UKUQHAWULA KAKUJESU CRUCIFIX
Mbheke, Jesu omuhle ……………. Hhawu muhle kanjani ebuhlungwini bakhe obukhulu! ……… Ubuhlungu bumgqokisa uthando nothando lwamnciphisa ehlazweni !! .. Ukululazeka okujulile, kepha ngokuhamba kwesikhathi ukuqothuka kwangempela, ngoba uyiNkosi lapho nje, ihlaziswa umbuso wakhe!
Muhle kanjani, O Jesu ngomqhele wakho wameva ekhanda lakho!
Ukube ngikubone nginegugu tiara ubungeke muhle kangako, amagugu angumhlobiso oyinyumba kuPhathi Wakho, kuyilapho ameva, engena ngokungena kuWe, angamazwi othando olungenamkhawulo!
Akukho mqhele obukekayo futhi obumnandi kunobakho! Amagugu ayezonciphisa lolo thando olufuna ukubusa phakathi kwezinhlungu ukufakaza uthando kuze kube sekufeni!
Ngikhwele, O Jesu! Inhliziyo yami encane isondela enhliziyweni yakho ukuze ibambe iqhaza ebuhlungwini Bakho, ukubukeka njengawe !!….
Unenhliziyo ebuhlungu noma uJesu! Umsinga wegazi ugeleza uvela emzimbeni wakho…. Ngubani ukuvulele izinhlupho ezingaka? ... Kepha umuhle ngokwengeziwe! Ungakanani ubuhle bokuthula nokuthula kulawa amanxeba akho! ...
Uzivalela phezulu! ... ubuso bakho bunyuselwe esibhakabhakeni…. Ubheka infinity ngoba awunamkhawulo, futhi amanxeba akho abe elinde ukuthi ungubani, nokuthi ngingubani, noma ngithandeka Nkosi! ...
Kulawo manxeba, konke kungukukhanya kwaphakade; Bakhuluma kimi ngawe njengoNkulunkulu, ngawe njengoWukuhlakanipha, ngawe njengoNothando, ngawe njengendoda. Umuhle, Jesu!
Umiswe ngezipikili ezintathu ... amehlo akho avale, ikhanda lakho ligobile ... Kungani ungaphefumuli noma uJesu, kungani ufile? Ah ukube ngikubone uphila, emisebenzini yakho, ubungeke ubonakale kimi uphila njengoba uzobonakala kimi manje njengoba ngicabanga ukuthi ufile esiphambanweni!
Uwehlisile amehlo, kepha kuleso simo sengqondo engizizwa simi ngaphakathi kimi, into engikhathazayo! Angisababoni abafundi bakho abathandekayo, kepha ngibona ubuwena bakho!
O Buso bukaJesu obungaphili, ufana nezulu: Ngibona umkhathi ohlaza okwesibhakabhaka, omkhulu… ongapheli… futhi akukho okunye; akukho okushintshile, akukho okuyihambisa, ekuguguleni ... ihlala iluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka! ... nokho angikaze ngikhathale ukuyibheka, futhi kubukeka kimi indawo ethandeka ukwedlula noma yisiphi esinye isigameko esimnandi! ..
O Jesu, ngifile, ngibheka wena futhi angikhathali! Ngobuso bakho obungaphili ngizwa impilo entsha kimi, engiphakamisa futhi ingidonsele Kuwe! ..
Umuhle kanjani Jesu! .. kuthula ukuthula ebusweni bakho .. Ukuthula no thando kusuka enhliziyweni yakho elimele, ukuthula nobumnandi obuvela emzimbeni wakho olimele… .. umuhle kanjani noma uJesu!….
Oh kungani ngingakuthandi njengoba kufanele ngikuthande, Sithandwa sami? Ngikhanyele, Jesu Wami, Othandweni lwakho; khona-ke i-athomu lami elincane nje alizukubhubha, kepha lizophendukela Kuwe libe Uthando! ...
Ngithathe, Jesu, ngize olwandle lwezinhlupheko zakho nobuhlungu bakho; lapho-ke inhliziyo yami ayizukungena, kepha izokuchanyiselwa wena ... ungikhanyisele uJesu ngamalangabi akho ... lapho-ke ukubanda kwami, amanzi angiqinisile, ngizoba njengamanzi asakazeka phezu kwezinkuni zomlilo futhi wavuleka ilangabi elikhulu! ...
Imvelo iyasuswa ... amatshe aphulwe, abafileyo bavuka emathuneni ngaphambi kokufa kwakho, futhi kungani angishukumiseki nami ... ngoba le nhliziyo eyenziwe ngetshe ayiphuli ... Kungani ngingavuki futhi? Nginosizi, noma uJesu, kepha wena ulungile njalo unomusa; Angiyalutho kodwa uyikho konke… Uyikho konke kimi engikushiyayo futhi ngiziqothula kuwe.
Ukuzindla nguDon Dolindo Ruotolo