Umuzwa kaVicki osondelene nokufa… uyimpumputhe kusukela azalwa
Sizobhekana nokuhlangenwe nakho okusondele ekufeni kubantu abangaboni, abangaboni.
Lokhu okulandelayo kuthathwe encwadini nguKenneth Ring (Izimfundiso Ezivela Kokukhanya), Isazi Sezengqondo kanye nomcwaningi ngolwazi lwe-NDE, omunye wabafundi bokuqala balokhu okuhlangenwe nakho
Mhlawumbe ubufakazi obuhlaba umxhwele kakhulu phakathi kwama-hypotheses enziwe ukukhombisa ukuthi abantu bayakubona ngempela lokho abakushoyo ngenkathi bebona ukuthi lolu hambo luphuma emzimbeni luvela, ngokumangazayo, ocwaningweni olwenziwe ngalezi ziphuphu.
Ngakho-ke sizobona okuhlangenwe nakho kowesifazane ogama lakhe linguVicki, lapho udokotela wezifo zengqondo uKenneth Ring owayengomunye wamaphayona ocwaningweni lwamava asondelene nokufa, ngakho-ke waba nethuba lokukhuluma nalona wesifazane, ngaleso sikhathi owayeneminyaka engu-43 wayeneminyaka emithathu eshadile futhi engunina wezingane ezintathu.
Wazalwa ngaphambi kwesikhathi futhi wacabanga kuphela i-kilo nohhafu ngokuzalwa, ngaleso sikhathi, umoya-mpilo wawusetshenziswa kakhulu ukuzinzisa imisebenzi yezingane ezizalwe ngaphambi kwesikhathi kuma-incubators, kodwa wanikezwa kakhulu, ngakho-ke i-oksijini eyeqile yabangela ukubhujiswa we-optic nerve, kulandela leli phutha wahlala eyimpumputhe ngokuphelele kusukela ezalwa.
UVicki uhola indlela yokuphila njengomculi futhi udlala ikhibhodi, yize esanda ngenxa yokugula nezinye izinkinga zomndeni akasebenzi kakhulu njengakuqala, ngaphambi kokuxhumana nowesifazane weRingi ulalele kwikhasethi lendaba eyethulwa yilona wesifazane ingqungquthela, ekulaleleni le ikhasethi eyi-Ring yahlatshwa umxhwele isisho esashiwo ngumfazi kulengqungquthela, "lezo ziqephu ezimbili bekuyimi kuphela engaba nobudlelwano bokubona nokukhanya, ngoba ngihlangane naye, sengiyabona. "
Ukulalela leteyipu, indandatho yezengqondo iRing yafuna ukuxhumana naye ukuze ichaze eminye imininingwane, ukuthi yini leRing enentshisekelo eyayiyisici sobuntu besifazane njengoba ayazi ukuthi wayeyimpumputhe kusukela azalwa.
Ngakho-ke, ake sibone le ngxoxo phakathi kowesifazane (ngaleso sikhathi i-NDE yakhe yayineminyaka engama-22 ubudala) nodokotela wengqondo, kusobala ukuthi akuyona yonke inhlolokhono kepha kunesici esifanayo.
UVicki: into yokuqala engiyibone ngokushesha ukuthi ngangisophahleni, futhi ngezwa udokotela ekhuluma, wayengumuntu, ebuka lesi sigameko esenzeka, ngaphansi kwalo mzimba, futhi ekuqaleni ngangingaqinisekile ukuthi bekungokwami, kepha wazibona izinwele, (engxoxweni yesibili waphinde wachaza esinye isibonakaliso esasisizile ukuthi aqinisekise ukuthi umzimba ongezansi ngowakhe, eqinisweni wabona indandatho yomshado enesimo esithile asigqokile) .
Indandatho: ubukade unjani?
UVicki: nganginezinwele ezinde kakhulu, zavela zaphila, kepha ingxenye yekhanda kumele ukuba yayikhona, futhi ngiyakhumbula ukuthi ngangicasuke kakhulu, okwamanje, uzwe ngephutha udokotela etshela umhlengikazi ukuthi empeleni kwakuyisihawu, kodwa ngoba kwakukhona ingozi yokulimala kwendlebe nayo eyayizoba isithulu futhi ibe yimpumputhe.
UVicki: Ngayizwa futhi imizwa labo bantu ababenayo, kusukela kuleso sikhathi sokubukwa ophahleni, ngabona ukuthi bakhathazeke kakhulu, futhi ngababona besebenza emzimbeni wami, ngabona ukuthi benza incision ekhanda ngabona inqwaba yegazi uphumile, (akakwazanga ukwahlukanisa umbala, empeleni yena ngokwakhe uthe akatholanga mqondo wombala), ngazama ukuxhumana nodokotela nomhlengikazi, kepha angikwazanga ukuxhumana nabo futhi ngazizwa ngikhungathekile.
Indandatho: Yini oyikhumbulayo ngokushesha ngemuva kokungakwazi ukuxhumana nabo?
UVicki: ukuthi ngavuka ophahleni, kwaba yinto emangazayo.
Ukukhala: uzizwe kanjani kule ndima?
UVicki: kwakungathi uphahla alukho, okungukuthi kube ngathi luyancibilika.
Indandatho: ngabe kukhona umuzwa wokuhambisa phezulu?
UVicki: yebo, yebo, bekufana nje.
Indandatho: uzithole usophahleni lwesibhedlela?
UVicki: impela.
Indandatho: ifike kuleli qophelo, ubuyazi okuthile?
UVicki: emalambu nasezitaladini ezingezansi, nakuzo zonke ezinye izinto, bengidideke kakhulu lo mbono (konke kwenzeka ngokushesha okukhulu kuye, ngakho-ke iqiniso lokubona liyinto emphazamisayo futhi imdumaze).
Indandatho: Ngabe ukwazile ukubona uphahla lwesibhedlela ngaphansi kwakho?
UVicki: yebo.
Indandatho: Yini obungayibona lapho?
UVicki: Ngabona amalambu.
Indandatho: amalambu edolobha?
UVicki: yebo.
Indandatho: Ngabe ubonile nezakhiwo?
UVicki: yebo kunjalo, ngazibona ezinye izindlu, kodwa ngokushesha okukhulu.
Eqinisweni, yonke le micimbi, lapho uVicki eqala ukukhuphuka, yenzeka ngesivinini esikhulu, futhi njengoba uVicki kokuhlangenwe nakho kwakhe eqala ukuzizwa enenkululeko enkulu ayichaza, njengomqondo wokushiywa kanye nenjabulo ekhulayo yokushiya kwakhe ukulinganiselwa kwakhe ngokomzimba.
Lokhu akuhlalanga isikhathi eside, ngoba ngokushesha ucwila emhubheni bese eqhutshelwa esibani, kulolu hambo oluya ngaseKhanyiseni, manje useyazi ngobumbano obukhona, ngomculo ofana nowezinsimbi zaseshubhu, phakathi nakho konke lokhu okuhlangenwe nakho. , kunjalo, iqinisekisa ukuthi ubelokhu ewabona njalo.