Idayari kaPadre Pio: Mashi 11
Incwadi eya kuBaba u-Augustine yangoMashi 12, 1913: "... Yizwa, baba, izikhalazo ezilungile zikaJesu omnandi kunabo bonke:" Uthando lwami ngamadoda selubuyiselwe kangakanani! Bengiyocasulwa yibo ngabe bengibathanda kancane. Ubaba akasafuni ukubabekezelela. Ngithanda ukuyeka ukubathanda, kepha ... (futhi lapha uJesu wayethule futhi ebubula, futhi emuva kwalokho waphinda futhi) kodwa maye! Inhliziyo yami yenziwa yathandwa! Amadoda akhubazekile futhi abuthakathaka awenzi budlova ukunqoba izilingo, empeleni ezijabulisa ububi babo. Imiphefumulo yami engiyithandayo, evivinywayo, yehluleka yimi, ababuthakathaka bazinikela ekuncipheni nasekuphelelweni yithemba, abaqinile baphumula kancane kancane. Bahlala kuphela ebusuku, kuphela emini emasontweni. Abasenandaba nesakramente le-altare; umuntu akakhulumi ngalesakramente yothando; ngisho nalabo abakhuluma ngayo ngomaye! ukunganaki okungakanani, nokubanda okungakanani. Inhliziyo yami ikhohliwe; akekho osenendaba nothando lwami; Ngihlala ngidabukile. Ikhaya lami selibe yinkundla yemidlalo eminingi yokuzijabulisa; kanye nongqongqoshe bami engihlala ngibabuka ngokuhlwaphazwa, engibathandile njengophawu lweso lami; kufanele baduduze inhliziyo yami igcwele umunyu; kufanele bangisize ekusindisweni kwemiphefumulo, kepha ubani owayezokukholwa? Kubo kumele ngithole ukungabongi nokungazi. Ngiyabona, ndodana yami, abaningi balaba aba ... (lapha amile, ama-sobs aqinise umphimbo wakhe, wakhala ngasese) ukuthi ngaphansi kwezimpawu zokuzenzisa bangikhaphela ngenhlanganyelo ehlambalazayo, benyathela amalambu namandla engiqhubeka ngibanika wona ... ".
Ukucabanga kwanamuhla
Ngingathanda iziphambano eziyinkulungwane, impela isiphambano ngasinye besingaba simnandi futhi sikhanye kimi, uma bengingenabo lobu bufakazi, okungukuthi, ukuhlala ngizwa ekuqinisekiseni kokujabulisa iNkosi ekusebenzeni kwami ... Kubuhlungu ukuphila kanjena ...
Ngiyaziyekela, kepha sengishiya isikhundla, isibhamu sami sibukeka sibanda kakhulu, singelutho! ... Imfihlakalo enkulu kanjani! Kumele acabange ngakho yedwa.