I-Medjugorje: Bendingayazi ukuba mandiphiliswe, ndathatha imitya yam ephantsi kwengalo yam ndayijonga emilenzeni yam.
Nge-25 kaJulayi ngo-1987, inenekazi laseMelika, eligama linguRita Klaus, laziswa kwiofisi ye-Medjugorje, ehamba nomyeni wakhe kunye nabantwana bakhe abathathu. Bavela e-Evana City (ePennsylvania). Abafazi babeneminyaka yobomi, bekhulile kwaye benamehlo aqaqambileyo, wayenqwenela ngentetho enkulu ukuthetha noBawo weparare. Okukhona eqhubeka nebali lakhe, kokukhona ooTata ababemmamele bamangaliswa.
Kwakhona kwi "Sveta batina" pag.5.
Nge-25 kaJulayi ngo-1987 inenekazi laseMelika eligama linguRita Klaus laziswa kwiofisi ye-Medjugorje, ehamba nomyeni wakhe kunye nabantwana bakhe abathathu. Bavela e-Evana City (ePennsylvania). Abafazi babeneminyaka yobomi, bekhulile kwaye benamehlo aqaqambileyo, wayekunqwenela ngamandla ukuzonwabisa kunye noBawo waseParadise. Ukuqhubeka kwakhe kwibali lakhe, kokukhona bamangaliswa ngakumbi ooBawo ababamamelayo. Ubalisa awona manqanaba abalulekileyo ebomini bakhe, owayekhathazeke kakhulu. Ngequbuliso, ngendlela engachazekiyo, ubomi bakhe baba bumnandi njengesihobe, bonwabile njengentwasahlobo, bucebile okwinduli ezele ziqhamo. URita uyayazi into eyenzekileyo kuye: uqinisekile ukuba uphilisiwe ngokungummangaliso - ngokuthandazela iNenekazi lethu - kwisifo esinganyangekiyo, isifo sokuqina kwesifo esiqhelekileyo. Nali ibali lakhe:
“Injongo yam yayikukuba secaweni, ngenxa yoko ndaya kumzi wamakhosi. Ngo-1960 ndandisele ndiza kwenza izifungo, xa ngequbuliso ndabethwa yimasisi, eyathi ngokuthe ngcembe yaguquka yaba kukuqina kwesifo sokuqina emzimbeni. Kwakungesizathu esaneleyo sokukhutshwa kwindlu yesikolo. Ngenxa yokugula kwam, andizange ndikwazi ukufumana umsebenzi ngaphandle kwaxa ndandihlala kwenye indawo, apho ndingaziwa khona. Ndidibene nomyeni wam apho. Kodwa andimxelelanga ngesigulo sam, futhi, kwaye ndiyavuma ukuba andichananga ngaye. Kwakungo-1968. Ukukhulelwa kwam kwaqala, kwaye emva koko ububi baqhubeka. Oogqirha bacebise ukuba mandiveze ukugula kumyeni wakhe. Ndiyenzile, ibe wayecaphuka kangangokuba wacinga ngoqhawulo mtshato. Ngethamsanqa, yonke into yahlangana. Ndaziva ndidakumbile kwaye ndinomsindo kum nakuThixo.Bendingaqondi ukuba kwakutheni ukuze kwenzeke le nto kum.
Ngenye imini ndaya kwintlanganiso yokuthandaza, apho umfundisi wandithandazela. Ndavuya kakhulu ngayo kangangokuba nomyeni wam wayiphawula. Ndiqhubeke ndisebenza njengomfundisi-ntsapho, ngaphandle kwenkqubela yobubi. Bandithatha ngesitulo esinamavili ukuya esikolweni kunye nokuxinisa. Andisakwazi nokubhala kwakhona. Ndangathi ndingumntwana, ndingenakukwazi ukwenza yonke into. Ubusuku babunzima kakhulu kum. Ngo-1985 ububi baba mandundu kangangokuba ndandingasakwazi nokuhlala ndedwa. Umyeni wam wayelila kakhulu, nto leyo yayibuhlungu kum.
Ngo-1986, kwi-Reader yaBafundi ndafunda ingxelo yeziganeko zeMedjugorje. Ngobunye ubusuku ndafunda incwadi kaLaurentin kwiapparitions. Emva kokufunda, bendizibuza ukuba ndingenza ntoni ukuhlonipha inenekazi lethu. Ndithandaze ngokuqhubekayo, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo ayikokuvuselelwa kwam, ndikuthathela ingqalelo kakhulu.
Nge-18 kaJuni, ezinzulwini zobusuku, ndeva ilizwi lisithi kum: "Kutheni ungathandazi ukuba usinde?" Ndaza ngoko ke ndaqalisa ukuthandaza ngolu hlobo: Ndicela unyana wakho andiphilise. " Ndive kwangoko uhlobo lohlobo oluhamba ngoku ngaphakathi kum kunye nobushushu obungaziwayo kumalungu omzimba wam abuhlungu. Ndiye ndebiwa bubuthongo. Ukuvuka kwam, andisacingi ngento endiyivileyo ebusuku. Umyeni wakhe wandilungiselela isikolo. Esikolweni, njengesiqhelo, ngo-10,30:8 bekukho ikhefu. Ndothuka xa ndafumanisa ukuba ngelo xesha ndingashukuma ndedwa, ndinemilenze, into ebingakhange ndiyenze ngaphezulu kweminyaka eyi-XNUMX. Andazi nokuba ndagoduka kanjani. Ndifuna ukubonisa umyeni wam indlela endinokuhambisa ngayo iminwe yam. Ndadlala, kodwa kwakungekho mntu endlwini. Bendinexhala kakhulu. Bendingayazi ukuba ndaphiliswa! Ngaphandle koncedo, ndaphakama kwisitulo esinamavili. Ndiphakame ndaya ezitebhisini, nazo zonke izixhobo zonyango endizinxibileyo. Ndayame ukuba ndizikhuphe izihlangu zam ... ngalo mzuzu ndabona ukuba imilenze yam iphilisiwe.
Ndandiqala ukulila ndidanduluka ndisithi: "Thixo wam, enkosi! Enkosi, Madonna othandekayo! ”. Bendingayazi ukuba ndiyaphola. Ndithathe izitya zam phantsi kwengalo yam ndajonga imilenze yam. Babenjengabanye babantu abaphilayo. Ndiye ndaqala ukuhla ngezitepsi, ndibonga ndizukisa uThixo.Ndabiza umhlobo. Ukufika kwam, ndatsiba ngenxa yovuyo njengomntwana. Ubuyele nam ekudumiseni uThixo.Xa umyeni wam nabantwana bebuyela ekhaya, bamangaliswa. Ndathi kubo, “UYesu noMariya bandiphilisile. Oogqirha, bakuva ezi ndaba, abakholwanga ukuba ndiphile. Emva kokundwendwela, baxela ukuba abanakuyichaza. Bachukumiseka ngokunzulu. Malibongwe igama likaThixo! Emlonyeni wam awusoze uphele! indumiso kuThixo neNkosikazi yethu. Ngokuhlwa ndiza kuya kwi-Mass kunye nabanye abathembekileyo, ukubulela uThixo kunye neNkosikazi yethu kwakhona ".
Ukusuka kwisitulo esinamavili, uRita watshintshela kwibhayisikile, ngokungathi ubuyela ebutsheni bakhe.