UMedjugorje: uphilisa kwi-ALS, uchaza indlela avakalelwa ngayo ngommangaliso
Sasifuna ukuhamba njengentsapho, i-serene, ngaphandle kokulindela nantoni na kolu hambo. Kwakunyaka wokholo (...) ukugula kwasisondeza ngakumbi kukholo, kwasenza saqonda ukuba ubomi busisipho, ubomi buhle.
Ukuva ubukho bukaThixo kufutshane nam kwasinika amandla okuqhubeka silwe.
UVicka wasondela, wenza ukubekwa kwezandla, wandanga. Ndamxelela ukuba ndiyagula yi-ALS kwaye ndonwabile- ndamcela ukuba athandazele umfazi wam kunye nentombi yam.
Ndive ukuwa kwamanzi ukusuka entloko ukuya ezinzwaneni ...
Asikhange sithathe foto kuba sathathwa yimini, ngokomoya ...
Ndawufunda umyalezo ... njengomboniso wento eyayiza kwenzeka ... Wagqibela esithi ubomi sisipho, endisoloko ndisiva ngexesha lokugula kwam.
Ukuhlala apho, ndithanda isakramente enentsikelelo, ndathathwa ngemikhuleko yam, ndathandazela omnye umfana ... andizicelanga ngokwam, kodwa kukho lo mnxeba wokuba ndenyuka intaba, apho kwaye ndaye ndenyuka intaba. Ngeli xesha lokuba ndive yonke le nkcazo ndinayo ngexesha lokudumisa, ndiyazi ukuba ndingaya entabeni.
Ndithe kuFrancesca-Ngomso siya entabeni - Uthe- Uyagula entloko ... Ichukumise imilenze yam, imilenze yam eqanduselwe ... Kwakungubusuku obuhle kwaye andizange ndihlasele i-respirator ... bendilinde ukusa, usuku lwam olutsha olo kudityaniswa nomhla wam omtsha.
Sifika ngolwesine kusasa ... sifike ne wheelchair esezantsi kwentaba ... ndaphakama ... Saqala eli khwela ... andikaze ndithandabuze ... ndaziva ndizolile, izandla ezintle, ezinesingqala, ndinengxaki zokuphefumla kuphela, ngamanye amaxesha siyema ndaye ndaphumla kancinci. Abanye abaqondi kwanto ngento eyayisenzeka kuthi.
Sifikelele eqongeni. Nangalomzuzu bendisitsho kuMadonnina- Madonnina mia, uselixesha, andinaqumbo ...
UVicka usimeme ukuba siqhubeke siqinisekile ... Ungakhathazeki ...
Senze uvavanyo lokuqonda apho sibona ukonakala kwimithambo-luvo kwaye bandixelele ukuba kukho ukuphucuka okubonakalayo ukuba kwi-pathology ye-neurovegetative efana ne-ALS ayenzeki. Oogqirha babengenakucacisa ngento eyenzekileyo. Baye babuza kum ukuba bendikhe ndangena eluvavanyweni oluthile njengeeseli zesifo ... ndisebenzisa kuphela iziyobisi ezinobunzima.
Ndiza kuqhubeka nokwenza into endiyenzileyo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, ukuba ndilwe ngamandla amakhulu kunangaphambili ngenxa yamalungelo abagulayo ... Ngokulandelayo ndiza kuqhubeka nentetho yezokholo kuba nangona isifo sineziphene njenge-ALS, ukuba nobukho boThixo kufutshane nam - ndithetha nawe malunga amava am-sihlala silawula ngamandla nangokholo ngakumbi ...