EMedjugorje i-spark ekhanyiswe kimi ...
Umsebenzi wami, njengawo wonke owesilisa nowesifazane, unemvelaphi eqhelile. Kusukela kwaphakade uNkulunkulu wayesengilungiselele uhlelo lokuthi ngizolwenza ngokuhamba kwesikhathi: kwakumayelana nokuthola. “Ngenkathi uNkulunkulu ebeka amehlo akhe kimi futhi ehlelela mina ngaphambili, injabulo ayenayo yayingiphelele; kuleyo ntokozo bekungekho ngokwesaba ukuthi icebo lakhe lingase lingafezeki. " (ISt. Augustine)
Ngenkathi umama esengilindile, wayefunde ikhosi yokuzivocavoca ngokomoya nobaba. Uma kuyiqiniso ukuthi izingane "zimunca" umkhathi ophefumulwayo ngisho nangaphambi kokuzalwa, ngicabanga ukuthi ngingasho ukuthi leyo bekungukuzivocavoca kwami kokuqala! Ngithole amasakramente wokuqalwa kobuKristu esigabeni sami, futhi ngaleso sikhathi iNkosi yasebenza ...
Eminyakeni engu-15, phakathi nenkambo yasehlobo kude nasekhaya, ngathatha i-ephaketheni iVangeli nami futhi ngaqala ukuzijwayeza iZwi LikaNkulunkulu .. NgeSonto uLizwi sephukile kithi, kodwa lapho "isinkwa" sasiphelele futhi sinephunga elisha . Ngiyakhumbula ukuthi ngathintwa kakhulu yigama elithi "kukhona abathenwa abazenzele umbuso wezulu, ongaqonda, oqondayo" (Mt 19,12: 1984). Ngonyaka olandelayo (kwakungu-XNUMX), ngaso sonke isikhathi ngamaholide, ngangibamba iqhaza ohambweni oluya eMedjugorje kanye ne "spark" ebekwe enhliziyweni yami. Ngokokuqala ngqa ukubona abantu abaningi beguqa amahora amaningi. Ngaya ekhaya nginesifiso esikhulu somkhuleko enhliziyweni yami. Ngezinye izikhathi ngangiya kuleyo ndawo yokholo futhi ngangihlala ngithola ukuthambekela okusha kokwenza okuthile okwengeziwe… kuNkulunkulu: Wayengifele esiphambanweni! Bengizindla ngathi: "Mhlawumbe ngizoba indelakazi", kepha bekungumqondo ongacacile, kuze kwathi ngolunye usuku umuntu wangicunula ngalo mbuzo: "Wake wakucabanga yini ukuzinikezela?" Ngaphendula ngoyebo! Ngaleso sikhashana intwasahlobo yavela, okuthi uma ngihamba, ngihambe, ingiyise ekhayeni.
Kwenziwe ucezu lomgwaqo, kepha manje ... uzoyaphi? Bengingakholelwa enkolweni. Ngayalwa ngumpristi ukuba ngibe nokuhlangenwe nakho okuthile: empilweni ekhuthele nokucabangayo. Ngikhethe owesibili ngoba ngangizizwa ngithambekele kakhulu kule ndlela yokuphila: yilokho ebengikufuna! Bengihlala ngizwa isifiso sokwenzela abanye okuthile futhi ngangiqonda ukuthi, ngempilo enikezelwe emthandazweni, ngingasondela kulo lonke usizi olukhona emhlabeni. “Shiya - kubhala uM. Delbrêl - ukuthola uNkulunkulu ngaphandle kwemephu yomgwaqo, azi ukuthi usendleleni futhi akekho ekugcineni. Ungazami ukuyithola ngezindlela zokupheka zokuqala, kepha vumela ukuba utholwe nguye, ebuphofini bempilo ebalal ”.
Ngo-20 ngangena embundwini wesigodlo sezindela sase-Augustinian e-Locarno (e-Italy Switzerland) ukuthola uNkulunkulu buthule futhi ngithandaza, kanye nodadewethu bomphakathi wami. Le yindaba yami, kepha ngiyazi ukuthi "iphazili" ayikapheli, kusekude indlela okufanele ihambe. Ngamunye unesipho sakhe esivela kuNkulunkulu, okungukuthi, umsebenzi othile oqondile, kodwa okubaluleke kakhulu "impendulo esiyinikezayo, ukuzinikela okuphelele esamukela ngakho lokhu kubizwa, esithembeke kukho ngakho. Lokho okwenziwa bungcwele akusona isibizo, kepha isimilo esiphila ngaso. " (MD). "Emzaneni wethu wembulunga yonke", lapho ukuzibophezela kuvusa khona ukukhathazeka okuthile, amaKhristu kumele akwenze kubonakale ekuthembekeni kwawo uNkulunkulu ezinhlelweni zakhe zothando. Namuhla, sekudlule iminyaka eyi-15 usuku olujabulile lokungena kwami phakathi kwezindela zakwa-Augustinian ze-Locarno (iwebhusayithi, http://go.to/santacaterina), ngibonga iNkosi neNkosazana yethu ngesipho esikhulu sokusebenza futhi ngicela uMary ukuthi abanye abantu abasha bangaba nesibindi sokunikela ngokuphila kwabo konke ngenxa yoMbuso kanye nenkazimulo kaNkulunkulu.