UKUPHILA EMVA KOKUFA: "Bengifile kodwa ngibone odokotela abangivusayo"
“Uhambo oluya esibhedlela eyisisekelo lwalubuhlungu. lapho befika batshele mina nobaba ukuba silinde, yize izimpawu zazivele zinikezwe abasebenzi. Ekugcineni bangibeka embhedeni egumbini, lapho-ke ngaqala ukuzwa impilo yami ukubalekela, imicabango yami yayiqondene nezingane zami nokuthi kuzokwenzekani, yini ebazoyithanda futhi ibanakekele?
Ukuzwa kwami kwakukuhle kakhulu, ngangizwa wonke amagama eshintshana egumbini. Kwakukhona odokotela ababili kanye nabasizi abathathu. Ngingasho ukuthi bebengakhathazeki lapho bezama ukuzwa ukushaya kanye nengcindezi. Ngaleso sikhashana, ngaqala ukuntanta ngobumnene ngaya ophahleni lapho ngime khona futhi amehlo ami aphendukela endaweni eyayidlala phansi. Umzimba wami ongaphili wawusetafuleni kanti udokotela wathi omunye owayedlula emnyango: Ukuphi, sikubize, manje sekudlule isikhathi, usehambile, asinawo umgodi noma ingcindezi. Omunye udokotela wathi: Sizothini kumyeni wakho, uthunyelwe eNgilandi isonto kuphela. Ngisesikhundleni sami ngenhla kwabo, ngathi ngaphakathi: Yebo, uyaphi, uzothini kumyeni wami umbuzo omuhle. Hhayi-ke! »Ngikhumbula ngicabanga ngaleso sikhathi: Ngingazihlekisa kanjani ngomzuzwana onje? »
Angisaziboni etafuleni elingezansi, angisenakukwazi ukuhlala egumbini. Kungazelelwe ngabona isibhakabhaka esivelele kunazo zonke esibopha yonke into. Ubuhlungu bami abusekho futhi ngawuzwa umzimba wami ungakaze ubonwe ngaphambili. Ngezwa injabulo nokwaneliseka. Ngizwe umculo omnandi kunabo bonke, wawungaveza uvela ezulwini kuphela, ngicabange ukuthi: Nakhu umculo wezulu usubuya kabusha ”. Ngiye ngaqaphela umuzwa wokuthula odlula noma yikuphi ukuqonda. Ngiqale ukubheka lokhu kukhanya futhi ukubona ukuthi bekwenzekani kimi, angifuni ukubuyela emuva. Bengikhona ebuntwini baphezulu abaphezulu abambiza ngokuthi indodana kaNkulunkulu, uMntwana uJesu. Angimbonanga, kepha ubekhona ekukhanyeni futhi bekhuluma nami ngocingo. Ngizwe uthando lukaNkulunkulu luphuphuma. Ungitshele ukuthi kufanele ngibuyele eceleni kwezingane zami nokuthi kunomsebenzi engizowenza emhlabeni. Bengingafuni ukubuyela emuva, kodwa kancane kancane ngibuyele emzimbeni wami, ngaleso sikhathi owayekwelinye igumbi elinde ukuhlinzwa. Ngihlale isikhathi eside ngokwanele ukuba abasebenzi bangichaze ukuthi inhliziyo yami ibuye ibetha futhi ukuthi ngangizokwenza ukuhlinzwa ukuze kukhulelwe i-ectopic kanye negazi esiswini sami elizosuswa. Kusukela manje kuqhubeke amahora amaningi, bengingazi lutho. "
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