U-Saint Teresa usikhuthaze kanjani ukuthi siziyekele ekunikezelweni yingelosi egadayo

USanta Teresa waseLisieux wayenokuzinikela okuthile kwizingelosi ezingcwele. Ngabe kufaneleke kangakanani lokhu kuzinikela kwakho ku 'Ndlela Yakho' [njengoba ayethanda ukubiza ngaleyo ndlela okwamholela ekungcweliseni umphefumulo]! Eqinisweni, iNkosi ihlobanise ukuthobeka kanye nokuba khona nokuvikelwa kweziNgelosi ezingcwele: “Qaphelani ukuba ungadeleli omunye walaba abancinyane, ngoba ngithi kini Izingelosi zabo ezulwini zihlala zibubona ubuso bukaBaba osezulwini. (Mt 18,10: XNUMX) ". Uma siya ukubona ukuthi uSt. Teresa uthini ngamaNgilosi, akumele silindele umbono oyindida kodwa, umgexo wezinsimbi ezivela enhliziyweni yakhe. Izingelosi ezingcwele zaziyingxenye yokuhlangenwe nakho kwakhe ngokomoya kusukela esemncane.

Lapho eneminyaka eyi-9, ngaphambi kokuhlangana kwakhe okokuqala, uSanta Teresa wazinikezela kumaNgilosi angcwele njengelungu le- "Association of the Holy Angels" ngala magama alandelayo: "Ngizinikela ngokuphelele emsebenzini wakho. Ngiyakuthembisa, phambi kobuso buka NKULUNKULU, kwiNkosazana eNobusisekile uMariya nabangane bami ukuthi bathembekile kuwe futhi bazame ukulingisa izimfanelo zakho, ikakhulukazi intshiseko yakho, ukuthobeka kwakho, ukulalela kwakho nokumsulwa kwakho. " Njengomfisi manje wayesethembise "ukuhlonipha ngokuzinikela okukhethekileko amaNgelosi angcwele noMariya, indlovukazi yabo ebabazekayo. ... Ngifuna ukusebenza ngawo wonke amandla ami ukulungisa iphutha lami, ngithole izimfanelo ezinhle futhi ngifeze yonke imisebenzi yami njengomfundi wesikole kanye nomKristu. "

Amalungu ale nhlangano abesebenza ngokuzinikela okuthile kwi-Guardian Angel ngokubuyelela umthandazo olandelayo: "Ingelosi kaNkulunkulu, nkosana yezulu, umqaphi obukhali, umqondisi othembekile, umelusi onothando, ngiyajabula ukuthi uNkulunkulu ukudale ngezinto eziningi ezinhle kakhulu, ukuthi kungcweliswa ngomusa waKhe futhi wakuphathisa umqhele wenkazimulo yokuphikelela kwinkonzo Yakhe. UNKULUNKULU adunyiswe kuze kube phakade ngayo yonke impahla akunike yona. Kwangathi nawe ungadunyiswa ngakho konke okuhle ongenzela khona nabangane bami. Ngiyaningcwelisa umzimba wami, umphefumulo wami, inkumbulo yami, ukuhlakanipha kwami, inganekwane yami nentando yami. Ngibuse, ungikhanyisele, ungihlanze ungilahle ekuzithokoziseni kwakho ”. (Imanuwali ye-Association of Holy Angels, iTravnai).

Iqiniso lokuthi kukhona u-Therese waseLisieux, udokotela weSonto elizayo, wenza lokhu kuzinikela futhi waphinda lemikhuleko - njengoba intombazane ngokuvamile ingenjalo, -, ibangela lokhu kube yingxenye yemfundiso yakhe engokomoya evuthiwe. Eqinisweni, eminyakeni yakhe esevuthiwe akakhumbuli ngenjabulo kuphela lokhu kunikezela, kodwa uzinikela ngezindlela ezahlukahlukene kumaNgelosi angcwele, njengoba sizobona kamuva. Lokhu kufakazela ukubaluleka kokusondeza kwakhe kulokhu kuhlangana nezingelosi ezingcwele. Ku "Indaba Yomphefumlo" ubhala: "Cishe ngokushesha ngemuva kokungena kwami ​​esikoleni samakhosi ngamukelwa kwiNhlangano Yezingilosi Ezingcwele; Bengiyithanda imikhuba yenkolo ebekiwe, ngoba ngangizizwa ngikhangwa kakhulu ekuhlinzeni imimoya ebusisekile yasezulwini, ikakhulukazi lowo uNkulunkulu anginikeze yena njengomlingani ekudingisweni kwami ​​”(Imibhalo ye-Autobiographical, History of a soul, IV Chap.).

Ingelosi eyi-Guardian

UTeresa wakhulela emndenini ozinikele kakhulu kumaNgisi. Abazali bakhe bakhulume ngayo ngokukhululekile ngezikhathi ezahlukahlukene (bheka Umlando Womuntu I, 5 r °; incwadi 120). Futhi uPauline, udadewabo omdala, wamqinisekisa nsuku zonke ukuthi amaNgelosi azoba naye ukuyombheka futhi amvikele (bheka i-Story of a soul II, 18 v °).

Empilweni uTeresa wagqugquzela udadewabo uCéline ukuthi azinikele ekungcwelisweni nguNkulunkulu, wagcizelela ukuba khona kwengilosi yakhe eyi-Guardian: “UJESU ubeke eceleni kwakho ingelosi evela ezulwini ehlala ikuvikela. Ukuthwalela ezandleni zakhe ukuze ungakhubeki etsheni. Awukuboni okwamanje kodwa nguyena obesevikela umphefumulo wakho iminyaka engama-25 ngokuwenza ugcinwe ubukhazikhazi bawo obuyingozi. Nguye osusa amathuba esono kuwe ... iNgelosi yakho eyiGada ikuboza ngamaphiko ayo futhi UJESU ukuhlanzeka kwezintombi, kuphumula enhliziyweni yakho. Awuboni amagugu akho; UJESU ulele futhi ingelosi ihlale ekuthuleni kwakhe okungaqondakali; noma kunjalo bakhona, kanye noMariya okugoqa ngengubo yakhe ... "(Incwadi 161, Ephreli 26, 1894).

Esezingeni lomuntu siqu, uTeresa, ukuze angaweli esonweni, wacela isiqondisi: "Ingelosi yami engcwele" kwi-Guardian Angel yakhe.

Ku-Guardian Angel yami

Umqaphi okhazimulayo womphefumulo wami, okhanya esibhakabhakeni esihle seNkosi njengelangabi elimnandi nelimsulwa eduze kwesihlalo sobukhosi saPhakade!

Uza emhlabeni kimi futhi ungikhanyisele ngobukhazikhazi bakho.

Ingelosi enhle, uzoba ngumfowethu, umngani wami, umduduzi wami!

Ukwazi ubuthakathaka bami ungihola ngesandla sakho, futhi ngiyabona ukuthi ususa ngobumnene wonke amatshe emendweni wami.

Izwi lakho elimnandi lihlala lingimema ukuthi ngibheke isibhakabhaka kuphela.

Uma uthobeka futhi umncane lapho ungibona kukhanya kakhulu ubuso bakho.

Hheyi nina, eninqamula isikhala njengombani ngiyanincenga: indiza niye endaweni yekhaya lami, eduze kwalabo engibathandayo.

Sula izinyembezi zabo ngamaphiko akho. Memezela ubuhle bukaJESU!

Tshela ngengoma yakho ukuthi ukuhlupheka kungaba ngumusa futhi kunyundele igama lami! ... Ngesikhathi sokuphila kwami ​​okufushane ngifuna ukusindisa abafowethu abanesono.

O, ingelosi enhle yezwe lami, nginike inkuthalo yakho engcwele!

Anginalutho ngaphandle kwemihlatshelo yami nobumpofu obumnandi.

Banikeze, ngentokozo yakho yasezulwini, baye kuZiqu-zintathu ezingcwele!

Kuwe umbuso wobukhosi, kuwe umcebo wamakhosi amakhosi!

Kimi umgcini ophansi we-ciborium, kimi wesiphambano umcebo!

Ngesiphambano, ngomsizi nangosizo lwakho lwasezulwini ngilindele ngokuthula enye impilo injabulo ezohlala iphakade.

(Izinkondlo ze-Saint Teresa yaseLisieux, ekhishwe nguMaximilian Breig, inkondlo 46, amakhasi 145/146)

Guardian, ngimboze ngezimpiko zakho, / ukhanyise indlela yami ngobukhazikhazi bakho! / Woza uhole izinyathelo zami, ... ngisize, ngiyakuncenga! " (Izibongo 5, ivesi 12) nokuvikelwa: "Ingelosi yami Engcwele Engumvikeli, ihlala ingimboza ngamaphiko akho, ukuze ububi bokucaphukisa UJESU bungakaze benzeke kimi" (Umkhuleko 5, ivesi 7).

Ethembela ebunganini obusondelene nengelosi yakhe, uTeresa akazange anqikaze ukumcela ukuthi amenzele umusa othile. Isibonelo, wabhalela umalume wakhe ekhala ngokufa komngane wakhe: “Ngizinikela engilosini yami enhle. Ngikholwa ukuthi isithunywa sasezulwini sizosigcwalisa kahle isicelo sami. Ngizowuthumela kumalume wami othandekayo ngomsebenzi wokufaka enhliziyweni yakhe induduzo enkulu njengoba umphefumulo wethu uyakwazi ukwamukela kulesi sigodi sokudingiswa ... "(Letter 59, 22 Agasti 1888). Ngale ndlela angathumela futhi ingelosi yakhe ukuthi ibambe iqhaza emkhosini wokugubha i-Eucharist eNgcwele umfowethu uFr R Rlandland, isithunywa sevangeli eChina, amenzele sona: ubeka izinhloso zami eceleni komgcini ozozinikezela ”(Letter 25, 201 Nov. 1).