2019 chaka cha Santa Bernadette. Moyo ndi zinsinsi za woyang'ana wa Lourdes

Chilichonse chomwe timadziwa chokhudza ma Apparitions ndi Uthenga wa Lourdes chimabwera kwa ife kuchokera ku Bernadette. Ndi iye yekha amene wawona ndipo chifukwa chake zonse zimatengera umboni wake. Ndiye Bernadette ndi ndani? Nthawi zitatu pa moyo wake zikhoza kusiyanitsa: zaka chete za ubwana wake; moyo "pagulu" pa nthawi ya Maonekedwe; moyo "wobisika" monga wachipembedzo ku Nevers.

Zaka chete
Pankhani ya Mawonekedwe, Bernadette nthawi zambiri amawonetsedwa ngati mtsikana wosauka, wodwala komanso wosadziwa yemwe amakhala muumphawi ku Cachot. Ndiko kulondola, koma sizinali choncho nthawi zonse. Pamene adabadwa pa mphero ya Boly pa January 7, 1844, anali mwana wamkazi wamkulu wa Francesco Soubirous ndi Luisa Castérot, wokwatiwa chifukwa cha chikondi chenicheni. Bernadette anakulira m’banja logwirizana, limene timakondana ndi kupemphera limodzi. Chifukwa chake zaka 10 za bata lalikulu zimadutsa, zaka zotsimikizika zaubwana wake, zomwe zimamupatsa kukhazikika kodabwitsa komanso kukhazikika. Kugwa kotsatirako sikudzafafaniza chuma chaumunthu ichi mwa iye. Ndizowonanso kuti Bernadette, wazaka 14, anali wamtali wa 1,40m ndipo adadwala mphumu. Koma iye anali ndi khalidwe lachabechabe, lochita zinthu mwachisawawa, lofunitsitsa, ndi wowolowa manja, wosakhoza kunama. Anali ndi kudzikonda kwake, zomwe zinapangitsa amayi Vauzou ku Nevers kunena kuti: "Mkwiyo waukali, wokhudza kwambiri." Bernadette anali wachisoni chifukwa cha zofooka zake, koma adalimbana nazo modzipereka: mwachidule, anali ndi umunthu wamphamvu, ngakhale atakhala wovuta pang'ono. Panalibe mwayi woti apite kusukulu: ankayenera kukatumikira m'nyumba ya Aunt Bernarde kapena kuthandiza panyumba. Palibe katekisimu: kukumbukira kwake kopanduka sikunatenge malingaliro osamveka. Ali ndi zaka 14, osadziwa kuwerenga kapena kulemba, amachotsedwa ndipo amavutika ndi zomwe amachita. Mu September 1857 anatumizidwa ku Bartrès. Pa 21 Januware 1858, Bernadette anabwerera ku Lourdes: ankafuna kupanga Mgonero wake Woyamba… Adzachita pa 3 June 1858.

"Public" moyo
Ndi munthawi imeneyi pomwe Mawonekedwe amayamba. Pakati pa ntchito za moyo wamba, monga kufunafuna nkhuni zouma, apa pali Bernadette akukumana ndi chinsinsi. Phokoso "ngati mphepo yamkuntho", kuwala, kukhalapo. Nanga atani? Nthawi yomweyo amawonetsa luntha ndi luntha lozindikira; pokhulupirira kuti akulakwitsa, amagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake zaumunthu: amayang'ana, akusisita maso ake, amayesa kumvetsetsa . ". Nthawi yomweyo atembenukira kwa Mulungu: akunena rosary. Amapita ku Tchalitchi ndikufunsa Fr Pomian kuti amupatse malangizo mu chivomerezo chake: "Ndinawona chinthu choyera chomwe chinali ndi mawonekedwe a dona". Atafunsidwa ndi Commissioner Jacomet, akuyankha ndi chidaliro chodabwitsa, mwanzeru ndi kutsimikiza kwa mtsikana wosaphunzira: «Aquero ... Sindinanene kuti Mayi Wathu ... Ambuye, adasintha zonse». Amalongosola momasuka zomwe adaziwona, ndi ufulu wodabwitsa: "Ndili ndi udindo wokuuzani, osati kukupangitsani kuti mukhulupirire."

Amalankhula za Maonekedwe molondola, popanda kuwonjezera kapena kuchotsa chilichonse. Kamodzi kokha, mantha ndi roughness wa Rev. Peyramale, akuwonjezera mawu akuti: "Bambo parishi wansembe, Dona nthawi zonse amapempha tchalitchi," ngakhale atakhala aang'ono ”». Mu Declaration on the Apparitions, Monsignor Laurence akugogomezera kuti: "kuphweka, kumasuka, kudzichepetsa kwa mtsikana uyu ... , popanda kukayikira mayankho omveka bwino, olondola, ozikidwa pa kutsimikiza kolimba. Popanda kukhudzidwa ndi ziwopsezo komanso zopindulitsa, "Kuwona mtima kwa Bernadette sikungatsutsidwe: sanafune kunyenga aliyense". Koma sangadzinyenge yekha…kodi iye sadzakhala wogwiriridwa? - akufunsa Bishop? Kenako kumbukirani bata la Bernadette, nzeru zake zonse, kusakhalapo kwa kukwezedwa kulikonse komanso kuti Mawonekedwe sadalira Bernadette: izi zimachitika pomwe Bernadette samawayembekezera, ndipo mkati mwa masabata awiri, kawiri, pomwe Bernadette amapita ku Grotto, Mayi kulibe. Pomaliza, Bernadette adayenera kuyankha kwa owonera, osilira, atolankhani ndikukaonekera pamaso pa makomiti amilandu ndi achipembedzo. Apa tsopano wachotsedwa pazachabechabe ndipo akuyembekezeka kukhala wodziwika pagulu: "mkuntho weniweni wapa media" umamugunda. Zinatengera kuleza mtima ndi nthabwala kuti apirire ndi kusunga umboni wake woona. Salandira kanthu: "Ndikufuna kukhala wosauka." Sayamba kudalitsa rozari zoperekedwa kwa iye: "Sindimavala mbava". Sadzagulitsanso mendulo "Sindine wamalonda", ndipo akamamuwonetsa zithunzi ndi chithunzi chake, amafuula kuti: "ten sous, ndizo zonse zomwe ndili nazo! Zikatero, sizingatheke kukhala mu Cachot, Bernadette ayenera kutetezedwa. Wansembe wa parishi Peyramale ndi meya Lacadé agwirizana: Bernadette adzalandiridwa ngati "odwala osowa" ku hospice yoyendetsedwa ndi Sisters of Nevers; anafika kumeneko pa July 15, 1860. Ali ndi zaka 16, anayamba kuphunzira kuŵerenga ndi kulemba. Munthu angaonebe, mu mpingo wa Bartrès, “ndodo” zake zokokedwa. Pambuyo pake, nthawi zambiri amalembera makalata kubanja komanso kwa Papa! Akukhalabe ku Lourdes, nthawi zambiri amayendera banja lomwe pakalipano adasamukira ku "nyumba ya makolo". Amathandiza odwala, koma koposa zonse amafunafuna njira yakeyake: yopanda phindu komanso popanda chiwongolero, angakhale bwanji wopembedza? Pomaliza akhoza kulowa a Sisters of Nevers "chifukwa sanandiumirize". Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo anali ndi lingaliro lomveka bwino: "Ku Lourdes, ntchito yanga yatha". Tsopano ayenera kusiya yekha kuti apeze njira kwa Mariya.

Njira "yobisika" ku Nevers
Iye mwini anagwiritsa ntchito mawu akuti: "Ndabwera kudzabisala." Ku Lourdes, anali Bernadette, wamasomphenya. Ku Nevers, amakhala Mlongo Marie Bernarde, woyera mtima. Kaŵirikaŵiri pakhala nkhani ya kuipidwa kwa masisitere kulinga kwa iye, koma kuyenera kuzindikirika ndendende kuti Bernadette anangochitika mwangozi: anafunikira kuthaŵa chikhumbo chofuna kudziŵa, kumchinjiriza, ndi kutetezeranso Mpingo. Bernadette adzafotokoza nkhani ya Maonekedwe pamaso pa gulu la alongo omwe anasonkhana tsiku lotsatira atafika; ndiye sadzasowanso kuyankhula za izo. Adzasungidwa m’Nyumba ya Amayi pamene ankafunitsitsa kuti azitha kuyang’anira odwala. Patsiku la ntchito yake, palibe ntchito yomwe ikuyembekezeredwa kwa iye: ndiye Bishopu adzamupatsa "ntchito yopemphera". "Pempherani ochimwa" adatero Dona, ndipo adzakhala wokhulupirika ku uthengawo: "Zida zanga, mudzalemba kwa Papa, ndi pemphero ndi nsembe". Kudwala kosalekeza kudzamupanga kukhala "mzati wa malo ogonerapo odwala" ndiyeno pamakhala magawo osatha m'chipindamo: "Aepiskopi osauka awa, angachite bwino kukhala kunyumba". Lourdes ali kutali kwambiri… kubwerera ku Grotto sikudzachitika! Koma tsiku lililonse, mwauzimu, iye amapitako ulendo wake wa Haji kumeneko.

Salankhula za Lourdes, amakhala moyo. "Muyenera kukhala woyamba kumvera uthengawo," akutero Fr Douce, womuvomereza. Ndipo kwenikweni, atakhala wothandizira namwino, pang'onopang'ono amalowa mu zenizeni za kudwala. Iye adzaipanga kukhala "ntchito yake", kulandira mitanda yonse, kwa ochimwa, mumchitidwe wa chikondi changwiro: "Pamenepo, iwo ndi abale athu". M’kati mwa usiku wautali wosagona tulo, akuloŵa m’Misa imene imakondweretsedwa padziko lonse lapansi, amadzipereka yekha ngati “wopachikidwa wamoyo” pankhondo yaikulu yamdima ndi kuunika, yogwirizanitsidwa ndi Mariya ndi chinsinsi cha Chiwombolo, maso ake akuyang’anitsitsa. mtanda: "pano ndikupeza mphamvu yanga". Anamwalira ku Nevers pa Epulo 16, 1879, ali ndi zaka 35. Mpingo udzamulengeza kukhala woyera pa December 8, 1933, osati chifukwa choyanjidwa ndi Maonekedwe, koma chifukwa cha mmene anawayankhira.