IMedjugorje: U-Emanuela walulama ekuqubukeni kobuchopho

Igama lami ngingu-Emanuela NG futhi ngizozama ukuyixoxa kafushane lendaba yami, ngethemba lokuthi izoba wusizo kwikhomishini ezohlangana eMedjugorje. Ngineminyaka ecishe ibe ngama-35, ngishadile futhi nginezingane ezimbili: izinyanga ezinhlanu nengxenye zokuqala nezinyanga eziyi-5 kwesesibili futhi ngingudokotela.
Esikhathini esingangonyaka esedlule ngasebenza kwi-astrocytoma, eyabonakala ngokungazelelwe kulayini wesikhashana wesikhashana futhi ngathola umjikelezo we-BCNU kanye nenyanga ye-telecobaltotherapy ngesilinganiso esiphezulu semithamo; ngasikhathi sinye ngangithatha ama-8 mg. ka-Decadron ngosuku, cishe phakathi nokwelashwa, ngadlula isimungumungwane. Ngemuva kokwelashwa kwe-cobalt ngamisa i-cortisone ngokushesha, ngathola imiphumela ethile ekwindla. Ukuze ngigweme ukubanjwa kohlobo lwesithuthwane ngenxa yesibazi esise-lobe yesikhashana, ngalandela ukwelashwa okubulala izinhlungu. Ngo-Okthoba, i-TAC yokulawula yokuqala: kulungile ngaphandle kwento eyodwa: ngenkathi ngilandela izindlela zokwelapha ezibekiwe, ngangibanjwa isifo sokuwa esilingana nesingu-15 ngosuku. Ngalesi sikhathi ngaqala ukucabanga ukuthi esikhundleni sokunginikeza izinzuzo, izindlela zokwelapha zaba nomphumela paradoxical kimi, bese, ngesibopho esigcwele nangosizo lwaNkulunkulu futhi ukuthi Intombi Engcwele Engangikade ngizizwa ngisondelene naye kusukela ezinsukwini zokungenelela Nginqume ukushiya kancane kancane iTegretol neGadini futhi, ngengozi, angizange ngibe nenkinga eyodwa kusukela ngoNovemba ngisho nalapho ngangicindezelekile ngokomzimba noma nangokomzwelo, ngisho nalapho ngicindezelwe ngokweqile. Kepha ngeshwa isimanga esibi sasilindele. Ngaphandle kwenkinga futhi enezimpawu zemizwa ezinesizotha kakhulu, ekuthwetsheni okulandelayo kwe-CAT ekupheleni kukaFebhuwari '85, i-recidivism enkulu, ebonakala ingasebenzi ku-Prof. IGeuna. Ngaphinde ngaba nomuzwa wokuthi lesi kwakungeyona isikhathi sokuyeka. Masinyane, kusuka ePavia, ngenkathi ngisale umbono ofanayo wokuxilonga, kwanqunywa ukuthi kuzodingeka ngenze umjikelezo we-CCNU (amaphilisi angama-5 - amasonto ayi-8 wokuphumula, amanye amakhompiyutha angama-5) bese kuhlolwa okusha ngokungenelela okungenzeka. Ngenze njengoba bengitshele. Ngenkathi umndeni wami naye waya phesheya ukuthola umbono, uthumela yonke imibhalo, isifiso esinamandla sokuya eMedjugorje wazalelwa kimi, kuyilapho bengilokhu ngithe, uma ngivumela impilo, ngizoya eLourdes ngiyabonga ngokuba wadlula kahle ukungenelela. Futhi lapha, lapho nje uhambo lwaseMedjugorje selunqunyiwe, izindaba ezinhle zokuqala zifika: kusuka eMinnesota prof. IMITHETHO ibhala ukuthi ingaba yi-radionecrosis sekwephuzile ngenxa ye-cobaltotherapy. Kusuka eParis, prof. I-ISRAEL iphakamisa ukungabaza okufanayo futhi incomela ukucabanga kobuhlakani be-nyukiliya ukuba kwenziwe ukuxilongwa okuhlukile. Okwamanje, ngiya eMedjugorje ngiyothandaza futhi ngibone ukufakazelwa yi-Our Lady endlini yeVicka bese kuthi ukuphuma kwengqondo kudlule emgogodleni wami. Ngenkathi ubuchopho bami bezokwelapha bungitshela ukuthi akunangqondo, kunjengokungathi kukhona amandla angibambile ngalo mzuzu; Ngosuku olulandelayo ngikhuphukela esiqongweni seNtaba iKrizevac ngemizuzu engama-33, kuyilapho ezinyangeni ezisanda kuba nzima kakhulu kimi ukukhuphuka ngomehluko omncane kakhulu ngokwenyuka. Ohambweni lwangaphandle ngendiza e-off-off nasezindizeni ngase ngibe nekhanda elibalulekile ngenxa ye-edema, lapho ngibuyela endizeni, angisazizwa ngalutho, kunjengokungathi ikhanda lami lalilula, seliphulukile. Ngiyaqhubeka ngisebenzisa i-anti-edema therapy, ngoba ngisho ne-radionecrosis ibangela i-edema futhi yiyo. NgoMashi ngaya eGeneva ukuze ngikwazi ukukhipha amandla enuzi futhi empeleni akukho lutho ngaphandle kwe-radionecrosis, i-edema engaphenduki cishe icishe yanyamalala, izinhlaka ze-Median okwathi kwi-TAC ngasekupheleni kukaFebhuwari zahanjiswa. Kusasele indawo encane engaqinisekile engizobuye ngiyibheke ngoJulayi. Manje kufanele sicabangele ukuthi isithombe se-CT scan sabonwa ngo-radiologist abayisishiyagalombili, odokotela bezinzwa kanye nama-neurosurgeon phakathi kwabo abanye abakhanyisela abase-Italy nabaseFrance, kuphela ngelesishiyagalolunye, lapho okunye kwenzeka waqonda ku-American Doctor LAWS futhi ngangivele nginaso uthathe isinqumo sokuya eMedjugorje ukuze sikwazi ukukhuluma ngesimangaliso embungweni esezingeni lokuxilongwa. Kepha kukhona nezinye izinto eziningi ezincane okufanele uzicabangele: Ngingcono, anginakho ukubanjwa kwesithuthwane, anginazimpawu zomdlavuza futhi ngiphile impilo ejwayelekile; ushintsho kuphela, ukholo oluyiqiniso, olungenangqondo olungene ngokujulile enhliziyweni yami, uma ufuna engingaba nakho njengomntwana. Ukuthi uNkulunkulu ebengikholwa kuye, kepha obezizwa ekude nathi, uhlala kimi futhi ngithandaza kuYe ngoMama wakhe Ongcwele kakhulu nsuku zonke enoYise oNgcwele.
Uma kunesidingo, ngifaka ikhophi yombiko we-CT.
Ngibonga kakhulu ngokufunda le ndaba yami futhi nginethemba lokuthi ngelinye ilanga ngiyoyazi. Ekukholweni.