I-Madonna ivumela uLucia ukuthi abhale imfihlo futhi anikeze izinkomba ezintsha

Impendulo okwase kuyisikhathi eside elindelwe evela kubbhishobhi waseLeiria iyephuza ukufika futhi wasizwa isibopho sokuzama ukwenza i-oda elitholile. Yize engathandi, futhi esaba ukuthi ngeke esakwazi ukuyenza futhi, okwamshiya edidekile ngempela, waphinda wazama futhi wahluleka. Ake sibheke ukuthi le ngoma isitshela kanjani:

Ngenkathi ngilinde impendulo, ngo-3-1 kuya ku-1944 ngaguqa embhedeni okwathi, kwesinye isikhathi, kusetshenziselwa itafula kimi ukuthi ngibhale, ngazama futhi, ngaphandle kokukwazi ukwenza lutho; okungihlabe umxhwele kakhulu ukuthi ngakwazi ukubhala noma yini enye ngaphandle kobunzima. Ngabe sengicele i-Lady Yethu ukuba ingazise ukuthi iyini intando kaNkulunkulu. Futhi ngaya esontweni: kwakuyi-XNUMX ntambama, lapho ngangivame ukuhamba ngivakashela iSakramente eliBusisekile, ngoba kwakuyisikhathi lapho imvamisa uhlala eyedwa, futhi angazi ukuthi kungani, kepha ngithanda ukuba yedwa kuJesu etabernakele.

Ngaguqa phambi kwesinyathelo se-altare leNhlanganyelo futhi ngacela uJesu ukuthi angazise ukuthi iyini intando yakhe. Ngase ngijwayele ukukholelwa ukuthi imiyalo yabaphakeme iyinkulumo engenakuphikiswa yentando kaNkulunkulu, angizange ngikholwe ukuthi lokhu akunjalo. Futhi ngididekile, ngicwengekile, ngaphansi kwesisindo sefu elimnyama okwabonakala sengathi lingaphezu kwami, ubuso bakhe busezandleni zakhe, ngalinda, ngingazi, impendulo. Ngemuva kwalokho ngezwa isandla esinobungane, sothando kanye nesomama esangithinta ehlombe, ngabheka phezulu ngabona Umama othandekayo osezulwini. «Ungesabi, uNkulunkulu wayefuna ukukhombisa ukulalela kwakho, ukholo nokuthobeka; thula ubhale phansi lokho abakuyala ngakho, kepha hhayi lokho onikezwe kona ukukuqonda lokho okushiwo. Ngemuva kokuyibhala, yifake emvilophini, uyivale bese uyisayina bese ubhala ngaphandle ukuthi ingavulwa kuphela ngo-1960 ngukhokho omkhulu waseLisbon noma umbhishobhi waseLeiria ».

Futhi ngezwa umoya ugcwala ngemfihlakalo yokukhanya okunguNkulunkulu futhi kuye ngayibona futhi ngezwa - ichopho lomkhonto linjengelangabi elivuthayo laze lafinyelela emgodini womhlaba futhi lagobhoza: izintaba, amadolobha, amadolobhana nemizana izakhamuzi zabo zingcwatshwa. Ulwandle, imifula namafu kuphuma emabhange, kuyachichima, kugcwale futhi kudonse isibalo esingenakuqhathaniswa sezindlu nabantu esivunguvungwini: kungukuhlanzwa komhlaba esonweni okuntywiliselwe kuwo. Inzondo nokuvelela kuvusa impi ebhubhisayo! Ekushayweni kwenhliziyo okusheshayo kwenhliziyo yami nasemoyeni wami ngezwa izwi elimtoti lisithi: «Eminyakeni eyikhulu edlule, ukholo olulodwa, ubhapathizo olulodwa, iSonto elilodwa, elingcwele, ikhatholika, umphostoli. Phakade, Izulu! ». Igama elithi Izulu lagcwalisa umphefumulo wami ngokuthula kanye nenjabulo, kwaze kwaba yilapho ngacishe ngakwazi ukukubona, ngilokhu ngiphindaphinda isikhathi eside: «Izulu! Isibhakabhaka!". Lapho nje amandla amakhulu angaphezu kwawemvelo edlula, ngaqala ukubhala futhi ngakwenza ngaphandle kobunzima, ngoJanuwari 3, 1944, ngamadolo ami, ngiphumula embhedeni owangisebenzela njengethebula.

Umthombo: Uhambo ngaphansi kokubuka kukaMary - Biography kaDade Lucia - ama-OCD editions (ikhasi 290)