Ukuzinikela kuNkosikazi Wethu: Nkulunkulu wami ngoba ungilahlile
Ukusukela ntambama kuqhubeke, ubumnyama busabalale emhlabeni wonke kuze kube ngehora lesithathu. Kwathi ngehora lesithathu uJesu wamemeza ngezwi elikhulu wathi: "Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?" okusho ukuthi "Nkulunkulu wami, Nkulunkulu wami, ungishiyeleni?" UMathewu 27: 45-46
Lawa mazwi kaJesu kufanele ayihlabe ngokujulile inhliziyo yoMama wethu Obusisiwe. Wasondela kuye, emgqolozele uthando, ehlonipha umzimba wakhe olimele owanikwa umhlaba, futhi wezwa lokhu kukhala kusuka ekujuleni kobuntu bakhe.
"Nkulunkulu wami, uNkulunkulu wami ..." Kuqala. Ngenkathi umama wethu oBusisiwe elalele iNdodana yakhe ikhuluma noYise osezulwini, wayezothola induduzo enkulu olwazini lwakhe lobuhlobo bakhe obusondelene noYise. Wayazi, kangcono kunanoma ngubani omunye, ukuthi uJesu noYise babemunye. Wayeke wamuzwa ekhuluma ngale ndlela enkonzweni yakhe yasobala kaningi futhi wayazi nangomqondo wakhe wokubeletha nokukholwa ukuthi iNdodana yakhe uyiNdodana kaYise. Futhi phambi kwamehlo akhe uJesu wayembiza.
Kepha uJesu wayelokhu ebuza: "... ungilahleleni?" Ukugwazwa okusenhliziyweni yakhe kwakuzoba ngokushesha lapho ezwa ukuhlupheka kwangaphakathi kweNdodana yakhe. Wayazi ukuthi wabhekana nobuhlungu obukhulu ukwedlula noma yikuphi ukulimala komzimba okungakubangela. Wayazi ukuthi ubhekene nobumnyama obujulile bangaphakathi. Amagama akhe akhulunywa yisiphambano aqinisekisa konke ukukhathazeka komama ayenakho.
Ngenkathi umama wethu oBusisiwe ezindla ngala mazwi eNdodana yakhe, kaninginingi enhliziyweni yakhe, wayezoqonda ukuthi ukuhlupheka kukaJesu kwangaphakathi, isipiliyoni sakhe sokuzihlukanisa yedwa kanye nokulahlekelwa nguYise ngokomoya, kwakuyisipho somhlaba. Ukukholwa kwakhe okuphelele kwakuzomholela ekutheni aqonde ukuthi uJesu wayengena olwazini lwesono uqobo. Yize wayephelele futhi engenasono ngazo zonke izindlela, wayezivumela ukuba zithathwe okuhlangenwe nakho komuntu okuphumela esonweni: ukwahlukana noYise. Yize uJesu engakaze ahlukaniswe nguYise, wangena ekuhlangenwe nakho komuntu kwalokhu kuhlukaniswa ukuze abuyisele ubuntu obuwele kuYise Wezimali ezulwini.
Njengoba sizindla ngaleli khala lobuhlungu elivela kwiNkosi yethu, sonke kufanele sizame ukukubona kungokwethu. Ukukhala kwethu, ngokungafani neNkosi yethu, kungumphumela wezono zethu. Lapho sona, siphendukela kithina bese sizitholela ukuzihlukanisa kanye nokuphelelwa yithemba. UJesu weza ukuzoqeda le miphumela futhi asibuyisele kuBaba osezulwini.
Cabanga namhlanje othandweni olujulile iNkosi yethu eyayinalo ngathi sonke njengoba yayizimisele ukuzwa imiphumela yezono zethu. Umama Wethu Obusisekile, njengonina ophelele, wayeneNdodana yakhe kuzo zonke izinyathelo, eabelana ngobuhlungu bangaphakathi nokuhlupheka kwakhe. Wezwa lokho ayekuzwa futhi kwakuwuthando lwakhe, ngaphezu kwanoma yini enye, eyayiveza futhi isekela ubukhona obungagwedli bakaYise waseZulwini. Uthando lukaYise lwabonakaliswa ngenhliziyo yakhe njengoba wayibuka ngothando iNdodana yakhe ehluphekayo.
Umama wami onothando, inhliziyo yakho ihlatshwe yibuhlungu ngenkathi wabelana ngokuhlupheka kwangaphakathi kweNdodana yakho. Ukukhala kwakhe kokushiywa yikhona okwamkhombisa uthando oluphelele. Amagama akhe aveza ukuthi wayengena emiphumeleni yesono uqobo futhi evumela isimo Sakhe somuntu ukuba sizwe futhi asihlenge.
Umama othandekayo, yima kimi ngenkathi uphila futhi uzwe imiphumela yesono sami. Noma indodana yakho ibiphelele, anginjalo. Isono sami singishiya ngingedwa futhi ngidabukile. Kwangathi ukuba khona kwakho kukamama empilweni yami kungangikhumbuza njalo ukuthi uBaba akaze angilahle futhi uhlala engimema ukuthi ngiphendukele enhliziyweni Yakhe enomusa.
Nkosi yami eshiywe, ungene kubuhlungu obukhulu obukhulu umuntu angangena kukho. Uzivumelile ukuzwa imiphumela yesono sami. Nginike umusa wokuguqukela kuYihlo njalo lapho ngenza isono ukuze ngifanelekele ukwamukelwa ngami ngotholwa isiphambano sakho.
Umama uMaria, ngithandaze. Jesu ngiyakholelwa kuwe.