Ukuzinikela Kumusa: lokho okushiwo nguSaint Faustina ngeChaplet
20. NgoLwesihlanu lonyaka we-1935. - Kwakuhlwa. Bengivele ngizivalele esitokisini sami. Ngabona ingelosi eyayikhipha ulaka lukaNkulunkulu. Ngaqala ukucela uNkulunkulu umhlaba ngamazwi engawezwa ngaphakathi. Nganikela kuBaba waphakade "Umzimba, igazi, umphefumulo kanye nobunkulunkulu beNdodana yakhe ethandekayo, ekuxosheni izono zethu kanye nezomhlaba wonke". Ngicele isihe kubo bonke "egameni lomdlandla wakhe obuhlungu".
Ngosuku olulandelayo, ngingena esontweni, ngezwa la mazwi ngaphakathi kimi: "Njalo lapho ungena esontweni, phendula usunqenqemeni lomkhuleko engikufundise izolo." Ukhumbula ukuthi benginomthandazo, ngithole imiyalo elandelayo: «Lo mthandazo ukhombisa ukucasulwa ukufutheka kwami, uzowuphindaphinda emqheleni we-rosary ovame ukuwusebenzisa. Uzoqala ngoBaba Wethu, uzokhuluma lo mthandazo: "Baba waPhakade, ngikunikeza umzimba, igazi, umphefumulo kanye nobunkulunkulu beNdodana yakho ethandekayo neNkosi yethu uJesu Kristu ekukhulisweni kwezono zethu nezomhlaba wonke" . Kumabumba amancane e-Ave Maria, uzoqhubeka nokusho izikhathi eziyishumi zilandelana: "Ngenxa yenhliziyo yakhe ebuhlungu, sihawukele nakulomhlaba wonke". Njengesiphetho, uzokhumbula le ncazelo kathathu: "Ungcwele, unamandla, ungcwele ungafi, sihawukele thina nasemhlabeni wonke".
21. Izithembiso. - «Qhubeka ulande isiziba engikufundise sona nsuku zonke. Noma ngubani oyilandayo uyothola isihe esikhulu ngehora lokufa. Abaphristi bayihlisela kulabo abasesonweni njengethebula losindiso. Ngisho nesoni esivelise kakhulu, uma usiphinda lesi sigaxa kanye, sizoba nosizo lomusa wami. Ngifisa ukuthi umhlaba wonke wazi. Ngizonikeza ukubonga ukuthi umuntu akakwazi ngisho nokuqonda kubo bonke labo abathembela emseni wami. Ngizokwamukela ngesihe sami empilweni, futhi nangaphezulu ngehora lokufa, imiphefumulo ezokhumbula le chapter ».
22. Umphefumlo wokuqala wasindiswa. - Bengise-sanatorium ePradnik. Phakathi nobusuku, ngavuswa kungazelelwe. Ngabona ukuthi umphefumulo wawunesidingo esiphuthumayo sokuba othile amthandazele. Ngingene kulolayini ngabona umuntu owayesevele engene ebuhlungwini. Ngokuphazima kweso, ngezwa leli zwi ngaphakathi: "Phinda umhlangano engikufundise wona." Ngagijimela ukuyofuna irosari futhi, ngaguqa eceleni kokwenza usizi, ngalandisa isiziba ngayo yonke intshiseko engangikwazi. Kungazelelwe, le ndoda efayo yavula amehlo yangibuka. Isahluko sami sasingakapheli futhi lowomuntu wayesephelelwe yisikhathi sokudweba sobunye ebusweni. Bengicele i-Lord ngentshiseko ukuthi igcine isithembiso esangithembisa yona mayelana ne-chaplet, futhi yangazisa ukuthi kulowo mhlangano wayeyigcinile. Kwakuwumphefumulo wokuqala owasindiswa ngenxa yalesi sithembiso seNkosi.
Ukubuyela egumbini lami elincanyana, ngezwa la magama: «Ehoreni lokufa, ngizovikela njengenkazimulo yami yonke imiphefumulo ezokhumbula isahluko. Uma omunye umuntu emphindisela endodeni efa, naye uzomthethelela.
Lapho le chapter iphindaphindwa eceleni kombhede womuntu ofayo, ulaka lukaNkulunkulu luyaphela futhi isihe esingaziwa simboza umphefumulo, ngoba ubuntu bukaNkulunkulu buthinteka ngokujulile ngokufakwa kabusha kothando lobuhlungu beNdodana yakhe.
23. Usizo olukhulu lwama-agonizer. - Ngingathanda ukuba wonke umuntu aqonde ukuthi mkhulu kangakanani ngesihe seNkosi, esidingekayo kuwo wonke umuntu, ikakhulukazi ehoreni lokunquma ukufa. I-chaplet iwusizo olukhulu kuma-agonizer. Imvamisa ngithandazela abantu abaziwa kimi ngaphakathi futhi ngiphikelela emthandazweni ngize ngizizwe ngaphakathi kimi ukuthi sengikutholile engikucelayo. Ikakhulu manje, uma ngilapha kulesi sibhedlela, ngizizwa ngihlangene nomuntu ofayo, ongena kubuhlungu, acele umkhuleko wami. UNkulunkulu unginikeza inyunyana eyodwa nalabo asebezokufa. Umkhuleko wami awuhlali ube nobude besikhathi esifanayo. Kunoma ikuphi, ngakwazi ukwenza isiqiniseko sokuthi uma isifiso sokuthandaza sihlala isikhathi eside, kuwuphawu lokuthi umphefumulo kufanele udlule emzabalazweni owengeziwe. Kwimiphefumulo, amabanga awekho. Kwenzeka ukuthi ngithole into efanayo ngisho nasebangeni lamakhilomitha amakhulukhulu.
24. Isibonakaliso sezikhathi zakamuva. - Ngenkathi ngisakhumbula lesahluko, ngokuzumayo ngezwa leli zwi: «Izikhala engizosinika labo abathandazayo ngale chaplet bazoba bakhulu. Bhala ukuthi ngifuna bonke abantu bazi isihe sami esingapheli. Lesi sicelo siyisibonakaliso sezikhathi zakamuva, emva kwalokho kuzovela ubulungisa bami. Uma nje kunesikhathi, ubuntu kufanele buguqukele emthonjeni wesihe wami, egazini nasemanzini aqubuka ekusindisweni kwabo bonke ».