Uthando loyisa idangatye lomlilo "Ukutsha kakhulu kukaVicka"

UDade Elvira uthi: “NgoLwesibini umhla wama-26 ku-Epreli. Ekhitshini lendlu kaVicka, umama kaVicka wayeshiye ipani eneoyile esitovini; Udadewabo kaVicka, engazi nto, walayita isitovu njengesiqhelo, kungekudala emva koko kwavela umsi omninzi. Malunga no-13: XNUMX emva kwemini umama ungena evela ngaphandle, avule i-oveni, athathe amanzi awaphose eontini ebasayo. Amalangatye ahlasela indlu, atshisa amakhethini. UVicka, owayethetha nabantu abahambahamba eyadini, wabalekela endlwini kwaye, xa ebona abazukulwana bakhe besemlilweni nasemadangatyeni, wazijula ​​edangatyeni labasusa. UVicka watshisa ubuso bakhe bonke kunye nesandla sikanina kancinci. Njengokuba basiwa esibhedlele eMostar - udadewabo uAnna wandixelela - uVicka wacula wathi: "Maria.,. UMaria… ”Watsho umama; "Uyaphambana, kodwa angacula njani?" Nditsho noogqirha baseMostar, ababengazi ukuba basibeke phi isandla sabo xa bebona uVicka encitshisiwe kodwa encumile kwaye eqhubeka nokucula, uphawule wathi: "Kodwa iphambene le ntombazana!".

Nini, ndamjonga ebhedini yeentlungu, emva kokubuyela kwakhe ekhaya, uVicka wayendixelela; "Elvira, kulula ukucula xa uphilile, kodwa kumnandi kakhulu ukucula xa usokola". Ngezo ntsuku ndachukumisa ukomelela kokholo lwentombazana phakathi kweembandezelo ezimasikizi. UVicka akazange akhalaze nakancinci. Ndandisondele kuye kangangeentsuku ezisi-8 kwaye ndandifunda uvuyo olukhulu kuye nangona ndandisezintlungwini… Kwakungamandla avela eluthandweni; inene ukufa kuginywe luthando. Phantse ubuso bukaVicka babumnyama njengamalahle, amehlo akhe ayengasabonakali, kodwa ahlala njengamachaphaza amabini, nangona eqaqambile kwaye egcwele ukukhanya, egcwele uncumo; Imilebe yakhe ibidumbile. UVicka wayengaziwa. Nangona kunjalo, akazange akhalaze. Akunakuze! Wayephantse wonwaba kukwazi ukunika uThixo into. Uthe kum: "NguThixo oyifunayo ngoluhlobo, yiyo ke leyo". Ndaphinda ndaphinda kuye: "... kodwa kutheni wena nje, kutheni kwezi ntsuku xa besinenkqubo encinci yokwenza nawe, eye yaphambuka?!" Kodwa yena: “Elvira, ayinamsebenzi. Ukuba ebeyifuna ngoluhlobo, kulungile. Andizange ndiyibuze iNkosi ukuba kutheni, kuba iyakwazi oko kulungileyo kum ”. Ngokwenene yayikukubandezeleka kwamkelwa ngothando.

Yaphela iveki evaliwe amehlo ebusweni kwaye ephathwa ngamagqabi ekhaphetshu. Ngapha koko, basebenzisa ukunyanga oku kutshileyo: ngekhilimu, eyenziwe lixhegwazana, elivela kumanqatha atyebileyo kunye namagqabi ekhaphetshu. Nangona kunjalo, loo krimu yanika iziphumo ezintle, ezimangalisayo. Emva kweveki kuye kwafuneka ndicoce ubuso bukaVicka, ndibusike ngokoqobo kwaye ndiza kuthi kuye: “Vicka, le nto ayikakulungeli kodwa kufuneka nditsale kunjalo”. Kwaye: "Ingxaki yeNema ... Uyakhawuleza, hayi kakubi ... Awukhathazeki." Ndiyavuma ukuba endaweni yobuso bukaVicka ndayibona intliziyo yakhe. Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ndibone umfazi ozele luthando ukuba andisayi kuva zintlungu zomzimba. Ngokwesiqhelo, ukuba sitshiswe lilanga kancinane, siziva iintlungu imini nobusuku. Watshisa ubuso bakhe bonke, isandla sonke kunye nengalo enye, akukho nto!

Kamva abantu beza, bafuna ukumbona ... ndathi kum: "UVicka akazukuzibonakalisa enje ngoba ukhangeleka ngathi uyi-monster" ... Endaweni yokuba yena, bonke bevale amehlo, bahlala begijima ngokukhawuleza xa esiva abantu. Intombazana eneminyaka eyi-23 eyaziyo indlela yokuzoyisa ngoluhlobo ...

UVicka (Udade Elvira uyaqhubeka) wandixelela ukuba ngala mini, ngexesha lokubonakala kwakhe, akazange akwazi ukuguqa, kuba wayelele. Emva koko uMama wethu wavela kuye, wahlala ecaleni kwakhe, wabeka isandla sakhe ngolu hlobo ... entloko, wamthambisa ... Ngalo mhla uMama wethu noVicka babengathethisani, bajongana nje emehlweni kwaye yile nto, Yi yayikukuphela kombonakalo kwiminyaka esi-7 apho kwakungekho ngxoxo. Ngokusisiseko ndiyacinga-Udade uElvira uthi -Inenekazi lethu alazi ukuba kutheni uThixo eyithumele le nto. Ndicinga ukuba intando kaThixo ngamanye amaxesha ifihliwe nakwiNkosazana yethu. Ndiyifumanisile - uyaqhubeka uDade Elvira - ngokuvela komnye umbonisi uMarija Pavlovic: "Inenekazi lethu lathi: -UThixo undivumele" ... UThixo wam undinikile ... ". UMarija uthe: “Inenekazi lethu liyaqhubeka ukuza phakathi kwethu lize licele uBawo ukuba eze emhlabeni yonke imihla kuba efuna ukuba siqiniseke ngothando lwakhe olukhulu, kodwa ngaphezu kwalo lonke uthando lukaThixo olukhulu ngathi. Ukuba besisazi - INenekazi lethu litshilo-ukuba usithanda kangakanani uThixo uBawo, singakhala ngovuyo, siza kusikelelwa ”. Silubonile olu lonwabo eVicka - UDade Elvira uthi- nangona bekwimbandezelo engaka. Ewe, ubunyani bala mantombazana bubonakala ngexesha lomnqamlezo, ngexesha lokulingwa.