IMedjugorje: "gcina kabili sibonga umqhele wePater ayisikhombisa, Ave noGloria"

U-Oriana uthi:
Kuze kube yizinyanga ezimbili ezedlule, bengihlala eRoma ngihlanganyela indlu noNarcisa. Sobabili sakhetha ukuba ngabalingisi; bese kuba yiRoma, bese kuba nokuhlolwa, bese kubekwa ama-aphoyintimenti, ukushayelwa izingcingo futhi kwesinye isikhathi kwenziwe umsebenzi othile, isifiso esikhulu "sokukwenza" kepha futhi kunentukuthelo nentukuthelo kulabo "abanga" ukukunika isandla, kepha abanendaba nawo wonke umuntu , noma okubi kakhulu, futhi ngeshwa kaningi, ikunikeza ithuba lokusebenza "ngokwemvelo" ku-cabio yokunye okunye, kuyinto engadingekile ukucacisa ukuthi yini. Phakathi kwakho konke lokhu kudideka waphila iminyaka eyi-4, kubanda kanjani, mangaki ama-sandwich asele esiswini, mangaki amakhilomitha womhlabathi angenalutho, kangaki ukudumala!

Ephreli 87: Mina noNarcisa sibuyela ekhaya siyohlala izinsuku ezimbalwa namalungu emindeni yabo, uvela edolobheni esifundazweni sase-Alessandria, ngivela eGenoa.
Ngolunye usuku uNarcisa wathi kimi: “Uyazi? Ngiyahamba, ngiya eYugoslavia ”. Ngicabanga ngohambo lokuphumula, futhi ngiphendula: "Wenze kahle, ubusisiwe!" "Kodwa cha! Kepha cha! - uthi ngenjabulo -, awukaze uzwe yini ngeMedjugorje? "
Nami: "??? Yini ??? "" ... Medjugorje ... lapho ivela khona iNkosikazi yethu! U-Ana, umngani wami waseMilan, ufuna ukungiyisa eMedjugorje ngakho-ke ngithathe isinqumo sokuhamba, ngilungile, ungangizwa? " Futhi mina: "Ukuzwa wena ngiyakuzwa, ukuthi ungihlikiza kuphela ukuthi unikeza izinombolo ukwedlula okujwayelekile".
Ngemuva kwesonto umama wakhe, ecasukile kakhulu, uthi kimi ocingweni:
"Lowo mfazi usekhona, u-Angelo ubuyile (isoka likaNarcisa), u-Anna, futhi usehlale lapho, uyahlanya! uyahlanya! " Ngemuva kwezinsuku ezimbalwa ngisazithola ngihleka ukuhleka, ngokubona nje ukuthi uNarcisa usekhona, uyahlanya nokuthi ngubani owaziyo ukuthi bangaki abanye abantu abahlanya abathi uMadona ukhona ...

Ephreli 26: usuku lokugcina lokuhlala emaphandleni. Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa kufanele ngibuyele eRoma bese ngigibela isitimela esiya eGenoa. NgiseTortona, esiteshini esiphakathi, kunamamitha ambalwa ukufika kwesitimela esiya eGenoa, ipulatifomu ligcwele; futhi ngibona bani? I-Narcisa! Kubukeka sengathi kuvele nje odakeni: kusesimweni sokungahambi kahle ngokuphelele. Ngokuthokoza uthi: “Kufanele ngikhulume nawe, ungishayele ucingo lapho nje ufika. Manje unesitimela futhi asikho isikhathi, kodwa ngithembise into eyodwa. Ngithembise ukuthi uzokwenza into yami, ungitshele ukuthi uzoyenza! ”. Angisaqondi lutho, yena oqhubeka ephinda "Ngithembise ukuthi uzokwenza", abantu abasibukayo abacabanga ukuthi sibalekele isibhedlela esithile, amahloni angihlasela. Uyacindezela, angakhathazeki futhi akanakile ukuhleka kwabasizungezile.
Sika, ikhanda lenkunzi ligcine selibabaza: "Kulungile, ngiyakwethembisa ngizoyenza le nto !!!", ukukhanya kwenjabulo emehlweni kaNarcisa, oshova irosari esandleni sami (... "Woza, lapha ngaphambili wabo bonke laba bantu, yeka isibalo! usuphenduke isilima? ") bese uthi kimi:" Isivumo sokholo; 7 Baba wethu; 7 Dumisa uMariya; 7 Udumo nsuku zonke inyanga ”.
Ngicishe ngaphuthelwa, ngagxeka: "Yini ????", kepha ngesibindi futhi waneliseka: "Uyithembisile". Ikhwela lesitimela lisihlukanisa, kubukeka sengathi ngiphuma phambili. UNarcisa unginakekela ngesandla sakhe esincane nokumemeza:
"UMl uzotshela!"; Ngiyavuma futhi abantu abaqhamuka nami bayangibuka futhi bayagigitheka. Hawu mani isibalo!
Ngikuthembisile, kufanele nje ngigcine isethembiso, noma ngabe sidabuke cishe ngamandla, bese uNarcisa wathi uMama wethu kule nyanga uzobonga ngokukhethekile kulabo abathandaza kuye.
… Izinsuku ziyahamba, futhi ukuqokwa kwami ​​kwansuku zonke kuyaqhubeka ngaphandle kokukhohlwa, impela, ngokumangazayo kuba “yinto” engizizwa ngifuna ukuyenza ngokuphuthuma okukhulu nokucwengisiswa. Angibuzi, angiziceleli, ngimane ngithi imithandazo yami bese ngiyama.
Mina noNarcisa sibuyela eRoma, futhi impilo iyasishaya futhi. Uqhubeka ukhuluma nami ngoMedjugorje, ukuthi miningi imithandazo futhi awulwi! " ukuthi bonke balungile, bayazwana futhi bayathandana! "
Izinsuku ziyahamba manje sengazi izinto eziningi ngoMedjugorje, sengizwile izinto ebengingazi nokuthi zingaze zenzeke, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke uNarcisa, ngiphila ushintsho lwakhe olushaqisayo, "uyisimanga", uya eMisa, athandaze , kusho irosari futhi kaningi lihudula kwelinye isonto. UNarcisa uyahamba, usuka eRoma izinsuku ezingama-4-5 futhi ngisele ngedwa endlini engingayithandi, nginezinkathazo ezingapheli zomsebenzi, zothando .., usizi olumnyama kakhulu lungehlela, ukucindezeleka akukaze kuthinte : ebusuku angisalali, ngiyakhala. Izinsuku ezine ezinde zokuchithwa ngokuphelele: futhi ngokokuqala ngqa, okokuqala ngqa empilweni yami, ngizithola ngicabanga ngokuzibulala.
Bengihlale ngithi ngiyayithanda impilo, ukuthi nginabangani abaningi abangithandayo nengibathandayo, umama nobaba "abathanda" indodakazi yabo okuwukuphela kwayo, ngifuna ukunyamalala, ngisuke kukho konke nakuwo wonke umuntu .. Futhi lapho izinyembezi zehla ebusweni bami obushaqekile, ngokuzumayo ngikhumbula imithandazo engiyenze nsuku zonke kuyo yonke inyanga, futhi ngiyakhala: “Mama, Mama waseZulwini ngisize ngicela, ngisize ngoba angisakwazi ukukubekezelela, Ngisize! Usizo! Ngisize! Ngiyacela!". Ngosuku olulandelayo uNarcisa uyabuya: Ngizama ukufihla ngandlela thile ukuthotshiswa okukumina, futhi ngenkathi ngixoxa uyangitshela: "Kodwa uyazi ukuthi lapha ngaseRoma kunendawo ebizwa nge-S. Vittorino?".
Ngakusasa ntambama, ngoJuni 25, ngise S. Vittorino. Lapho-ke othile wabe esesitshela ukuthi kukhona uBaba uGino, okungenzeka ukuthi unesigcwagcwa futhi ovame "ukuncengela" nokwelashwa. Ngihlatshwa umxhwele ngumuntu omude futhi onamandla kaBaba uGino. Phezulu, akukho okwenzekile, kepha, phakathi nalawo mahora amabili, nginomuzwa wokuthi "okuthile" sekuqalile ukuqhekeka, kwephuka futhi "kuvuleka" ngaphakathi kimi.
Sihamba ngenhloso eqinile yokubuyela ngokushesha okukhulu. Ngemuva kwezinsuku ezingaba yishumi, ngoJulayi 9, ngo-8 ekuseni, siwela okwesibili, sinokuthula futhi sigcwele "ukufisa okuthile", isango leNkosikazi Yethu kaFatima.
Okwamanje ngicabanga ukuthi kulungile futhi kubalulekile ukusho izinto ezimbalwa ngami: Sekuyiminyaka eyi-15 ngingavumi futhi kule minyaka engu-15 ngiziphonse kunoma yiluphi uhlobo lokuzijabulisa nokuphazamiseka, kangangoba kwathi ngo-19 ngahlangana izidakamizwa nezinkampani zobuwula; at 20 (njengoba kunzima ukusho) ukukhipha isisu; ngino-21 ngabaleka ekhaya ngashada (ngokufana) no "one" owangishaya iminyaka emibili, wangicindezela ngazo zonke izindlela ezingacatshangwa; ngo-23, ekugcineni isinqumo sokuhamba sibuyele ekhaya futhi, ngemuva kwezinyanga ezine zokuphazamiseka kwemizwa, ukuhlukaniswa okungokomthetho. Ngemuva kwalokho ngaphoqeleka ukuba ngibaleke eGenoa ngenxa yokusongelwa njalo ngumyeni wami wangaphambili. Cishe wathunjwa!

Ngicabanga ukuthi kubalulekile ukuveza uhlobo lwe "nakho" kanye "nokungcola" engikuphethe ngaphakathi kuze kufike lolo suku oluhle kakhulu lwangoLwesine 9 kuJulayi, usuku engazalwa ngalo okwesibili. Naphezu kwakho konke okubi engikwenzele iNkosi noMama wami waseZulwini, Bangithande kakhulu. Uma ngicabanga ngakho kufanele ngikhale.

Ngalolo suku ekuseni 'ngaziphonsa' ngaphakathi kokuvuma izono, ngicabanga ukuthi ngahlala lapho cishe amahora amabili, ngangigcwele umjuluko futhi ngangingazi ukuthi ngiqale kuphi noma ngithini, izono zami zaziziningi futhi zinkulu! Lapho ngiphuma, angikholwanga ukuthi uJesu wayengixolele yonke into, hhayi yonke into kepha ngezwa ngaphakathi kimi ukuthi yebo, bekunjalo, bekuyinto emangalisayo. Vele ngine-penance yami ende, angikaze ngicabange ukuthi: "It is too much", impela usuku nosuku sekuze kwaba mnandi. Ngalolo suku ngathola iSidlo emva kweminyaka engaphezu kwengu-15.
Kamuva ubaba uGino wasinika isibusiso ngazinye futhi amehlo ami ahlangana nawakhe. Babuyile ekhaya, futhi kusukela ngabo lobo busuku ngazizwa ngikhululekile; usizi, ukudangala, usizi lwangaphakathi, ukuphelelwa yithemba nakho konke ukungijabula kwami ​​okubi kwaphela, kwaphela.
Vele umsebenzi uqhubekile futhi uyaqhubeka nokunginika izinkinga, kepha manje sehlukile. Ukususa Ikusasa elingenasiqiniseko, ukuntuleka kwemali nokudumazeka okuthile kungibangele phansi futhi kwangiphatha kabi, manje, yize ngingazange ngiphumelele ilotho lottery .., ngikhululekile, ngizolile, angisacasuki futhi ngithukuthele, kunjengokungathi ngaphakathi nangaphakathi kwakukhona into ethambile nethambile kimi ethambisa yonke into, ethambisa, engenza ngizwe kahle, ngamafuphi. Zingaphansi kwezinyanga eziyisishiyagalombili ezidlulile kusukela ngomhlaka 9 kuJulayi 1987, nokho kubonakala kimi ngokwengeziwe. Manje ngizama ukuphila impilo yobuKristu eyiqiniso, ngiyavuma njalo ngenyanga, ngiya eMiseni, ngithatha iSidlo futhi “ngikhuluma” kaningi kuJesu nakumaMama waseZulwini. Ngiyethemba futhi ngifisa ukuba ngokwengeziwe ngiphile "ngokuphila" okholweni nokuthi uMoya Oyingcwele ml usiza ukukhulisa nokukhula.
Ngivame ukucabanga emuva ngalolo suku, lapho uNarcisa athi "ngithembise ukukwenza" bese ngithi "yebo"; Ngicabanga ihlazo ebenginalo ngaye nakimi, phambi kwabantu abasibuke bemangele, futhi esikhundleni salokho ngicabanga ukuthi namuhla ngithanda kanjani "ukumemeza" emhlabeni "NGIYAWUTHANDA UMAMA WAMI OTHILE!".
Nayi indaba yami, ngicabanga ukuthi yindaba efana nezinye eziningi, ifana ngokumangalisayo!
Ufuna ukuya eMedjugorje uyobonga uMama ongisindisile; ngiyabonga ngoba bengingafanele lutho kunalokho ngithole konke; ngiyabonga ngalesi sipho, esihle kunazo zonke, ebengingazi nokuthi sikhona!

KuJesu noMama waseZulwini waseMedjugorje