Izindaba: "ngemuva kokuboshwa kwenhliziyo ngangiseZulwini, ngizokutshela ukuthi kunjani"

Ngelinye ilanga ngoSepthemba, uCharlotte Holmes wabukela phezulu njengoba izisebenzi zezokwelapha eziyishumi nambili zizungeze umbhede wakhe wasesibhedlela futhi zalwa ngobuqhawe ukuze zimvuse kwabafileyo. Umsebenzi wamguqa embhedeni, emhambisa ecindezelwa yisifuba ngenkathi abanye behambisa izidakamizwa, belungisa abaqaphi bese bebiza ukufundwa. Ekhoneni lekamelo, uCharlotte wabona umyeni wakhe uDanny ebukele, eyedwa futhi wethukile.

Ngemuva kwalokho, wakhipha iphunga elimnandi kakhulu elake lanuka. Futhi ngalokho, izulu lavula phambi kwakhe. UCharlotte, obehlala noDanny eMammoth iminyaka engu-48, ungeniswe esibhedlela izinsuku ezintathu esibhedlela saseCox South eStarfield ngemuva kokuya kohlolwa udokotela wakhe oyisazi sezinhliziyo futhi wayethunyelwe ngqo esibhedlela lapho umfutho wegazi wakhe yayikhuphuke ngo-234/134.

"Bengihlala nginenkinga ngegazi lami, futhi ngike ngangena esibhedlela amahlandla amabili noma amathathu lapho bengifaka ekwelashweni kwe-IV ukuze ngehle," kusho yena. “Ngaleso sikhathi, ngoSepthemba, ngangilapho izinsuku ezintathu futhi ngangithinteka kuzo zonke izingqapheli zokushaya kwenhliziyo. Babesanda kugeza isiponji embhedeni wami futhi babegqoke isibhedlela esihlanzekile lapho kwenzeka. Angikhumbuli lutho ngalowomzuzu, kodwa uDanny wathi ngisanda kuwa futhi omunye wabahlengikazi wathi, "Hhawu uNkulunkulu wami. Akaphefumuli. ""

Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi uDanny wamtshela ukuthi amehlo akhe abanzi futhi wabonakala sengathi uyakhanya. Umhlengikazi waphumela ngaphandle kwegumbi wabiza ikhodi, ehola isixuku sabasebenzi bezokwelapha bejaha ukungena egumbini. Oyedwa wavuka embhedeni futhi waqala ukucindezela kwesifuba.

"Bengicabanga ukuthi angizukuthatha ngikuyise ekhaya," kusho uDanny emtshele ngemuva kwesikhathi.

Ngaleso sikhathi, kusho uCharlotte, lapho "ngaphuma ngadlula emzimbeni wami. Bengibukela phansi konke. Ngababona besebenza kimi embhedeni. Ngabona uDanny emi ekhoneni. "

Kwabe sekunuka iphunga elimnandi.

“Iphunga elihle kakhulu nelimangalisayo, njengaleyo engingakaze ngiyizwe. Ngingumuntu wezimbali; Ngiyazithanda izimbali futhi bekukhona lezi zimbali ezazinephunga lelo ongeke ukwazi nokuzicabanga, ”kusho yena.

Izimbali beziyingxenye yesehlakalo esivele sivele ngaphambi nje kokuba enze njalo. “UNkulunkulu ungiyise endaweni edlula engangicabanga ukuyicabanga,” kusho yena. “Ngivule amehlo futhi ngamangala. Kwakunezimpophoma, iziqobelo, amagquma, izindawo ezinhle zomhlaba. Futhi kwakukhona umculo omnandi kakhulu, njengezingilosi zicula nabantu becula nabo, baphumule. Utshani, izihlahla nezimbali kudlule isikhathi ngomculo. "

Wabe esebona izingelosi. “Kwakukhona izingelosi eziningana, kepha lezi zazizinkulu, nezimpiko zazo zazingaqondile. Bebethatha iphiko balifune, ngizwe umoya ebusweni bami usuka ezimpikweni zezingelosi, ”kusho yena.

“Uyazi, sonke sicabanga ukuthi izulu lizoba njani. Kepha lokhu ... lokhu bekuphindwe kasigidi kunalokho ebengingakucabanga, ”kusho uCharlotte. "Ngangihlatshwa umxhwele."

Wabe esebona "iminyango yegolide, nangaphaya kwayo, emi emamatheka futhi wangibingelela, kwakukhona umama, ubaba nodadewethu."

Unina kaCharlotte, uMabel Willbanks, wayeneminyaka engu-56 ubudala ngesikhathi eshonelwa yisifo senhliziyo. Udadewabo kaCharlotte, uWanda Carter, wayeneminyaka engama-60 ngenkathi naye waba nesifo senhliziyo futhi washona ebuthongweni bakhe. Ubaba wakhe, uHershel Willbanks, ubephila ngeminyaka yakhe engama-80 kodwa wabe esefa "ngokudabukisa kakhulu" ngenxa yezinkinga zamaphaphu, esho.

Kepha lapho babekhona, babemomotheka ngaphesheya kweminyango yegolide, futhi babonakala bejabule futhi bephilile. “Babengenazibuko futhi babonakala sengathi baneminyaka engama-40 ubudala. Bebejabule kakhulu ukungibona, ”kusho uCharlotte.

Kwakukhona nomzala wakhe uDarrell Willbanks, owayekade njengomfowabo kuye. UDarrell wayephelelwe umlenze ngaphambi kokuba afe ngezinkinga zenhliziyo. Kodwa nangu, emi ngemilenze emibili emihle futhi uyibingelela ngenjabulo.

Ukukhanya okuphuphuthekisayo okwahlunga kusuka ngemuva kwezithandwa zakhe nesixuku esikhulu sabantu ababemi nabo. UCharlotte uyaqiniseka ukuthi ukukhanya kwakunguNkulunkulu.

Waphenduka ikhanda lakhe ukuze asindise iso lakhe - ukukhanya kwakukukhulu kakhulu - lapho kwenzeka enye into eyayimheha. Wayengumfana, umfana. "Bekulapho phambi kukamama nobaba," kusho yena.

Okomzuzwana, uCharlotte wayedidekile. Kwakungubani lowo mfana? wazibuza. Kepha kwathi nje lapho umbuzo efika engqondweni, wezwa uNkulunkulu ephendula.

Kwakuyindodana kaDanny, ingane eyayikhiphe cishe iminyaka engama-40 edlule lapho ikhulelwe izinyanga ezinhlanu nengxenye.

“Ngakho-ke, abakuvumelanga ukugcina ingane noma ukuyingcwaba lapho usukhiphe isisu isikhathi eside. Bamane nje bameseka bethi, "Uyingane." Futhi yilokho kuphela. Kwaqedwa. Ngabhekana nengcindezi ende futhi ejulile ngemuva kwalesi sikhalazo, ngifisa ukuthi ngingahle ngimbambe, ”kusho yena.

Ebona indodana yakhe encane imi nabazali bayo, uthe, “Angikwazanga ukulinda. Bengilahlekile. "

Konke kwakumangalisa, ipharadesi lalinjalo. Futhi ngale kweminyango yegolide, wezwa uNkulunkulu ethi, "Wamukelekile ekhaya."

“Kepha emva kwalokho ngaphenduka ikhanda lami ngaphuma kulokho kukhanya okukhulu futhi ngabuka ihlombe lami. BekunoDanny noChrystal noBrody noShai, ”esho ebhekisa kuye nendodakazi kaDanny Chrystal Meek nezingane zakhe ezindala uBrody noShai. “Babekhala futhi kwangiphula inhliziyo. Siyazi ukuthi ezulwini akukho buhlungu, kepha bengingakangeni ngeminyango. Bengingakabikho lapho. Ngicabange ukuthi ngifisa kanjani ukubona uShai eshada futhi uBroody bashade ukuze baqiniseke ukuthi bayaphila. ”

Ngaleso sikhashana wezwa uNkulunkulu emtshela ukuthi wayenokhetho. “Ungahlala ekhaya noma ungaphindela emuva. Kepha uma ubuyela emuva, kufanele uyixoxele indaba yakho. Kufanele uchaze okubonile nokusho umyalezo wami, futhi lowo myalezo ngukuthi sengizoza esontweni lami, umakoti wami, ”kusho uCharlotte.

Ngaleso sikhathi, ngenkathi uDanny ebuka abatakuli beqhubeka nokucindezela kwesifuba, wezwa omunye wabo ebuza, "Paddles?" ngokusobala wayebhekise ku-electro-shock defibrilator.

Wezwa umphathi ethi cha futhi esikhundleni salokho wa-oda uhlobo oluthile lokudutshulwa. "Ngemuva kwalokho wathi kufike umuntu ogijimayo, banginika ithuba lokuthi ngidubule, kanti nakwabaqaphi wabona ukuthi umfutho wegazi wami wehla," kusho uCharlotte.

Futhi-ke, uDanny wamtshela ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, wabona elinye lamehlo kaCharlotte, "futhi bengazi ukuthi uzobuya kimi."

UCharlotte wayesene-11 imizuzu efile.

Lapho efika, waqala wakhala. UDanny ubuze, "Mama, ngabe uyazilimaza?"

UCharlotte anikine ikhanda cha. Wabe esebuza, "Uyanuka yini lezo zimbali?"

UDanny wayethumele umyalezo kuChrystal lapho uCharlotte eyeka ukuphefumula, kanti noChrystal wayejabulise izingane zakhe futhi bonke baphuthunyiswa eSkyfield, beza ohlangothini lukaCharlotte njengoba nje ayiswa e-ICU.

Lapho ebona uChrystal eza kuye, into yokuqala uCharlotte athi kuyo, "Uyaziphunga izimbali?"

UCrystal waphendukela kuyise wathi, "Huh?"

UDanny ukhathazekile. "Angazi," kusho yena. "Uqhubeka nokusho lokhu kunuka njengezimbali."

UCharlotte wayesesibhedlela amasonto ambalwa futhi ngaleso sikhathi “angikwazanga ukuxoxa ngakho. Lokhu kunokushiswa empilweni yami nasemphefumulweni wami. Kufanele ngibone okuthile okumangalisa kakhulu futhi kufanele ngitshele abantu. Izulu lingcono ngokwesilinganiso sesigidi kunokuba ungacabanga. Ngimisa abantu esitolo sezitolo. Ngize ngamisa umphathi wami weposi futhi ngamtshela. Anginamahloni. Ngifuna ukuxoxa le ndaba lapho ngikwazi khona. "

Lapho esezulwini, waba nomuzwa wokuthi uNkulunkulu umtshela ukuthi lapho ebuya uzobona izingelosi. “Futhi ngenyanga edlule, ngiqale ukubabona. Ngibona izingelosi ezigada ngemuva kwazo, ”kusho yena.

UCharlotte ubelokhu engumKristu ozinikele. Yena noDanny bayingxenye yebhendi enikela ngomculo weMammoth Assembly of God. “Kepha manje, ngaphezu kwanoma yini enye, into engiyithandayo ukuthandaza nabantu. UDanny waze wangakhela isembatho somkhuleko. Uyazi uma evuka ngo-3 ekuseni bese ngihamba, yilapho engikhona. Kubaluleke kakhulu kimi, futhi ngokwenza lokhu, ngizwe abanye abantu abaningi ngobufakazi babo. "

UCharlotte walandisa udaba lwakhe emasontweni nasezinhlanganweni zamanye amaqembu endaweni.

Ngeke ngikwazi ukukhuluma ngakho. Futhi kunokuningi endabeni. Angifuni abantu bacabange ukuthi ngiyahlanya - phela, anginendaba ukuthi bacabanga ukuthi ngiyahlanya. Ngiyazi engitshelwe yiNkosi futhi angikwazi ukuyeka ukusho ukuthi uNkulunkulu muhle futhi unesihe kangakanani, ”kusho yena.