Isimangaliso eMedjugorje: lesi sifo siyanyamalala ngokuphelele ...

Indaba yami iqala ngineminyaka engu-16 ubudala, lapho, ngenxa yezinkinga zokubuka eziphindelelayo, ngifunda ukuthi ngine-cerebral arteriovenous malformation (angioma), esifundeni esingaphambili esingakwesobunxele, esingaba ngu-3 cm ngosayizi. Impilo yami, kusukela ngaleso sikhathi, ishintsha kakhulu. Ngiphila ngokwesaba, usizi, ukuntula ulwazi, ukudabuka kanye nokukhathazeka kwansuku zonke... ngalokho okungenzeka noma nini.

Ngihamba ngifuna "umuntu" ... ukuthi othile onganginika izincazelo, usizo, ithemba. Ngihamba ibanga elide e-Italy ngokwesekwa nokusondelana kwabazali bami, ngifuna lowo muntu onganginika ukuzethemba nezimpendulo engizidingayo. Ngemva kokudumazeka okukhulu okuningana kodokotela abangiphatha njengento, hhayi njengomuntu, ngaphandle kokunaka kancane ukuthi yini ebaluleke kakhulu ukuthi iyini imizwa yomuntu, "uhlangothi lomuntu" ... ngithola isipho esivela ezulwini, Ingelosi yami Engumnakekeli: U-Edoardo Boccardi, udokotela oyinhloko wezinzwa womnyango we-neuroradiology weSibhedlela saseNiguarda eMilan.

Lo muntu kimina, ngaphezu kokuba ube seduze nami ngokombono wezokwelapha, enobuchwepheshe obudlulele kanye nolwazi, ngokuhlolwa, ukuhlolwa kokuxilonga okuphindaphindwayo ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, ubelokhu ekwazile ukunginika lokho ukuzethemba, lezo zimpendulo kanye nalelo themba enginalo. wayefuna ... okukhulu kakhulu futhi okubaluleke kakhulu kangangokuthi ngangikwazi ukuthembela kuye ngokuphelele ... noma ngabe izinto zihamba kahle, ngangazi ukuthi nginomuntu okhethekile futhi ozilungiselele eceleni kwami. Wangitshela ukuthi, ngaleso sikhathi, wayengeke ahlinze ngokuhlinzwa noma enze noma yiluphi uhlobo lokwelapha, futhi ngenxa yokuthi yayinkulu kakhulu futhi ayitholakali indawo yokwelashwa nge-radiosurgery; Ngangikwazi ukuhola impilo yami ngokuthula okukhulu ngangokunokwenzeka kodwa kwadingeka ngigweme leyo misebenzi eyayingangibangela ukwanda komfutho wobuchopho; izingozi engangingase ngibhekane nazo yilezo zokopha ebuchosheni ngenxa yokuqhekeka kwemikhumbi noma ukwanda kobukhulu besidleke semithambo okungase kubangele ukuhlupheka kwezicubu zobuchopho ezizungezile.

Ngiyi-physiotherapist futhi ngisebenza nsuku zonke nabantu abanokukhubazeka okubangelwa izimo ezifana nezami ... ake sithi akulula ngaso sonke isikhathi ukuba namandla kanye nesifiso sokusabela, ngaphandle kokuphuka. Naphezu kwawo wonke amandla ami, intando yami kanye nesifiso esikhulu sokuba i-physiotherapist enhle, kwangiholela ekunqobeni izindlela ezinzima kakhulu njengokuphothula, ukuzama ukuphumelela lezo zivivinyo ezifana ne-neurosurgery, izimila, ... "ezakhuluma" ngendlela ethile. indlela yami nesimo sami.

Ngiyabonga Nkulunkulu, imiphumela yemisindo yami kazibuthe eyenziwa njalo ngonyaka eMilan yayinamandla kakhulu, ngaphandle kwezinguquko ezinkulu ngokuhamba kwesikhathi. I-penultimate magnetic resonance ihlehlela eminyakeni engu-5 edlule, ngo-April 21, 2007; kusukela lapho ngihlale ngilihlehlisa isheke elilandelayo ngenxa yokwesaba ukuthi kukhona okushintshile ngokuhamba kwesikhathi.

Empilweni udlula ezikhathini zobuhlungu, ukuphelelwa ithemba, intukuthelo, ngenxa yezimo ezahlukahlukene, njengokuphela kobudlelwano bothando obubalulekile, ubunzima emsebenzini, emndenini futhi ngokuqinisekile awufuni ukuzilayisha ngomunye umcabango ngaleso sikhathi. . Esikhathini sempilo yami lapho inhliziyo yami iye yadlula ekuhluphekeni okuningi, ngizivumele ukuba ngikholwe umngane othandekayo kanye nesisebenzi esikanye naye, uhambo lokuya eMedjugorje, indawo, eyabikwa nguye, ngokuthula okukhulu kwangaphakathi futhi ukuthula, engangikudinga ngaleso sikhathi. Ngakho-ke, ngelukuluku elikhulu lokufuna ukwazi kanye nokungabaza okuncane, ngo-Agasti 2, 2011 ngiya eMladifest (Umkhosi Wentsha) eMedjugorje, kanye nomama. Ngiphila izinsuku ezi-4 zemizwa eyedlulele; Ngisondela kakhulu okholweni nasemthandazweni (uma ngiqala ukusho ukuthi "Hail Mary" kwakukhathala, manje ngizwa isidingo nenjabulo).

Ukukhuphukela ezintabeni ezimbili, ikakhulukazi e-Krizevac (intaba yesiphambano esimhlophe) lapho kwehla khona izinyembezi ezingimangazayo ngemva komthandazo, kuyizindawo zokuthula okujulile, injabulo kanye nokuthula kwangaphakathi. Impela leyo mizwa umngane wami ayehlale ekhuluma ngayo kimi, engangikuthola kunzima ukuyikholelwa.

Kwaba sengathi kukhona "okungenile" ongakuceli ngaphakathi kuwe. Ngathandaza kakhulu kodwa angizange ngikwazi ukucela noma yini ngoba ngangihlale ngicabanga ukuthi kukhona abantu abaza kuqala futhi abahamba phambili kunami ... ngaphezu kwezinkinga zami. Ngibuyela ekhaya ngishintshe ngokujulile emoyeni, nginenjabulo emehlweni ami nokuzola enhliziyweni yami. Ngiyakwazi ukubhekana nezinkinga zokuphila kwansuku zonke ngomoya namandla ahlukile, ngizwa isidingo sokukhuluma nezwe ngendlela engizizwa ngayo nalokho engiye ngaphila. Umthandazo uba yisidingo sansuku zonke: ungenza ngizizwe ngilungile. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, ngiyaqaphela ukuthi ngithole umusa wami wokuqala omkhulu. Ngithola isibindi nesinqumo, ngemva kweminyaka engu-5, sokubhukha ukuhlolwa kwami ​​okuvamile eMilan, okuhlethelwe u-April 16, 2012.

Nokho, okokuqala, ukuvuma izono okuvela kumpristi wesifunda saseFlorence, uDon Francesco Bazzoffi, indoda enezipho nezindinganiso ezinhle, engizizwa ngisondelene kakhulu nami, kwakubalulekile kimi. Ngiya kuye ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ngaphambi kokuhlolwa, khona kanye ngoMgqibelo mhla ziyi-14 kuMbasa, futhi ngemva kokuvuma kwami ​​isono, okwagqamisa ukukhathazeka kwami ​​ngamasheke ngoMsombuluko olandelayo, unquma ukunginika isibusiso somuntu siqu ngenkinga yami yempilo nge ukubekwa kwezandla. Uthi kimi: “awu, akukukhulu kakhulu…”: lokhu kuyangimangaza futhi kungenza ngicabange (ngangazi ukuthi bekuyi-3 cm ngosayizi), aqhubeke athi: “kuyoba yini? Cishe u-1 cm? !!!! "... Ngaphambi kokuphuma ekamelweni uthi kimi:" Elena, ubuya nini ukuzongibona? … NgoMeyi???!! ... Ngakho ungitshele ukuthi kuhambe kanjani!" Ngididekile kakhulu, ngimangele, ngiphendula ngithi ngizobuya ngoMeyi.

NgoMsombuluko ngiya eMilan nabazali bami abangalokothi bangishiye ngedwa ukuze ngiyohlolwa futhi ngiphila usuku olugcwele imizwa. Ngemuva kokuvela kwe-magnetic resonance ngivakashela udokotela wami: uma ngiqhathanisa ucwaningo lokugcina nolweminyaka emi-5 ngaphambili, kukhona ukuncipha okucacile kobukhulu besidleke semithambo kanye nokuncipha okuphelele kwesilinganiso semisele eyinhloko ye-venous, ngokuchazwa. ukuhlupheka kwe-parenchymal nxazonke. Ngokuzenzakalelayo ngibheka umama wami futhi kuba sengathi sihlangane ngaso leso sikhathi, endaweni efanayo. Sobabili sazizwa izinto ezifanayo futhi sigcwele izinyembezi emehlweni ethu, sasingenakho nokuncane ukungabaza ukuthi ngithole uMusa wesibili.

Engxoxweni nodokotela ongakholwa kuvela ukuthi:
- usayizi wesidleke semithambo cishe ngu-1 cm (futhi lokhu kuxhunywe enkulumweni yomfundisi wesifunda)
- ukuthi cishe akunakwenzeka ukuthi i-AVM inciphe ngokuzenzakalelayo, ngaphandle kwanoma yikuphi ukwelashwa (udokotela wami ungitshela ukuthi ngibe yisimo sakhe sokuqala, emsebenzini wakhe omkhulu, ngisho naphesheya), ngokuvamile ikhulisa noma ihlale ingusayizi ofanayo .

Wonke udokotela, njengawo wonke umuntu "wesayensi", kufanele abe nokwelashwa okufanele okukhiqiza umphumela othile. Impela angikwazanga ukuba yingxenye yalokhu. Ngaleso sikhathi somlingo kimi, ngangifuna nje ukugijima futhi ngikhale, ngaphandle kokunikeza noma yiluphi uhlobo lwencazelo kunoma ubani. Bengibhekene nento enkulu kakhulu, ejabulisa kakhulu, eningi futhi engiyiphuphayo kuphela.

Emotweni, ngibheke ekhaya, ngathakasela isibhakabhaka futhi ngambuza ukuthi "kungani konke lokhu ... kimi", empeleni angizange ngibe nesibindi sokucela lutho. Kuningi engikunikwe: ukuphulukiswa ngokomzimba ngokungangabazeki kuyinto ebonakalayo, ephathekayo, enkulu ngempela kodwa ngiyakubona ukuphulukiswa komoya kwangaphakathi, indlela yokuguquka, ukuzola namandla okungowami manje, okungeyona intengo futhi engakwazi. ziqhathaniswe.

Kuphela namuhla, ngingasho ngenjabulo nangokuzola, ukuthi noma yini engenzeka kimi esikhathini esizayo, ngizobhekana nayo ngomoya ohlukile, ngokuzola okukhulu nesibindi nangokwesaba okuncane, ngoba ANGIZIZWA NGEDWA nokuthi yini eye yaba khona. enginikezwe yona yinto ENKULU ngempela. Ngiphila impilo ngendlela ejulile; usuku ngalunye luyisipho. Kulo nyaka ngibuyele eMedjugorje kuMkhosi Wentsha, ukuze NGIYABONGA. Ngiyaqiniseka ukuthi, ngosuku lokuhlolwa, uMaria wayengaphakathi kimi futhi abantu abaningana bamqaphela, bekwenza kucace ngamazwi. Abantu abaningi manje bangitshela ukuthi nginokukhanya okuhlukile emehlweni ami ...

NGIYABONGA MARIA

Umthombo: Daniel Miot - www.guardacon.me

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