ZAKA 20: TIWERENGE PANSI YA MEDJUGORJE - Kuyambira nthawi zonse amakhala mtumwi

ZAKA 20: TIWERENGE PANSI YA MEDJUGORJE - Kuyambira nthawi zonse amakhala mtumwi

Banja laling'onoli limakhala losangalala. Pa Ogasiti 11 mwana wazaka 20 zakubadwa wafika nthawi ya Vespers: anali atalanditsa chiphaso chodabwitsa kwa wamkulu:
“Sindingathe kukhala m'chipinda chandekha nditakumbukira kutembenuka kwanga. Ndabwera kuphwando nawe ”Ndipo akuseka, ali wokondwa ali mwana, akunena za ulendo wake. Kumvera kwa Gianni kumakhala pemphero. Chaka chisanathe moyo wanga unali wa discos, azimayi - ndimasintha kamodzi madzulo aliwonse, - kusewera makhadi ndikumwa osalipira chifukwa ndimapambana nthawi zonse, ndikupita kunyumba ndikuledzera. Osamaganiza za Mulungu, osamapemphera. Ndipo nthawi zonse osati ku mayitidwe onse omwe amachokera kwa amalume anga, ozama kwambiri ku Medjugorje, kotero kuti inenso ndipite kapena kutenga nawo mbali m'magulu awo. Osatinso kumisonkhano yonse yomwe amandipatsa kuti ndimve za izi.

Koma tsiku lina ndinanyamuka kupita ku Yugoslavia, komwe chidwi chosangalatsa pagombe chinandithamangitsa, sikuti chidwi cha Medjugorje. Pambuyo pamaulendo angapo omwe anachedwetsa dongosolo langa ndikupangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chodabwitsa, ndinali ndi chidwi chothawa. Ndipo m'mene ndimapitilira, momwe ndimathamangira, ngakhale ndikuwopsa kwa misewu chifukwa cha kuchuluka kwa magalimoto: Ndidaona magalimoto abwerera, inenso ndidakhudzidwa ndi ngozi zingapo. Kuyenda komwe adapatsa munthu kunandichedwetsa kwa maola awiri. Ndidatopa ndikuyamba kuda. Pambuyo pa Makarska ngozi yomwe idanditengera kutembenuka kwanga, ngati mphezi yomwe idapangitsa Saulo kugwa pahatchi yake pamsewu wopita ku Damasiko. Mwadzidzidzi ndinapeza galimoto yoimirira kutsogolo kwanga kumanzere, pomwe BMW yaku Germany, ikudutsa, inalowa m'njira yanga; ndipo kumanja kwanga asungwana awiri adathamanga phula. Zoyenera kuchita? Kapena ndidziponye ndekha pagalimoto imodzi kapenanso atsikana kuti ndikafike kunyanja (kunalibe chotukwana). Ndinalibe nthawi yophwanya, ndipo mwachangu kwambiri, ndinawagunda asungwana. Pambuyo pa 100 metres ya zigzag galimoto yanga idayima: Sindinadzivulaze ndikutembenuka mozungulira ndi mtima wanga kummero kwanga ndidawona asungwana akuthamanga, osangalala, pamsewu. Miyendo yanga inali kugwedezeka. Pamenepo, chidaliro changa chinagwa. Uko kunalibenso nthawi yosangalala. Pamenepo ndidayamba kupemphera. Kwa zaka zambiri sindinathe kunena kuti Ave Maria. Ndinayamba kupempha Mary ndikupita ku Medjugorje.

Ngozi zowonjezereka: magalimoto awiri omwe ali m'chipululumo, enanso atangonyamula, galimoto inandichititsa khungu ndi mitu yoyala. Adatopa. Tsopano panali chikhumbo chachikulu chokha: kupita ku Medjugorje ndidafunsa koma palibe ... amadziwa komwe Medjugorje anali, kapena adandiyendetsa. Ndidatembenukira kupolisi ndikupempha Ljubuski "kuti asawakayikire. Kuchokera pamenepo kupita ku Medjugorje matalikidwe ndi aafupi. Ndinafika pamaso pa Church kuti unali usiku, koma ndi chisangalalo mumtima mwanga ndipo ndidati "zikomo". Palibe amene amadziwa kundilozera kunyumba ya Jelena komwe amalume anali alendo. Ndinagona mgalimoto. Tsiku lotsatira, 12 Ogasiti ndidatenga Mass ku Italiya pa 11 ndipo gulu lidandikakamiza kutenga mgonero. Ndikadakhala ndikuganiza za zoyipa zomwe zidachitika kwa asungwana, kwa iwo amene akhulupirira, kwa makolo, sizikanatheka kupanga mgonero popanda kuwulula. Pambuyo pa Misa ndidafunafuna kwa nthawi yayitali ku Tchalitchi wansembe wofunitsitsa kundimvera; pamapeto pake wina adandilandira mu sisitiranti. Pambuyo pa izi, ndinalapa kawiri patsiku, chisangalalo chochuluka chomwe ndimakhala nacho, ndipo fungo la cyclamen limanditsatira nthawi zonse. Ndidapemphera pamaso pa chifanizo ndikumununkhira zonunkhira. Pobwerera ndinazindikira mikhalidwe itatu.

Kubwerera ku Medjugorje ndidachita kudula ndi chilichonse komanso aliyense motero ndidayamba kumvera ansembe omwe ndimawanyoza. Tate wa uzimu adandithandiza, kundipatsa nkhani yayitali yokhudza machimo, ndidaphunzira momwe maunansi achikristu owona ndi atsikana amayenera kukhalira. Pambuyo pa 11 Ogasiti sindinawonenso zolaula, kapena kuwonera zolaula kapena mafilimu olaula. Mtima wanga unayimba. Nditayang'ana omwe akukhala pamwambowo ndimaganiza: Iwe Yesu wachiritsa mtima wanga. Ndikadaphwanya makhoma ndi chisangalalo.

Ndakhala mndende muno kwa miyezi ingapo tsopano. Amuna osauka! A 10% amakhala ndi makolo osagwirizana kapena amadziwa kuti wina kapena mnzake ali ndi wokonda. 10% amabwerera kunyumba pambuyo pa chilolezo ndipo mtsikanayo achotsa mimbayo. Ndi angati akukhulupirira kupeza chisangalalo mu chisangalalo! Pali omwe amachita nawo miyambo yakuda ndikujambula mitanda ndi masiku a kubadwa ndi kumwalira, kapena amapita ku bivouac pamanda a mtsikana wakufa momvetsa chisoni. Amataya mafotokope a pepala, pomwe munthu amayitanidwa kuti alumbire kukhulupirika kwa satana ndikukana ubatizo womwe walandilidwa: ambiri sign, kenako alape, koma amatenga mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndikukhala ndi china chake chomwe chimawapangitsa kukhala omvetsa: satana ndi mtumiki wa imfa. Atsogoleriwo akudwala ndipo sakudziwanso zoyenera kutipangitsa kuti nafenso tidwale. Amakhala ndi zowawa zamkati. Mtsogoleri woyamba zonse ndi mwano. Amandisamutsira kuntchito yoyipitsitsa: "Zikomo Ambuye!", Koma iyi sinjira yoti ndichitire!

Sindinakhalepo wokondwa ngati nthawi ino. Yesu amatikonda. Ndimakhala nawo pagulu lachipembedzo kunja kwa zipinda zogona. Kuyang'anizana ndi miyezi khumi ndi iwiri ya usilikali popanda kupemphera ndizosatheka. M'mwezi wa Meyi ndidakumana ndi mavuto: "Chifukwa chiyani Yesu?" Ndidatero. Palibe amene anazindikira. Ndi chikhulupiriro, ndinatuluka ndekha, ndikuyandikira Misa tsiku ndi tsiku ndi kuwulula. Kenako ... Maria andithandiza! Chifukwa cha Yesu ndakhala chida chosinthira anyamata ena, koma ochepa kwambiri. Ndimayesetsa kulankhula za Yesu ndi kuthandiza aliyense. Wina akandiuza kuti: "Ndiyenera kukhala bwanji wokondwa ngati iwe" "Pita uvomereze" -Ndiyankha. Koma aliyense amandipatsa zitsanzo za ansembe omwe sakuyenda bwino. Inde, sikuti ansembe onse ndi abwino, koma ndikuti kwa iwo: "Tinthu zopatukidwa zikagwa, kodi mumalowamo? Sitiyenera kulankhula za iwo, koma apempherereni. " Koma wina ayenera kusamala posankha wansembe amene akuchita bwino. Inde, pali china chabwino mwa achinyamata onse. Muyenera kudikirira ndikupempha Ambuye kuti akupatseni mawu oyenera kuwafika pamtima. Lero ndidapita kukapemphera ndi makolo, kukachita Via Crucis nawo. Ndili wokondwa, wokondwa kwambiri. Ndakhala paulendo wachikhulupiriro ichi kwa chaka chimodzi. Ndikulakalaka kwa aliyense.

Source: Kutengedwa ku Echo of Medjugorje