Incwadi evela esonweni iye kumpristi
Baba othandekayo umPristi izolo ngizamile emva kweminyaka ngingayi eSontweni ukuza kuwe ukuzoqinisekisa nokucela intethelelo kaNkulunkulu, wena oyisikhonzi sakhe. Kodwa inhliziyo yami iphatheke kabi ngempendulo yakho engalindelekile "Angikwazi ukuthethelela izono zakho ngokwezimfundiso zeSonto". Leyo mpendulo ibiyinto embi kakhulu ebingenzeka kimi, bengingalindele isigwebo sokugcina, kepha ngemuva kokuvuma izono ngahamba ngaya ekhaya ngacabanga ngezinto eziningi.
Ngacabanga lapho ngifika eMiseni futhi ufunda umfanekiso wendodana yolahleko uthi uNkulunkulu njengoBaba omuhle ulindele ukuguqulwa kwengane yakhe ngayinye.
Bengicabanga intshumayelo oyenzile edlekeni elahlekile egujwa ezulwini ngesoni esiguquliwe hhayi abalungile abangamashumi ayisishiyagalolunye nesishiyagalolunye.
Bengicabanga wonke amagama amnandi owawasho ngesihe sikaNkulunkulu lapho ubheka indatshana yeVangeli echaza ukwehluleka kowesifazane ophingayo ukukhanda ngamatshe kulandela amazwi kaJesu.
Mpristi othandekayo, ugcwalisa umlomo wakho ngolwazi lwakho lwenkolo futhi wenza izintshumayelo ezinhle epulpiti leSonto bese ufika ungitshele ukuthi impilo yami ihlukile kulokhu okushiwo yiBandla. Kepha kumele wazi ukuthi angihlali ezindlini ezisebhayibhelini noma ezakhiweni ezivikelwe kepha kwesinye isikhathi impilo esehlathini lomhlaba ithathwa kabi yingakho siphoqelekile ukuthi sizivikele futhi senze lokho esingakwenza.
Isimo sami sengqondo esiningi noma ake sithi okungcono kunesethu ukuthi sibizwa ngokuthi "izoni" kungenxa yochungechunge lwezinto ezenzekile empilweni ezisilimazile manje lapha sicela intethelelo nesihe osishumayelayo, ukuthethelelwa ukuthi uJesu ufuna ukunginika kodwa lokho okushoyo okuphambene nomthetho.
Ngiphume esontweni lakho, mpristi othandekayo, ngemuva kokwehluleka kwakho ukuzikhulula futhi konke kudabukile, kudumazekile, izinyembezi ngizihambile amahora amaningi futhi ngazithola sengilandela amakhilomitha ambalwa ukuhamba esitolo sezincwadi zezenkolo. Inhloso yami bekungekhona ukuthenga kodwa ukuhamba ngifuna isithombe esithile senkolo engizokhuluma nayo, ngoba ngiphume esontweni lakho nginesisindo sesigwebo.
Umgqolo wami wathunjwa nguCrccifix owayenezandla ezibethelwe futhi omunye wehliswa. Ngaphandle kokungazi lutho ngithandaze eduze kwaleyo Crucifix nokuthula kwangibuyela kimi. Ngakuqonda ukuthi ngingahlanganyela ukuthi uJesu uyangithanda nokuthi kufanele ngiqhubeke nendlela ngize ngifinyelele ebudlelwaneni obulungile neBandla.
Ngathi ngisacabanga ngakho konke lokhu, umthengisi weza kimi wathi “ndoda elungile, unentshisekelo yokuthenga lesi Siphambano? Ucezu olungandile olungelula ukuthola ”. Ngibe sengicela izincazelo ngokubaluleka kwalesi sithombe futhi umabhalane waphendula wathi “uyabona uJesu esiphambanweni unesandla esinqunywe esiphambanweni. Kuthiwa kwakukhona isoni esingakaze sithole ukuxolelwa kumpristi ngakho-ke umuntu ophendukile owayekhala eduze kwesiphambano nguJesu uqobo owasusa isandla sakhe esikhonkwaneni wasikhulula leso sono ”.
Ngemuva kwakho konke lokhu ngikuzwisisile ukuthi bekungeyona into eyenzekile ukuthi ngisondele kuleyo Crucifix kodwa uJesu wayelalele ukukhala kwami kokuphelelwa yithemba futhi wayefuna ukwenza lokho ngenxa yokuntuleka kwalowo ngqongqoshe wakhe.
ISIPHETHO
Baphristi abathandekayo, anginalutho enginganifundisa lona kodwa kini uma ethembekile owenze into embi esondela kini, zama ukungamameli amazwi akhe kodwa aqonde inhliziyo yakhe. Kuyiqiniso ukuthi uJesu wasinikeza imithetho yokuziphatha okufanele ihlonishwe kepha ohlangothini lwemali lwemali uJesu uqobo washumayela intethelelo engapheli futhi wafa esiphambanweni ngenxa yesono. Yiba izikhonzi zikaJesu ezithethelelayo hhayi abahluleli bemithetho.
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