Uthando lunqoba ilangabi lomlilo "Ukusha okunzima kukaVicka"

UDade Elvira uthi: “NgoLwesibili ngomhlaka 26 Ephreli. Ekhishini lendlu kaVicka, umama kaVicka wayeshiye ipani elinamafutha esitofini; Udadewabo kaVicka, engazi lutho, wakhanyisa isitofu njengenjwayelo, okwathi kungekudala ngemuva kwalokho kwakhipha intuthu engaka. Ngezithuba zabo-13: XNUMX ntambama umama ungena evela ngaphandle, avule ihhavini, athathe amanzi awaphonse kuhhavini osha. Amalangabi ahlasela indlu, ashisa amakhethini. UVicka, obekhuluma nabahambeli begceke egcekeni, ugijimela endlini futhi, lapho ebona abazukulu bakhe beshunqa intuthu namalangabi, uziphonsa emlilweni futhi ubathatha. UVicka washa ubuso bonke nesandla kancane. Njengoba bebayisa esibhedlela eMostar - udadewabo u-Anna wangitshela - uVicka wacula wathi: "Maria.,. Maria… ”Umama waphawula; "Uyahlanya, kodwa angacula kanjani?" Ngisho nodokotela baseMostar, abebengazi ukuthi bazosibeka kuphi isandla sabo lapho bebona uVicka enciphe kangaka kodwa emamatheka futhi esacula, uphawule wathi: "Kodwa iyahlanya le ntombazane!".

Lapho ngimbuka embhedeni wezinhlungu ngemuva kokubuyela kwakhe ekhaya, uVicka wayengitshela; "Elvira, kulula ukucula uma uphilile, kepha kumnandi kakhulu ukucula lapho uhlupheka". Ngalezo zinsuku ngathinta ukuqina kokholo lwentombazane phakathi kokuhlupheka okunonya. UVicka akazange akhononde nakancane. Ngangisondele kuye izinsuku eziyi-8 futhi ngangifunda injabulo enkulu kuye yize ekuhluphekeni okungaka… Kwakungamandla aqhamuka othandweni; ngempela ukufa kugwinywa uthando. Cishe ubuso bukaVicka base bumnyama njengamalahle, amehlo akhe cishe ayengasabonakali, kepha ahlala njengamachashazi amabili, noma kunjalo ekhanya futhi egcwele ukukhanya, egcwele ukumamatheka; izindebe zakhe bezigcwele ukuvuvukala. UVicka ubengaziwa. Noma kunjalo, akazange akhononde. Ngeke! Cishe wayejabule ngokwazi ukunikela uNkulunkulu okuthile. Uthe kimi: “NguNkulunkulu oyifuna kanjena, futhi yilokho kuphela”. Futhi ngamphinda ngathi: "... kodwa kungani wena nje, kungani ngalezi zinsuku lapho besinohlelo oluncane esingalwenza nawe, olungahambanga kahle?!" Kepha yena: “Elvira, akunandaba. Uma Wayeyifuna kanjena, kulungile. Angikaze ngiyibuze iNkosi ukuthi kungani, ngoba iyakwazi okungilungele ”. Kwakungukuhlupheka okwamukelwa ngothando.

Kwaphela isonto ebhandishwe ubuso bonke futhi elashwa ngamaqabunga eklabishi. Eqinisweni, lapho basebenzisa ukwelapha ukusha okufana nalokhu: ngokhilimu, owenziwe isalukazi, osuselwa emaqabungeni eklabishi anonile futhi aqoshiwe. Kodwa-ke, lowokhilimu wanikeza imiphumela emihle, emangazayo. Ngemuva kwesonto bekufanele ngihlanze ubuso bukaVicka, ngiyixebule ngokoqobo bese ngithi kuye: “Vicka, lokhu akulungile kodwa kufanele ngidonse noma kunjalo”. Futhi yena: "Inkinga yeNema ... Uyashesha, hhayi kabi ... Awukhathazeki." Ngiyavuma ukuthi esikhundleni sobuso bukaVicka ngabona inhliziyo yakhe. Kubonakale kimi ukuthi ngabona owesifazane ogcwele uthando ukuthi angisabuzwa ubuhlungu bomzimba. Imvamisa, uma sishiswa yilanga kancane, sizwa - umama - ubuhlungu imini nobusuku. Washa ubuso bonke, isandla sonke nengxenye yengalo, lutho!

Kamuva kwafika abantu, bafuna ukumbona… ngathi kimi: “UVicka ngeke aqhamuke kanjalo ngoba ubukeka njengesilo”… Kunalokho yena, eboshwe wonke amehlo, wayegijima njalo ngokushesha lapho ezwa abantu. Intombazane eneminyaka engama-23 eyazi ukuzinqoba kanjena ...

UVicka (UDade Elvira uyaqhubeka) wangithululela isifuba sokuthi ngalolo suku, ngesikhathi sokubonakala, wayengakwazi ukuguqa, ngoba wayesembhedeni. Kwabe sekuqhamuka uMama Wethu, wahlala eduze kwakhe, wabeka isandla kanjena ... ekhanda, wamthambisa ... Ngalolo suku uMama wethu noVicka abakhulumanga omunye nomunye, bavele babukana emehlweni futhi yilokho kuphela, kwakuwukuphela kwesibonakaliso eminyakeni engu-7 lapho kwakungekho ngxoxo. Ngokuyisisekelo ngicabanga ukuthi - UDade Elvira uthi - UMama wethu wayengazi ukuthi kungani uNkulunkulu akuthumele lokhu. Ngicabanga ukuthi intando kaNkulunkulu kwesinye isikhathi ifihliwe ngisho naku-Our Lady. Ngiyabona, kuqhubeka uDade Elvira - ngokusuka komunye umboni uMarija Pavlovic: "UMama wethu uthe: -UNkulunkulu ungivumele" ... UNkulunkulu wami unginikile ... ". UMarija uthe: “INkosikazi yethu iyaqhubeka nokufika phakathi kwethu futhi icele uBaba ukuthi eze emhlabeni nsuku zonke ngoba ufuna siqiniseke ngothando lwakhe olukhulu, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke uthando olukhulu lukaNkulunkulu ngathi. Ukube besazi - uMama wethu uthe - ukuthi uNkulunkulu uBaba usithanda kangakanani, sizokhala ngenjabulo, singahle sibusiswe ”. Sikubonile lokhu kuVicka - kusho uDade Elvira - yize besosizini olukhulu. Yebo, ubuqiniso bala mantombazane bubonakala ngesikhathi sesiphambano, ngesikhathi sokuqulwa kwecala.