndibonile izulu: ibali lam
Ngeli xesha bendisazi ngokukhanya okukhanyayo, okukhanyayo okukhanyayo kufutshane nam. Bendinamava angaphandle komzimba. Ndiweve ngokucacileyo amagama amathathu endingasokuze ndiwalibale kwaye andenza ndingcangcutheke ngalo lonke ixesha ndiwakhumbula, esenza iinyembezi zam zigeleze: "Awuphelelanga."
Ngeli xesha ndaye ndancokola nomntu endikhule naye ngaphesheya kwesitalato eTonawanda owabulawa kwingozi yenqwelomoya kwiminyaka eyadlulayo.
Ndilibonile izulu. Emva phantse kweeveki ezintathu, ndafakwa kwigumbi labucala kwiphiko lokuvuselela. Ndayazi indawo endikuyo kunye neendwendwe okokuqala oko ndangeniswa esibhedlele. Ukubuyiselwa kwam kwimeko yesiqhelo kwaphendula ngokukhawuleza kangangokuba abanyangi babemangalisiwe. Umphathiswa wam kunye nogqirha wam bathi ndingummangaliso wokuhamba.
Ndiyabulela kuThixo ngokuba ndize ekhaya ngombulelo, iKrisimesi kunye noNyaka oMtsha okungenzeka ukuba khange kwenzeke. Nangona ndifumene i-100%, ndiza kuphila notshintsho kwindlela endiphila ngayo.
Ngexesha lokuhlala kwam esibhedlele bendine-defibrillator / pacemaker efakwe esifubeni sam kwaye ndiyakulandela imigqaliselo eliqela yokuthintela ukuba ingenzeki kwakhona. Sithandazela ukuxolelwa nguThixo.
Kukho ubomi emva kokufa
La mava omeleza ubumoya bam kwaye aphelisa uloyiko lwam lokufa. Ndiyalibulela ixesha endilishiyileyo nangakumbi lisazi ukuba linokutshintsha ngephanyazo.
Ndinothando olukhulu nosapho lwam, unkosikazi wam, unyana wam kunye nentombi yam, abazukulwana bam abahlanu kunye nabazukulwana bam bobabini. Ndinentlonipho enkulu kwinkosikazi yam, hayi ngokusindisa ubomi bam, kodwa ngenxa yento edlulileyo ebomini bam. Kwakufuneka anyamekele yonke into ukusuka kwimali yokuhlawula amatyala kunye nemicimbi yosapho esenza izigqibo zonyango egameni lam, kunye nokuqhuba mihla le esibhedlele.
Ndilibonile izulu. Omnye wemibuzo endinayo kumava am emva kobomi yinto endifanele ukuyenza ngexesha lam elongezelelekileyo. Ilizwi elindixelela ukuba andigqibanga lenze ukuba ndihlale ndizibuza ukuba kuthetha ntoni oko.
Indenza ndicinge ukuba ikho into ekufuneka ndiyenzile ukuzithethelela ngokubuyela kwam kwilizwe labaphilayo. Kuba bendikade ndiphantse i-72, andilindelanga ukufumana ilizwe elitsha okanye ukuzisa uxolo lwehlabathi kuba andicingi ukuba ndinexesha elaneleyo. Kodwa ngekhe wazi.