UDade Faustina usichazela ngezinhlungu zesihogo
Kwidayari yakhe sifunda okulandelayo… 20.x.1936. (I-II ° Notebook)
Namuhla, ngaphansi kokuholwa yingelosi, ngangisekujuleni kwesihogo. Yindawo yokuhlushwa okukhulu kulo lonke ubukhulu bayo obesabekayo. Lezi izinhlungu ezehlukene engizibonile: ubuhlungu bokuqala, obakha isihogo, ukulahlekelwa nguNkulunkulu; okwesibili, ukuzisola kanembeza njalo; okwesithathu, ukuqaphela ukuthi leso siphetho asisoze sashintsha; isijeziso sesine umlilo ongena emphefumulweni kodwa ungawuqedi; kungubuhlungu obusabekayo: kungumlilo womoya nje kuphela owokhelwe ulaka lukaNkulunkulu; isijeziso sesihlanu ubumnyama obuqhubekayo, iphunga elinyantisayo eliminyene, futhi yize kumnyama amadimoni nemiphefumulo elahlekile iyabonana futhi ibone bonke ububi babanye nababo; inhlawulo yesithupha yinkampani engapheli kaSathane; isijeziso sesikhombisa ukuphelelwa yithemba okwesabekayo, ukuzonda uNkulunkulu, imprecaring, iziqalekiso, ukuhlambalaza. Lezi izinhlungu ukuthi bonke abalahliwe bahlupheka ndawonye, kepha akusikho ukuphela kokuhlushwa. Kukhona ukuhlushwa okukhethekile kwemiphefumulo ehlukahlukene okuyizinsizi zezinzwa. Yonke imiphefumulo enalokho okonile ihlukunyezwa ngendlela emangalisayo nengachazeki. Kunemihume esabekayo, imishayo yokuhlushwa, lapho ukuhlukunyezwa ngakunye kwehlukile kokunye. Ngabe ngafa lapho ngibona lezo zinsizi ezimbi, uma amandla onke kaNkulunkulu engangisekanga.Isoni siyazi ukuthi ngomqondo esona ngawo siyohlushwa kuze kube phakade. Ngibhala lokhu ngokomyalelo kaNkulunkulu, ukuze kungabikho mphefumulo oziphendulela ngokuthi asikho isihogo, noma ukuthi akekho owake waba khona futhi akekho owaziyo ukuthi kunjani. Mina, Dade Faustina, ngokuyalelwa nguNkulunkulu ngibe semgodini wakwalasha esihogweni, ukuze ngitshele imiphefumulo futhi ngifakazele ukuthi isihogo sikhona. Manje angikwazi ukukhuluma ngalokhu. Nginemiyalo kaNkulunkulu yokuyishiya ibhaliwe. Amademoni akhombisa ukungizonda okukhulu, kepha ngomyalo kaNkulunkulu kwakumele angilalele. Engikubhalile kuyisithunzi esifushane sezinto engizibonile. Into eyodwa engiyiqaphelile nokuthi imiphefumulo eminingi ekhona kunemiphefumulo ebingakholelwa ukuthi kukhona isihogo. Lapho ngibuya kimi, angibange ngisakwazi ukwethuka ngenxa yokwesaba, ngomcabango wokuthi eminye imiphefumulo lapho ihlupheka kabuhlungu kangaka, ngenxa yalesi sizathu ngithandaza ngentshiseko enkulu ngokuguquka kwezoni, futhi ngihlala ngicela isihe sikaNkulunkulu ngabo. O Jesu wami, ngincamela ukukhathazeka kuze kube sekupheleni komhlaba ekuhlushweni okukhulu kunokuthi ngikucasule ngesono esincane kunazo zonke.
UDade Faustina Kowalska